melody live 2005

kikicurbstomp

concept for a song on my album (definitely unfinished)

lyrics 

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

oh
youre so mean
i cant breathe
every time you say goodbye
i try to leave
i try to be
someone im not like all the time
but its okay
youre my kuromi im melody
i need you please you make me breathe
something to make me feel so real
beacuse lately ive been fucking hating
on my own subconscious
looking out my window
i cannot see nothing
but pain inside
i wanna fucking jump sometimes
sometimes sometimes sometimes

kuromiii girls
always in my world
and now it feels like they will look for something better

kuromii girls
always fuck me up
you are so mean
but please don’t leave
just always kiss me after

i love how mean you are
it makes me smile big and wide
when you call me a retard
i wanna be your wife
if you leave me ill take my life
if i’m alone i’ll fucking die
you can fucking hit me yeah that’s fine
i just want you to hold me tight

kuromi girls (demo)

pretty girl but if clairo didn't have a rich dad and was a tranner online

pretty girl

a song abt perseverance : )
lyrics:
SOMETIMES I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
BUT IM TOO SCARED TO PULL IT OFF
I WISH MY FACE WAS MUCH MORE ROUND
AND MY SKIN WAS WAY MORE SOFT
YUH OKAY
I FEEL LIKE MY TIME WILL FADE AWAY
OKY I ONLY GET ONE LIFE AND I WILL STAY
BUT IT’S JUST HARD AS FUCK
TO ALWAYS BE MYSELF
ONE DAY
EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST SUPER GREAT
I PRAY
ILL BE A PRETTY GIRL EVENTUALLY
SO I WILL POWER ON
AND TRY TO WIN THIS GAME
OKAYY

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

sometimes my life is pretty okay
chilling with my homies
couple joints we smoking
yea 
then i feel like my life is broken
fucked up from the start and end
i just want to be a little happy
but i feel wack never see my friends
wish my eyeliner wasn’t so sloppy
my mirror fucking wants me dead
but iiiii will never give up
i am cool as fuck so
ill never say good byeeeeeeee
im too afraid to die
there’s too much more to write
u can see it in my eyess

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

sometimes

i really dislike my ex
lyrics:
sometimes i just dont wanna be me :(
sometimes i think of u and feel weak..
i wish u wud stop being in my sleep >:(
i wanna fucking cut myself
every single time u end up in my mind O_O
i hate you so much wish i cud just press rewind
and take all of the memories outside my head
sometimes i wish u were just fucking dead dead dead dead dead

so dead, so dead, now now
nothing going on in your head head head head head
youre dead
so dead to me so dead to me
so dead to me i can't believe the things i thought we would be
now im sitting in my room just thinking what you did to me 
was so fucking shit
i hate u! i hate u! u should just suck my dick (girl)
forever
forever in hell

so dead, so dead, now now
nothing going on in your head head head head head
youre dead
so dead to me so 

dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead
dead to me now dead to me now
dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead
dead to me now dead to me now (okay)
dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead
dead to me now dead to me now
dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead
dead to me now dead to me now

dead 2 me.

cover of pain by pinkpanthress with one extra verse

its 8 o clock in the morning now im entering my bed
had a few dreams about u, i can tell u wut we did
i expected to see you, on your morning run again 
i know i shouldn't be watching cause every time i feel the pain

lalalalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalala

u told me it wasnt over and that wed be together soon
but was this before or after you told me to leave the room
i used to think wed make it far it turned out that we are
its such a shame that we werent the same at all

lalalalalalal
lalalalalala
lalalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalalala

i remember when u left me 
it was a sunday afternoon
i didn't think you'd get tired
of my shit so fucking soon
everyone wants to be open
but never wants to hear my side
i wonder when the next train comes
because i really want to die

lalalalalalal
lalalalalala
lalalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalalala

pain

didn't pitch this one

she said
she cut her wrist
photos
in our fucking texts
i am 
not made for this
i can
not take this shit
she said
her life is sad
blowing 
up my phone again
saying
that she wants me dead
but she
keeps on coming back

and i can't see
a future with
her in my life
but i won't leave
her pretty face
drives me insane
i cannot stand
to see her bleed

psych ward girl

cover of my favorite blink song ^_^

its alright
to tell me
what you think
about me
i wont try
to argue
or hold it
against you
i know that
youre leaving
you must have
your reasons
the season
is calling
your pictures
are falling down

the steps that 
i retrace
the sad look
on your face
the timing
the structure
did u hear
he fucked her :(
a day late
a buck short
im writing
the report
on losing
and failing
when i move
i'm flailing now

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

and maybe
ill see you
at a movie
sneak preview
youll show up
and walk by
on the arm
of that guy
and i'll smile
and youll wave
we'll pretend
it's okay 
the charade
it wont last
when he's gone
i wont come back

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

dammit

katy perry cover lol! this is my first song in a while, this took like 3 days to make and i'm really happy with it! enjoi :3

art is made from https://www.deviantart.com/anineko/art/Melody-n-Kuromi-Yin-n-Yang-793038366

lyrics:
you
change your mind
like a girl
changes clothes
yeah you
pms
like a bitch
i would know
and you
overthink
always speak
cryptically
and i know
that you're no good for meee

cuz youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down
youre wrong when it's wright 
its black and its white
we fight we break up
we kiss we make up yeah
(YOU) u don't rly wanna stay, no, but
(U!) you don't really wanna go, o,
youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down

we 
used to be
just like twins
so in sync
the same
energy 
nows a dead
battery
used to laugh
bout nothing
now you're plain
boring
i should know
that you're not gonna, chaaange

cuz youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down
youre wrong when it's wright 
its black and its white
we fight we break up
we kiss we make up yeah
(YOU) u don't rly wanna stay, no, but
(U!) you don't really wanna go, o,
youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down

someone
call a doctor
got a case of the love bipolar
stuck on
rollercoaster
can't get off this riiiiideee

you, change your mind, like a girl, changes clothes....


cuz youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down
youre wrong when it's wright 
its black and its white
we fight we break up
we kiss we make up yeah
(YOU) u don't rly wanna stay, no, but
(U!) you don't really wanna go, o,
youre hot then youre cold 
youre yes then youre no 
youre in then youre out
youre up and you're down

hot n cold

away from my pc for a while so have this pop song from like august or so! produced by me. i promise mai next song’s a original autoune rock song like yall r used 2. i hav an instrumental and everything.. its gna be lit

lyrics:
ooooooh
aaaaahhhhh
oooooh
aahhh im like x2

babygirl dont leave me i know
now i want u never 
leave me baby girl i
need you now just dont fade away x2

pop a couple pills with my shawty 
yea we gettin lit we don’t care bout nobody
almost passed out and she still tryna party
now she pickin fights and we cant stop arguin

but its ok, but its ok
cuddling and kissing yeah i know i feel so gay
even when shit hard yeah i know she my only
shawty that i fuck with, yeah she is mai one bitch

babygirl dont leave me i know
now i want u never 
leave me baby girl i
need you now just dont fade away 

ooooooh
aaaaahhhhh
oooooh
aahhh im like x2

i just wanna party with u

produced recorded and mixed entirely by me! im really proud of this one and think this is the style i'm gonna go with for the forseeable future. the ultra lo-fi high pitched drum machine rock shit was fun and I might revisit it soon but I'm moving on from it for now. doesn't really reflect where I am mentally. been a long time since i made a rock song just because i really wanted to get this right. enjoy !

this song's chord progression and lyrics are really important to me. I wrote the first verse and chorus in may and this song has been the first thing I play when I pick up a guitar since then too. cannot stress how much this release means to me

lyricz:
i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared 
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont kno why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
nigga everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarayed
and i cannot feel okay
li ke 
i do not have no power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed a stupid troon
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

jisatsu girl (自殺)

@thaibodydump
thai body dump cover! produced nd recorded by me
https://soundcloud.com/thaibodydump/stare

i restructured this one a little. i added maj7 and maj9s to the chord progression and added an extra verse @ the end to fit my style more. i really love how this one turned out!

lyrics:
take a dare
pull my hair out
in your room 
on saturday
it's time to stick
i'm gonna lose my mind
from all of this
a whole of shit

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

try my luck
yeah i really suck
you hit your drag
i kiss your neck
and holy god
i love the way you stare
you stare

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

in your bed
hanging with you
you hit the pen
i see your face
and holy god
i love the way you stare
you stareeee

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

stare

cover of a song that changed my life
https://soundcloud.com/user-998539865/mine4evrr

produced mixed and mastered all by meee!! ^_^

plz listen to hi-c if you dont already !! 
https://soundcloud.com/ca-hed-cobraz

lyrics ^_^
[intro]
ahhh
aahhh
aahhhhh
ahhh oohh

[verse]
you think you know me
but u wanna control me
itz okay dnt b scared
tell me y you think that I don't care
I cn be the 1 to wipe your tears
she get on top lay down ur hair
eye told u itz no 1 else
I kno u more than u kno yourself
i feel ur heartbeat
i fucked up, just promise me 
i fuckd up, ur just like 
letz get fucked up, see the clouds go by
fucked up, im fuckd up, im so fucked in the head
told me u wish u were dead
fucked up, ur just like me
when i think of u
when im high i want 2
dig my nails in your skin (oooh)
don't want this night 2 end (dont want)
i dont want u to forget (ooohh)
i don't want u 2 pretend (oooh)
was on shrooms, nd then u said
u asked me what i'm thinkin
goodbye and goooood life [+ good night (i say both)]
i look in your eyess
let me kiss u all ovrrr
say youll be mine4evrr!!! <3 :)

mine4evrr! (hi-c cover)

produced and recorded by mee !!
collab with https://soundcloud.com/ca-hed-cobraz !! ! !! im so excited 2 release this to you all i hope u guyz enjoy ^_^

album soon >:3  i'm going 2 be dropping more rock stuff again as well. i  feel like i built a lot of skills making othr shit for a while n i'm glad i did.  this shit has not even  begun i love u all

#angelgirlrockstar!! (ft. hi-c)

this is my favorite song i've ever made so far i think lol. recorded n produced by me :3 album coming out august 2022 !!! i've rly found my sound :p

lyrics
im never sober anymore
im way too high i need to focus
im feeling dumb as fuck right now
why am i filled with so much
pain, pain, now
im so fucked up i cannot
stand it, stand it,
noww
im smoking woods inside of my room
why am i here like what did i do
got shit on canvas and its overdue
im such a faggot i look like a troon
im using these patches so i can look cute
cute
plz soon
look in the mirror and be anyone but you
and you know my nigga we

[chorus]
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on hating mysellff elf elf
ohh ohhhh ohh oohhh
and i knoooooooooooooooooooooooo
ohhhhhhhhh
i cant keep on going without 
helpp help help
im rly fucking up right now :\

i rly need u babygirl <3
i cannot lie i fucking love you
come grab my hair and pull me close
girl you so bad i want you on me
on me nowwwwwwww
come fuckn kiss me
lets get sloppy, sloppy
kyaaaaaaaaaaaa! come pin me down
i rly need u i want u im feeling crazy inside my head
im just thinking about you and you gotta be so far away
cant believe that i found you since i got you it's been brighter days
you make me kyaaaaa ah ahh ( i rlly love you)
so can we gooooooooooooooooooo

i cant keep on hating myselffff elf elf
ohhhhhhhhhh ohhh oh ohhhhh
 and i knooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on going without
hellllpp elp elp
im rly fucking up right nowwwwwwwww nowww

without help

smoking that za get so high i might fall
white tranny bitch she can make me her dog
might spend a band on a vivienne collar
i took a dab n its hitting appallin
force break his ass my defense has no flaws
n go take her hand shoot that e in her paws
these niggas on skates yeah they see that im balling
slash at that nigga miles chamley watson

i cannot lie theres pain in my soul
i keep on trying im so fucking dumb
and i know bout life, the way that it goes
im fuckin crying, messed up on the floor
and i know that i'm a slave of my own
my own fucking mind please dont call my phone
it's always knives that's fucking me up
either my mind, or all of these cuts

i feel so fucking aimless
everything's so irritating
twin glocks shoot like the aces
including to my brain shit
i wanna feel okay but
im always feeling hatred
just kill me make it painless
these niggas double agents
im really feeling
astonished at the fucking fact
that i am not croaking
xotic rolled up with the twax
yeah nigga we smoking
shawty you so fucking bad
can you come and choke me
i think that youre crazy rad
wna throat yo protein baby
u been so pretty lately, i cant take it
i dont know if you can ever really save me
but let's make it
worth an effort can i kiss your lips
see if theyre sweet or savory
dont know shit bout this but im just tryna love you every day
u my shooting star, lots of things uve done have really made me
give a super smile, youre so silly wanna feel your girlsquish for a little while
i know i'm not perfect. but i know u cant resist my style
i know that it's working. we just lost inside of different aisles
ohh ohh
you make me crazy in my soul i need you
close like for for ever tethered
straight to my heart baby i know i can
never let shit tear us apart but i know that

i cannot lie theres pain in my soul
i keep on trying im so fucking dumb
and i know bout life, the way that it goes
im fuckin crying, messed up on the floor
and i know that i'm a slave of my own
my own fucking mind please dont call my phone
it's always knives that's fucking me up
either my mind, or all of these cuts

smoking that za get so high i might fall
white tranny bitch she can make me her dog
might spend a band on a vivian collar
i took a dab n its hitting appallin
force break his ass my defense has no flaws
n go take her hand shoot that e in her arm
these niggas on skates yeah they see that im balling
slash at that nigga miles chamley watson
these niggas is goofy i know that they watching
pouring the four in the 12 pack of barqs n
i lov her so much i cannot break her heart and
im high in the coupe that u have to push start in
got gas in my room n no niggas have farted
im high out my mind yea a nigga departed
2 plats dxm and it got me lethargic
still trashing yo man on his music regardless
that shot was a brick u look so retarded
look at my whip it's a starship
xbox 360 n that shit is modded!
and u know i smoke og exotic
only wnt her even tho i have options
indica got me exhausted
ima pass out on the couch cuz im off it
im a good doggy u know i be barkin

ohh oh oh oh

i feel so damn anxious
everything is falling
baby like when you calling
i just want you on me
grab my hand and we'll be balling
cuz i cant fucking take it,
only filled with all this longing
lonely hoping that our promise
isnt empty as my skull
baby do you want me
living life outside yo arms got me like a zombie
sometimes i feel like a joke that's never ever funny
u like all i ever wanted u cant take that from me
baby ifeel like your doggy pls do u want me
living life outside yo arms got me like a zombie
sometimes i feel like a joke that's never ever funny
u like all i ever wanted u cant take that from me

vivienne collar

https://soundcloud.com/ohshititzpammilolee

so farr (ft. pammii_lole)

2muchwork

everything is lame nigga i can't fucking take it now
waking up at 2 pm cuz i fucked my sleep schedule 
im only seeing pain dont know if im gone ever make it out
im aching ouch placed in doubt this college shit aint working out
2 blunts in my mouth like this white girl dick
talk shit and my nigga  s gone fight real quick
2 shots thru a nigga fuck fighting him
still feel isolated like iverson
im tired of this im tired  as shit
im tryna get my time baby
my decsions raising questions
mama think i'm lost crazy
saddest thing is i dont think that i can prove her wrong lately
drowning in this sea of self destruction on my own placing
visions in the smoke of a nigga who's much better
take a picture for it's gone, every time i see the mirror
it's a nigga i don't love, why a nigga even here
i feel like everything is dumb when you are not sitting near
and kissing me inside your arms
wit my tits inside yo palms 
my imagination crazy when im sitting all alone  
baby

only shame

made dis shit in like 20 minutes lol might delete
prod. tekika

ion give a fuck bout my head
emo emo goth shawty always tryna give me head
he gone send em shots for me they aint ever gone land
all my niggas chops on em all my bitches got bangs
all my  niggas tote chops all my bitches got bangs
she might have a dick  i might take it both ways
glock glock 19 if they say they gone play
tryna fuck on me   i would do the same thing

all my bitches got bangzz :3 #realNyaggarockstarmoneylife

made ts a month ago never posted it  lmao

(God, you're pathetic!)
ima real pretty girl take me no problem
im on dxm i feel like nigga im exhausted
i be smoking plant it slap like will smith at the oscars
he say im a thot but if i is i wouldda slopped him
i spent 10 bands like im slayin at an auction
emo goth bitch i beat it up into exhaustion
ima faggot nigga i wish i could be ur dog bitch
ive established dis but i aint tellin u who toppin

will smith pack .exe #invrsmokemids

this 1 silly af

im a lightskin shawty so she wanna come my way
vivi diamonds on my body n it cost 100k
lost my homegirl to the oxys and i miss her every day
all these hoes be fucking oppin do these bitches seem okay
hit my phone to tell me sorry and i laughed right in her face
nigga i dont hang with girlies who be talking on my name
if you got a fuckin problem u can tell it to your bae
went out sad she not a baddie she dont even got a wang
i feel just like tracy i might never get a ring
she say that im crazy but she like it anyway
ive been so complacent im recording this at 8
azumanga daioh on my tv cuz im gay

azumanga daioh on my tv cuz im gay #ihatepettybitchesnigga

prod. silo
shawty why you like me
im like nothing special
i cant take you lightly
hard for me to let go
demons always fighting
why they always take hold
wish that u could bite me
fuck me while im strangled
tell me that u like me, smoke ice cream play nintendo
niggas think im lying but myteam got xtendos
bitches wanna fuck me but ima keep the same hoe <3

ice cream n nintendo #imgonnfuckgindiee

i might go to hell i should cast a spell
i want u forever i dont care how u feel :3
when u broke my heart did you care how i feel
tearing me apart while i pray that i heal

i might cut my wrist cuz i like 2 see the scars
got a white tgirl bitch carve my name inside her arm 
in a nice emo fit smokin doobies in my car
feel like life isn't shit but a movie full of harm
i might go to hell i should cast a spell
i want u forever i dont care how u feel :3
when u broke my heart did you care how i feel
tearing me apart while i pray that i heal

care how i feel ? >.<  #shiiit (j dilla)

carved ya name iside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thts a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

carved your name inside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thats a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

r u mad at mee #x_x (viper)

i luv my girl so much bruh,,, i was gone work on dis more but i sent it to her n she was like dont change anything drop it n u kno  how a nigga get when a bad bitch tell ha 2 do sumn

And i just wanted you to say
that everything will b okay
we'll be okay we'll be okayy
my baby
smoking rasta in my room today
niggas opping but that's often and the truth will stay

Miss u layin in my arms
Baby i can cuddle u
I was geekin up out in public eating pho with u
cant believe u once had broke my heart js like a cup
when we had that time apart but i'll forget
Cuz baby u kno its so crazy how u throw that ass
My mind is racing when u kiss me and make sure it last
Memories destroy the past
All the hurt i used to hold
Our mistakes were pretty bad
But ion care i'm in yo hole
so u kno u stuck wit me yea
thats all we really need to know
This shit eclipse our previous status
This all a nigga ever wanted yeah i need to have it
U had me fucked up on the floor n on my knees n gagging
My metaphysics were distorted now i see the path is
keep you in my heart until i'm bleeding backwards
trees and backwoods rolling up that pack until we
sleepin passed out in eachothers arms
for no reason after
in eachothers arms for no reason after yo

we'll b ok (nujabes)

life dont change
hi tech in my drank
yea my shooter mtf da way she tuck it in her jeans
in my room jus smokin runts im geekin up w all my pain
i stay zooted in the cut swear dis za gone help my aim
twin glocsks, buss it in ya face
she wna fuckkkk, she dont care bout age
weed weed smoke geeked up ion know my name
white white tgirl bitch yea she gone give me face
bad goth tgirl bitch she do what i say so
shawty bite my neck til its purple jus like saints row
talkin on my name ho
turn into red paint bro
wit dem puppy bitches why they geekin off the k woahhh??
niggas always say im lost
hi tech got me moving slow like my opps take exhaust
and my shawty think im cute she pet me like her favorite dog
and and and u know im balling yea my collar saint laurent
all alone, hope i dont get shot
at the store, hope i dont get clocked
all my life feel fuckin worthless cus i fuckin hate my jaw
spent a couple hunnit  thousand just to laser dis shit off

collar$aintlaurent (FLIPNOTE HATENA OUT NOW!!)

alot has changed in my life but im keeping the old description for historical reasons

"my wondrful sweet luna helped me make da cover for this : 3 dat is  tha bad  tgirl bitch in question dis whole album is  ab her. i know i haven't posted since. october 2023??? which u guys would understand if u saw da job i started working like that Month Like holy shit nigga this has been one of the most emotionally draining years of my life. i think im overall doing better than i was when ML2005 dropped but nigga it's been a fucking lot. I dead ass started dis year by getting robbed. All that being said im so so fucking happy wit ts. i really think dis album  like. the culmination of my sound from 2021-2024. theres smth for every type of melodyx_o fan, from the niggas who were there when i was making that e-punk garbage ass shit i was doing when i was 15 (please get dat awful ass dammit cover out of my fucking top songs) to the ml2005 lovers to the ppl who was rockin out to all my bitches got bangzz n that weird ass hexd sigilkore era i was in lmao. i rly tried to cover every base. i love you all so much for supporting my music. and my fights with random white ppl online. n my video game that i PROMISE im gonna finish. nd just me as a person. i lovey ou. im typing this fried as fuck about to leave 2 see my folks for christmas tomorrow. this shit marks a new era of my life and while i have no idea where im really gonna end up and while i spend so many hours wishing i was fucking dead and carving on my skin and beating the shit out of myself im so glad i get to see. im so so glad im releasing this dawg. and if u dont fw it suck my dick nigga idc this shit gas no one doing it like me frrl shouts 2 my african american puppygirls shouts 2 my doctor mario mains shouts 2 my wukong one tricks peace and love n if u got a problem w me come catch thesebullets NIGGA. thank u. i love you. and thank you to luna. i know i be an aint shit ass nigga sometimes far more than uve ever deserved but you make everything so so worth it. uve stuck with me thru my absolute fucking worst and youre the only person i could really ever call my muse. or my wife. or mine. lol. ALSO K9ANGELGIRLZ UNTIL I DECAY FUCK NIGGA YALL NOT READY FOR USSSS SHOUTOUT LOR WIDOW RACHYL ALTAIR MICHIMANI ASHLEY DESMI WE GONE TAKE OVER DA WORLDDD i wish i coulda had one of u featured but NEXT ALBUM FOR SURE. Niggas truly not ready. Enjoy da album!!"

tracklist:
1. hold mee (prod. me+supasweettea)
2.collar$aintlaurent (prod. me)
3.spritecherrysoda (prod. amy winehouse)
4.dark souls (prod. jadasea)
5.ao oni (prod. dj blackpower)
6.kairi (prod. dj blackpower)
7.puppy ears 
8.we'll b ok (prod. nujabes)
9.lostmybrain freeverse 
10.frozen heart
11.srry i miss u + over
12.unforced error (prod. me)
13.flipnote journal (prod. me)
14.aint4got (prod. dj blackpower)
15. try again (continue?) [prod. me]

flipnote hatena vol. 1 (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

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ihate dat dis is easier

ugh dawg wtf

thissucks maybe ill work on it more one day idkdddd
#nomorewhitewomen2k25

i know whats gonna happen 2 me (demo)


irly did bust my jaw i got a big ass gash in my face shit suckx


You say!!!
Im similar to you
in what way 
(right ear)babygirl/(left ear)fucking hoe XDDDD
 hahaha
 
 you be 
 exactly what i need to avoid
 for myself
 create my own hell
 
 fuck it all bae
 understand yea , *sigh* shit im all alone gang x_x
 i jus broke my face cuz i fainted in my own place !
 i take so much shit, cuz i did this at all at yo pace !
 might start taking xans jus so i can make my soul blank    
 i wont grip your hand aftera ll the shit i know bae
 i swear all these bitches never see me how i want playing
 fuckin gears of war way i slid in to the wall bang
 my face until its sore why i do this shit at all mane :(
 
 i dont wanna do this shit anyway
 i dont wanna do this shit anyway
 i dont wanna do this shit anyway
 i dont wanna do this shit anyway
 
 
 I know this shit easier for me
 But i wish that it wasnt and ud hold me
 *sigh* when you touched up on my shit like only 
 u  ill jus do dis shit on my lonely
 ion like pens light dis shit up
 would u care if i died answer
 im jus tryna keep my fuckin bands up
 balling like kiki feel like hana

 understand yea , *sigh* shit im all alone gang x_x
 i jus broke my face cuz i fainted in my own place !
 i take so much shit, cuz i did this at all at yo pace !
 might start taking xans jus so i can make my soul blank    
 i wont grip your hand aftera ll the shit i know bae
 i swear all these bitches never see me how i want playing
 fuckin gears of war way i slid in to the wall bang
 my face until its sore why i do this shit at all mane :(

i fainted n busted my jaw dis morning (gears of war)

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

I swear im not tryna trip i jus cant be normal
all my thoughts is jumbled up n my soul feel in yo hold
sumtimes in my mind i already feel like yo hoe
Trying not 2 cry, i dont wana make u go though


I wish i was there while u smokin weed
I feel dummm as fuck want u close 2 me
ion rly kno wut this supposd 2 mean ( IT MEANS I LOVE U!!)
dont een wanna say it cuz i kno itz bleak

but, you know ,, , we can still dance girl
im laying softly thinkin bout us wit our bands up
i swear dat i gotchu i so got da answers
i kno i cld come treat u right jus like a fanta

we can get so high

i dont even kno where ill go but  hope im all yours
ihate not being by your side
i cant fuckin go off da phone want u close
babygirl let me flow wit u 
till i die?
well i dont really know cuz i dont wanna 
sound fuckin dumb but thats just how it 
goes sometimes
n i dont wanna stay sobbin up in the cuts on my own always

we kan get sooo highhh

bpd puppygirl musik

musik video: https://youtu.be/chacG3pCd8U?si=EsSq-41i3G2FqtLx

i feel safe outside as long u in my headphones
i wud jus cm make u mine if i cld get these bands girl
i can only say these lines when im at my mic stand but
i swear that u way too fine	it makes me ball my hands up

all these other niggas dont know or understand u
i jus wanna watch u light up in ya camera
all these other bitches dont kno or understand us
shawty always lookin so fly how u manage

my face stuck in my hands girl 
our place is what i cant know
n im just tryna get thru my head
take u there dont think ima make it there 
i think we should stay here instead

in yrr cameraa (on all streaming plats!)

im tryna make big bucks
pop out wit dat stick bruh
my k9 niggas renegades
n chrome hearts on my fit dawg
n every day im motherfuckin ballin with my wrist cut
bawling with my wrist cut
wasian shawty look like vriska
oh yea and our fits tuff	!
I b on my shit bruh
us always thats my vision
kno u not my bitch, but i still dream of when our lips touch
swear u all i need i only see u thru da discord (WRUFF!! WRUFF!!)
all these niggas lame yuh
i swear they dont get us
akk these niggas lame girl
i swear they dont get us
light it up like christmas
designer on my fitt bruh
my niggas get to business
call me when u need girl
u kno ill always pick up erry day
all this za u smoke in, yuh blow it in my face (okay!)
i would do like anythang for u as only in my place
like lets just rush it we can run it up lets save like 20k
n smoke these weed like lets just fuck it up, or i cant b okay
i luv my niggas yuh! and dat bitch bruh
im jus wit my k9angelgirlz they are my sistas
shout my homegurl ally yea she always choppin shit up
every single day im fuckin balling with my wrist cut
bawling with my wrist cut
wasian shawty look like vriska
yuhhh
yuhhh
all these niggas lame they do not get us
light it up like christmas
god i need u too much i jus want her as my bitch bruh
wasian shawty look lyke vriskaa

yayaayayaya
yayayayaya

vriska freeverse (FLIPNOTE HATENA VOL2 OUT NOW!!)

chec da tracklist here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFTMWEpHOsg

flipnote hatena volume 2 is finally here! and with it is anothur long winded ass lightksin nigga rant frm urs truly. this is for real sum of da best music ive ever made. vol 1 was full of ideas but i was gettign my energy drained by a cac demon nn jus generally going thru it so hard that i dont think i was realy able to put the extra effort those songs deserved. not dis time however. i went hard as fuck. i went so hard on dis shit. whos out here makinn uhhh a breakup album a seattle poly tgirl side nigga diaries album nn a bpd edater puppygirl album all at da same time AND its under ground rap screamo hexd nigguh  like thats only me bra dats only MEEE!!. I been goign thru it so bad for wat feels like forever. I turn 20 today as im writign this. Parttt of the reason i rly shoved this out the door today ( dont even think its gonna b on dsps till tomorrow lol i submitted the distrokid like n hour ago) is cuz i realy wanna leave a great deal of this stuff inn my teen years. I cld rant and ramble about my ex nn how like clearly hurt i was making a lot of these songs but its js like whatever at this point. Ive said it all to death to everyone whod listen. IDonot wish her well nn i kind of hate vol 1 4 how clearly delusional i was jus da whole time but it also just doenst rly take up a lot of my brain anymore. Neccessary growth at da end of tha day .Idk ive gone thru a lot n realized a lot about who i am. N while i still think the nigga portrayed in dis album is still pretty stupid i still think it shows inn da way that i carry myself on these traxx . Im pushing da hexd sound like nevar before. Nnd  pushign da screamo meta. U cant deny this . Ill start fuckin on yo bitch if u deny this.

Special thankx !!

- 2 miss estrose tearosids i made like 7 of the beats for this album on ur laptop nn a great deal of these songs r ab u as u proly know already. While i am ithink. a far moar normal person ab u nn not tripping like to this degree mmy tripping nn obsession led 2 some crazy ass art nn u seem to agree so thats fiya thas wuts up girl hope u doign well ily

- Tooo miss escrape girl embur fluckx et cetera yrr rlly liek my muse n best friend i could super go on n on about dis aurhg aurgh arugh but imalready soo embarassd rapping ab u on here da way i am let alone goign in2 all dat yk howw bashful iamm about it all  butlike i rly luv u u kno the deal u kno da vibez xd rawraurghhgr theyre grokkign me

- Lori n ally. I kant wait 2 kick it with yall next month n smoke n head 2 cookout n sip cheerwine n all dat. I truly think our collective is da future. Ally i rly wish i got u onna track for dis but it just didnt rly fit in the cards. I promise we gone make a ridiculous amount of music together when its all said n done i have so many ideas. I truly see a vision where we all posted up makign music n smoking za all day n getting paid 4 it too. I work as hard as i do erry day so we can get there n u niggas never doubt me and i never doubt you. K9 till i decay. Dat shit means more than the world 2 me.

- My siblings. Sean theo ellery i luv u all so much uve literally made every sinngle part of this possible. Ive stolen so much swag from yall over da years youre all so fuckign talented n are such good people that my standards for who i will allow around me  long term will always  stay impossibly high. I love you niggas  so so much and im so grateful for u. 


-Every 1 whos really taken a genuine interest in my music (who isnt like a racist lame ass nigga.) U guys make me very happy n keep me assured that im not just like a complete fraud. I hope dis album like blows yall mind the way it did when i was makign it. It might jus come across as a cringy bpd niggas rambly love letters. But thats just how i am. Lawl ... Also hella of u like homestuck thats really funny to me. Ive been reading that shit lately and its just like astoundingly racist. But like i digress.

flipnote hatena vol. 2 OUT ON SPOTIFY!!!

i remember in ur gaze
those sweet and happy summer days
i spent with u
but now that's gone yeah now that's tainted
i see the person u have made me :\
in the mirror all i see is u

 i hate u i hate u i hate u pls
fuck off i hate ur memories
the lies and stress u gave to me
when u said we were meant to be
and i cant trust 
and i cant love
the same way that i did before
ur so ugly inside and out
i dont talk to u but i cant get away from u
i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u
i cant get away from u
i hate u i hate u i hate u 
and everything u said to me
i h8 the number 3
i h8 every vestige
of you that ends up in my life
and every time i think
about the things u said
i feel like i just wanna be dead
ok

o      k
 

ok.

i hate u !! >:(

♀ 7/28/2022
k9angelgirlz till i decay!
i luv epic bacon hoez
i luv u ember !!!!!!! wagh
VILEVORTEX4L

melodyx_o ^_^ (@mymelodyx_o)

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