i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

on all platforms!!
@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

@mental
@lilac

i just want to be here forever
i dont think you really know how it hurts
every day goes by like a blur
tried so many times nothing works

so ill fall apart
and break without a warning
i think for me the hurt was warming
theres something sweet about the burning
so ill fall apart
just leave while its still tempting
i think for you the love was empty
it might be sweet but its not healthy

i feel like death
its deep in my heart again
seeking the warmth of
someone who cares
theres nobody there but
the wind in my hair
the sun turns to moon
and suddenly you care

apathy prod lilac & mental

hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

produced by @kggn @resolve1k / mastered by @blushxoxo

~~ instagram.com/memorie0_0/ ~~

out now all platforms: https://fanlink.to/memorieblame

lyrics:

you can hurt me all you want
tear me apart
i think shes blind because she cant see my scars
you said you hate me so im slicing my arms
iwanna run away escape from the harm
i gave you everything it wasnt enough
you said you love me and im calling your bluff

i make them feel the pain
to see how it feels
its all so hurtful its painfully real

you can break me down
hate when youre not around
quiet! dont make a sound
do you think we'll turn this around

find me laying dead on the ground
i was lost i thought i was found
talk to you i slip and i drown
wonder if she'll come around

it doesn't hurt so bad these days
i think that i've grown used to the pain
if you would talk to me i'd explain
walk away from me forget my name

in pain and youre always the one to blame
i quit this fucking game
and youre fucking up
i cant take this much
make me wanna run
throw away whats left of us

(because thats the way its meant to be)

blame game

blame game (kuru & inno)

@0arid
@brknglss
@remghost
love u guys :D

angel w/ arid prod brknglss & remghost

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

apathy prod lilac & mental

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