I FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT I WISH I DIDNT EXIST

spring summer 24

blood in the air i can sense it 🤷
@prodpitfall @prodgreentop

possession w/ pitfall (greentop)

engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

trustme/trustyou
@mental
@1yugenn
@maknae

[b]
like do u want me cus i think that i want you
is this what ur feeling girl is this what ur fond to
[m]
trust me like i trust u when i say i love you
ur who i hold onto if u got me then i got u
[b]
and when i hold on i feel better
you wear my sweater i write love letters
[m]
is this forever or not
i dont know
think about whats wrong
every night when i go home
[b]
and you tell me i should go
i never thought it'd be this way
standing in the snow
i never thought i'd see this day
[m]
remember when u told me that everything would be ok?
i never thought that u would lie to my face
[b]
Mihara Yasuhiro, my shoes got like 5 zeros
no girl im not ur hero i have to tell myself
[m]
i gotta tell my side
but its hopeless im stuck
always falling in love
pointless getting up 

[mio]
okay,, that should do it then ^_^
[azunya]
oh, great!

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

dedicated to u <3

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

ill do anything for u if u really want it
tell me what u want and i swear i got it
if i fuckin like it then i gotta cop it
better headspace when nothing is toxic
blinded by the purity,, blinded by options
ive been thru it all thought i fuckin lost it
days are spent inside,, days spent in the moment
things will be alright thiss jus in the moment

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

us <3 (prod. bonxpf)

snake ft. pitfall

once* + Speaking role

shout out @1ure for coverart
prod @vampiremutual

when it snows it falls down on the concrete floor
please just promise me i cant hurt you-

lyrics:

what's the word? baby girl im tryna ball
if you need me hit my line give me a call
we gon make it out i swear im not that-
pulling up with @fuckhi
talking down these niggas die
we been making money moves these niggas cant believe they eyes
copy what we do it's almost like that shit ai
ask me how i feel i tell these niggas ( supa )

I dont wanna tell you to stop
there's a body go get a mop
how you could you run off on us oh no
why you keep screaming that you dont wanna die?
im tryna find the words to describe you
your evil but your beautiful you lie too
never really met anybody like you
know you did me wrong but baby i still like uuu

i cant hurt you prod sydneyrunner

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

no no no
no its a no
would you still be happy if you knew what i know
now the times moving slow
minds getting blown
imma get myself pwned
shut it up nah i dont wanna talk
girl my stomach's turning up
this is hate this aint love
you just blame me im done
blocked all your punches
proved all my hunches
your name is a tongue twist
she treat me like she dont know me
she wants everything from me
always act like i dont know
i seen it back then when i told you so
you gonna give your heart away
you give up on me right away
then and now it was night and day
wanna link im a flight away
ugh ill see you soon
nah im just manifesting but hows it already june
and people hitting my line but none of them are you
tell everyone that im fine and they just see right through
i know its my fault you dont have to tell me
i wish you where never gone someone help me
i been screaming out
ask if she sees me now
i went a different route
im always passing out
i know its all my fault
you put my heart at a halt
she treat me like she dont know me
she wants everything from me
always act like i dont know
i seen it back then when i told you so
you gonna give your heart away
you give up on me right away
then and now it was night and day
wanna link im a flight away

june (kuru mental)

Produced By Me & @rpsu
w/ @hiseph :]
♬♪⁽⁽◝( • ⌣ • )◜⁾⁾♪♫
i Love You
lyrics;
i feel like a Dead man walking
tell me that You'll love me when I'm rotting
Yk me 2 well when I'm silent ...
they Turned their backs On me but ur not them

it Hurts so bad but Stings so Good
i Bleed 4 u, Wish u Understood
i Turn my arms to Flesh, kisses Burn my neck
i Could be Ur doll to make u think I'm the best

u Say u need Smbdy
ur Not js Anybody
idk Wut it means to u..
But when u say U<3Me
i Could feel my world stop
when u look up 2 me
i think i Could Hold on
Cuz ur worth it to mee

@hiseph
can’t stop
won’t stop til it’s working 
im so alone 
could u show me where my heart is?
adderall, crush it up til it’s nothing
ima dollboy 
but im such a waste of time
she don’t wanna make things right
backseat in the club
you watch me cry
realizeee
we’re soul-tied
i’d do anything to make it right

@uxiexo
Hold my hand
i'll Hold urs
Do i Love u ?
say Of course!
And I know that smth changed in u
I Look @ u, Ur bored T-T

u could rip my hair or break my legs
it'll all be fine if i end up dead
u can call me ur problem
Do U regret it?
tell me when its all gone
i need medicine x.x

Doll (╥ˬ╥) w/ seph (uxie & irusu) *out now on all plats*

project file, https://payhip.com/b/wn0ti

prod @blxty @tgwog


lyrics:
[me]
yea, im never gon lack
walk in that bit with a tech
i got the gas from the west
walk in the bank with a check

i need some new shoes
i need a new belt
i should buy a coupe
i should cop chanel


i got this pack in my lungs
look at this cash that i thumb
knew it was fake from the jump
they tryna be like us x2


@mental
me and big megatron tryna get paid
too many hoes flying in out of state
cant trust nobody they lie to my face
i get that check and i fly to LA
both rocking frendi but mine isnt fake
all that i got on my mind is the pape
we live a life that they couldnt explain
all they could do is just try to relate

she tryna be just like bb vamp
they on my d*ck and i swear that i hated that woah
what i said? bae i cant take it back
woke up in bed and i swear i got paid again woah
shopping at saks and i paid it in full
im catching feelings i cant let her know
going thru pain but i hate how it goes
swear that im real from my brain to my toes

[me]
when i close my eyes all i see is racks
i might crash the whip cause its rlly fast
yall be on my d*ck i wont let it pass
ima up the blick ima let it blast

im tryna run it up
i got sumn bands and a paystub
he tryna talk but he aint tough
i aint have racks so i made sumn x2

i got this pack in my lungs
look at this cash that i thumb
knew it was fake from the jump
they tryna be like us x4

us ft mental prod blxty & tgwog

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

Still stuck on your love but I'ma stick it out
It's a lot of thoughts in my head I can't figure out
Still alive, I'm just feeling really sick right now
It's a lot of bad things I don't wanna think about
It's a lot of words in my head just tryna get them out
Don't know who to trust, go outside and I feel surrounded
I can't breathe without it
I can't dream without it
Your heart I don't know if I can be without it

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
I'll let it affect me, but act like it won't
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

for a kiss

with a ghost

Bandz - no mcm (prod. ososxj)

lol finally a song by me dats not sped up 
@sanriorose
@lei
@3dssucks
@qqqu1ncy
[LYRICS]
[cru]
u done messed up >:)
fuck around and put u on a stretcher X_X
popping all these pills made my fucking head hurt  [ < ., > ]
and i made another rack and i spend it like whatever :DDD
yeah im posted up wit vaxt and we pulling up together >:D

idfu ur toxic :// FUCK YOU!
and u dont luv me just be honest :(
and now ur brains are on the carpet :0
thats why shouldnt start shit
yeah we know ur not the smartest [DUMMY LOL]
so keep on fucking talking

[dolly]
i been feelin garbage
i been feelin nauseous
****** wanna compare me n shit
like ***** watch this
drippin like a fountain
drippin like a faucet
u can get my old style
this some new shit cus im on it
move my ****** to da mansion
ya ****** in apartments
imma move my diesel pants in
dese expensive garments
n no ion fw friends man
****** switch they say they harmless
put da shit on gang man
we aim at yo top bitch

[lei]
and i keep balling out
we had to take him out
take everything shake him down
made him run out his house ---->
i put that scope in his mouth
try to talk now!! >:))
[co-op]
and now they messing wit da kid ;)
and my ar hit hard like a kick
they said i cant miss
and its like u cant hiiittt xD
she said its too big u cant fit 0_0
yea she like it when i sing
cant see clearly need visine
i cant even feel my feet
lean walk lean talk
yall just talk how [lei] talks :/
ive been going up, going down
like a seesaw
she on me,, ride me like its yeehaw
i might have to keep her
ima have to kill her >:))

whatever w/ d0llywood1 + lei (3ds + qqqu1ncy)

she
disc @kryst3n
alt @kryst4n
proud member of @forgort
also proud member of @starsfallen

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

mental

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