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IT'S HEYLEE AND DEEP!!!

Mixed + mastered by: Alexis "HeyLee" LeVay
Produced by the one and only, amazing: @whos-that-clown
Featured artist(how tf have we not dropped together until now?): @realdeeprest

lyrics:

(HeyLee):

(Yuh) while you say that I don't give a shit
(Wuh) Motherfuck? I never said I did 
(Uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You aint got insurance, but you boutta need an ambulance
Woah, motherfucker, when you say that I don’t give a shit
Well, that implies that i ever fucking said I did
(uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You ain’t got insurance, but you're boutta need an ambulance

I’m the big boogeyman of the underground
Check inside your closet, ‘cause I’m hiding with a shotty now
Watch me lyrically mutilate you with that HeyLee sound
Fuck the beat, I’ll go acapella, no excuses now
Reaching for the title, and I promise you I’m never falling down
You still talkin’ shit about me, you just do it when I’m not around
Triple three, add the zero, wanna fight me? That’s where I’ll be found
I opened the doors for all you posers, get the fuck out of my house

I still got mad love for the OGs
These fake friends still acting like they know me
I’ve been choking on the ashes, but like PHËROMONE’s first name
I’ll rise from that fire, and I’ll watch you all disintegrate
Like I said, that rocket in my pockets just a .45 to the brain
Watching all the Pākehā just scramble, cause they know that shit aint safe
So shout out to Billie, cause shits getting Grizzly
And just like your aim, I know you bitches missed me

(Yuh) while you say that I don't give a shit
(Wuh) Motherfuck? I never said I did 
(Uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You aint got insurance, but you boutta need an ambulance
Woah, motherfucker, when you say that I don’t give a shit
Well, that implies that i ever fucking said I did
(uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You ain’t got insurance, but you're boutta need an ambulance

(deeprest):

Yo bitch, it's Heylee and deep
If you fuckin' with Heylee, you fuckin' with me
We be so clean 
Still the emo trap king
Don't give a fuck if you disagree 
Fuck what you think
We don't fuck with no scene
All y'all posers
Wanna be lil peep
Closing my eyes 
That shits fuckin obscene
Hear what I'm saying
Don't give a fuck if I'm mean
Don't give a fuck if I'm mean

(HeyLee and Deep):
Well, I never gave a fuck if I'm mean, do you?
No, bitch
They got an army, I just need us two
it's Heylee and deep
Bitch, you’re lucky to breath
If you fuckin' with Heylee, you fuckin' with….

(HeyLee):

(Yuh) while you say I never gave a shit
(Wuh) Motherfuck? I never said I did 
(Uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You aint got insurance, but you're gonna need an ambulance
Woah, motherfucker, when you say that I don’t give a shit
Well, that implies that i ever fucking said I did
(uh) while you wanna see me in a ditch
You ain’t got insurance, but you're boutta need an ambulance(it’s Heylee and Deep)

UNDERGROUND BOOGEYMAN! feat. deeprest | Prod. The Sound Clown

I've been wanting to do another song with @sadboigoyard for so long, so here it finally is!

lyrics:

My history and yours is mixed together like frost upon my lips
And I just wanna know if death is where it stops
Mortality that’s in my face will terrify me ‘till the day i drop
I’m not the way I was, I’m sorry that I might never be

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

I don’t wanna just tell you…goddamn, I’m sorry
It’s something i just cannot control, in my body
I feel like I’m manipulative, and I’m so controlling
I think the hospital’s my home, ‘cause I always feel it calling

Cancer won’t be an excuse to be an asshole now
I never was before when I abused them drugs into the ground
The only reason I’m sober now is so I could start the chemo
I’m biologically out of luck, should have stayed away from them casinos

The people I scarred the most are the people that cared the most about me
So, the people I cut off first were my OG friends and all my family
And even my collaborators from day one, like ghxst collective
Just couldn’t do that shit to Goyard, man, I’m so pathetic

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

Watch me sleep as I hang my head, for the life i’ve lived has run it’s course
As winter turns into haze, just know I missed you, always
Like the caco coin upon my desk, with a heavy heart I’ll be your ghxst
Your existence wiped away my fears
I hope you know how much I cared

I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR GHXST! feat. Goyard Sad Boi | Prod. HeyLee Manzeron

prod by. grayskies

lyrics:


uh uh yeah yeah

still above the clouds
now im smoking cigarettes just like you
the quiet is so loud
i wanna be so strong 

just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
i wanna be so strong
be so strong
just like-

still dont understand why you left me
im still losing my mind after 4 years
everything i had left you took from me
are you happy? without me?


if you gotta hurt me do so
if you gotta leave me do so
step all over me just do it
i promise i will try to change

still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run
still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run


still above the clouds
now im smoking cigarettes just like you
the quiet is so loud
i wanna be so strong 

just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
i wanna be so strong
be so strong
just like-

i dont wanna understand why you left me
you just left me in hell i accept it
i hope next time you apologize 
and are you happy? without me.


if you gotta hurt me do so
if you gotta leave me do so
step all over me just do it
i promise i will try to change

still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run
still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run

apograph prod. by grayskies

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels

dreaming of the top 10 
living in bottom 1 
don't kno if i'll make it
but i gotta trust myself first 
trynna realign with my mind so i convert
what goes on inside all the time into a verse

trynna speak my mind out im
trynna scream my heart out loud 
i could never talk about it
that's why it's such a big problem now 
dealing with it all like i ain't don't have any issues
sipping alc everyday but i say imma stop soon 
can't help myself to stop always feeling so blue 
i wish i felt like all the other colors of the rainbow

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels (2x)

engulfs (smokerose)

Im gonna start dropping more music as EPs :) all platforms if this does good

Come Correct (prod. 1sunsuu)

prod. @fleshgolem

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down

i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

(various noises)

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

time wasted (flesh)

Distorted Sleep

no one is saving me [prod. sence x chrismarek]

i hope you know

@sanctuary:
me and brodie pull up to ur crib like sum missles
he dont wanna talk 2 me his bones r vry brittle
2 shots we gon make em fall over
2 rocks we gon make em call dover
now we pull up 2 tha scene in a rova

dont get 2 ahead of urself
u dont really wanna use up all of ur health
me and brodie pull up and we buyin top shelf
smokin hella blunts bitch we do it ourself

off an addy
bad bitch and she doin it real badly
2 bombs and we're blowin like a nazi

ice when i wlk bitch im hyorinmaru
when i step bitch they askin 
who r u dude?
gang gon pull up 2 tha scene like sum vizards

bad bitch all up on me and she move jus like a lizard

uh, gang gon pull up and we smokin on em spores
bad bitch all up on me and she opening her doors
i dont wanna play unless u openin a board 
no jumanji

bad ass kid and we comin in in 4s
talkin hella shit but u wont open ur doors
stay up on the net pussy that is where ur from
u made a couple bands now u makin all that noise

me and brodie pull up to ur crib like sum missles
he dont wanna talk 2 me his bones r vry brittle
2 shots we gon make em fall over
2 rocks we gon make em call dover
now we pull up 2 tha scene in a rova

@s0lemn:
pull up cut wrist like btch ya its over 
rollin off a xan god damn ima dozer
wit a pretty girl god damn kno i chose her 
make a rack ona song so i froze her

ima loser ima chooser its like do or die
i been rolling til i sleep i call it suicide
suicide , hella fried

dumbin on tha dope it help me think right
i cant even talk unless im hella high
i js wna die i think im fina try

Distorted Sleep

mentalEscape

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