write these words that you'll never hear
and it might come off pathetic
its most definitely weird
wish i could hypnotize you surely with pretty chords
and then you'll me call again and see what everything's been for

i heard this song in my head and made it exist

toryn berger needs to commit suicide and fuck his mom jodi berger shes a teacher

i sing by the window
ive seen only god knows
i do things so i grow
but you still think that im a bad person
i think i might be a bad person
i do some things thats just not worth it
you see the point yet you still worsen
i speak my truth thats why you worship
something i cant do at all
something you shouldnt do at all
sometimes your skin may crawl
makeup destroyed us all
genetically i was fucked from start
i had no chance from my birth
howd things get so much worse
howd things get so much worse

i was 13 in 2017 and didnt have a cat

laughing at the rain and watch my mental grow abhorrent
ive been stuck onto your skin as ive been leeching on a torrent
im so lost and detested id leave you infected
youre so much better alone

oh and wait they just leaked it

im off the ketamine and maddie she wont talk to me
that girl was a fiend i didnt give her drugs so she thinks im mean
i hope her new man dies i hope you know i sit and cry

ketamine

when it seems this life didnt go your way
ill wake up next time to your pretty face
and youll say hello and ill just say hey
but i always wake up before we have anything good to say
i pick up roses till they're wilted into colorless pulp
i tried those other times those other times they left me no hope
and youll see other guys those other guys theyll think im a chud
i see you in my dreams the next time i see you i wont wake up

okay time to kill myself

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

skeleton x mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia 2 (mashup)

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

i was 13 in 2017 and didnt have a cat

wifiskeleton