jaydes/mandy/nifegrippa/professorpoopy

aeter

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THIS VIBE.

conflicted

jaydes/yen & beabadoobee - migraine

prod mac demarco
haven't made a song in a while
sorry if this booty

what could i have done wrong, i have done everything for you
you left me no other choice, now people are looking for you
sometimes i cry at night and wish ive never met you
why was i the one you screwed

these drugs kill me but ill take some more
theres nothing in my life worth looking for
cut myself inside my dreams i think i got to the core
i pass out every weekend and im uping the score

this life is a whore?
this life is a whore!

something inside of me just never clicked with these people
i dont like to speak when they all see me as a weirdo
stop the fog inside of my head, it never disappeared
i got a bad memory, carve notes (all) over my torso

ending this life :D with a great smile on my face

only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

spotify

boyfriend

problem

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

aeter - skin

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

i added the skins intro/outro and extended it

I miss you and im at this point in my life (extended)

https://open.spotify.com/track/45w8b86YLdMoqFTnCGb4sA?si=5b3f55f2abaf4542

aeter - evil

dont hold me close deter me
i know i tend to be kinda disturbing
you really thought that you could fuckin hurt me
violent thoughts and they are all reoccurring
its okay baby whats the worry
ill take you to the woods but you aint returning
i dont look well you say its concerning
just want your skin just want a taste im yearning

starve ; im a bit dramatic

𝓐𝓾𝓻𝓪…

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

I still save a seat for you
it’s just out of habit
I can’t remembered what happened

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

there’s this void inside my chest
inside my head, I can’t fill it
don’t know the last thing I said,
the last thing we did
why couldn’t I cry that day?
no tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye- bye- bye 
would I feel the same?
or would I get peace of mind? - mind - mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away
one more time

but we don’t get what we ask for

why am I breaking down
I’m feeling it now
there’s no use in hiding when no one's around
I’ll figure it out
I won’t make a sound
I’ll keep it to myself like it’s all I’m allowed
I still save a seat for you
Only if I knew 
We’d be stuck like glue
Til the end

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

still save a seat for you

@jaydes song
dm for takedown
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aO2NvZJyktk

So?????????????? (mandy)

oh.. oh im rotting
im skinless and boneless, im running so slowly
you said you could hold me, well why dont you hold me
oh bug, sleep more, dont wake, your a disgrace
i tend to cope, knife up to my throat
hope i bleed, im not trying to see myself
oh bug
i dont want to
i might have to for you
i cant help but forgive, everything you did
but it'll hurt me

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
sarah, dont do what i think you want to my love
sarah
sarah, dont do what i think you bout to my love
sarah

aeter - im sorry, sarah

didn't even try this is not mixed also 

Not putting lyrics

out her window in the leaf pile freestyle

rest in peace wifiskeleton i wouldn’t be the person i am today without him 

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all

i really wanna sit alone and watch the world burn? i wouldn’t be here without u

prod lord135
inspired by @kobainn @lostallhope201082
i swear i hate my body and i hate me too
im so annoying when im fucking with you
cut my arms to pieces i cant fix it with no glue
fight the urge to end it when im not with you
ima take a xan fall into a deep nap
no alarms to wake me up take a fuckin dirt nap
smoke away my lungs ima need a cpap
fuckin on this bitch im crying on her ***** *****

ill leave no legacy im not important :/
smoking gas and its imported
cant trust therapists cause theyre all informants
do more drugs to enhance performance

such a waste of oxygen

ik u think u had enough
dont wanna run out of love
im runnin out of my luck girl

everyday i imagine a future where i can be with u
in my hand is a pen that will right a poem of me n u
ohh hey

im so lost in my head
uon love me dont fake it
ik u ik it
ik i can make me worth it

im lowk feelin like sayori ah rn

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

wanna paint u in my picture with ur head cut off
wanna put u in my freezer just a rotting corpse
was the women of my dreams now ur nothing more
now im in the jailhouse screamin "fuck u whore"

prod jacko prod jacko i stole this i stole this i stole this & i made this before u tiktok fags did

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

estella:
its too damn much
always on my phone when youre not on yours i swear ive had enough
do you even see that it's me who cares for you
or do you give no fuck?
calorie and me gon eat it up like its thanksgiving and we don't give a fuck
bitch it's friday night and the time is right just text me back hope i have some luck

i can say you missin out on me but honestly it really sucks
maybe one day you can hit me back and we'll unpack maybe just this once, once, once

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

[calorie] reach out ur arms :P @estella

@aeter - realize original extended version

aeter - realize (og version)

hope tonight ends in my dead body on a stretcher

months after party
theres poems in side of ur eyes
i will analyze 
read between every line
and if i open mine
will you say they’re nice 
or leave me here to cry
but almost every time 
i’m with you 
they just start to dry 
you wipe 
my tears 
and tell me it’ll be alright 
but idk 
but idk 
will you disappear
 idk 
but idk 
but idk 
sorry im so

find me crying at the mam party

Lyrics bc im nice enough
oh i needed yu but yu left me in this dark room
oh i hate yu for what yu did to me
oh is it to late to say sorry
oh yu hate my guts and wanna cut them out

blah blah blah I hate yu I hate yu

falll
out of the stars 
and land
into ur arms
i havent talked to u in 2 long nights
all alone inside this cage
ive been tryna scream ur name
but ur gone
and i havent felt 2 long nights
i cant deal without u girl
i cant see without u girl oh no
i reall wanna see ur face
i wanna feel ur touch again
but i cant help these lonely nights
nothing really feels jsut right
cus now ur gone im not alright
i tell myself that itl be fine but i dont know
no i dont know

fall out of the stars

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QgNnyBUFjXW2a2SnsR9Mg?si=d61d6702af6a456a
It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

do you wanna try again

Slutty girl bows down to me,
Blow my brains out like confetti.
Won’t be there for our wedding—
'Cause all love ends up upsetting.

Slutty girl bows down to me,
I think she’s a succubus.
Always horny, so I give in,
I kill you—make this an event.

Where do you go when you die?
Do you rot away, or go to Hell?
Where did you go that night?
Did you go to see him? ’Cause what’s that smell?


I can’t control my thoughts,
I love the blood—
And I hope to wish you well.

succubus

on your own

from 'room' out on all streaming platforms December 6th. 

Preorder is live:
https://liveslower.bandcamp.com/album/room

room

sundots - small

#melancholyy’
disc; mentholmentholwoah



it hurts so much

blah blah blah I hate yu I hate yu

cursedbyuu @mentholmentholwoah