Katyusha (The Ultimate EDM)

Just a young Pisces German ADHD teen in the world.
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long version:


Let me tell you about myself. I’m Mephisto1917. Sure. I’m a Pisces and a young teen, But that’s not all. I am extremely loyal and honest, courageous, and  persistent on getting my way-no matter what! I am mischievous, always getting up to something, I am a playful, whistling, and laughing kind 
of a comrade, I am often evil, playing mean spirited jokes on people, I am very hard working, Not easily distracted. I am courageous and unafraid of anything. And I will hold onto my power and autonomy. NO MATTER WHAT. I am willing to trick others to get my way, but that’s all swell. I'm a German-American nationalistic, self minded, a Mass manipulator. Bull headed, control freak, not to mention a huge ego and god complex. But I use that to my advantage, for example, I may be a cocky gamer, but with an incredible and undefeatable win streak in not only Board and card Games. But in learning and video games, (Cause I’m incredible and smart.) I have enough smarts to get into College (but I can't cause I'm homeschooled). I have a Germanic Military heritage going back to the war of 1848 (Schleswig-Holstein) on my father’s side and to the 1700’s with Frederick the Great on my mom’s side.  I have a lovely family with two extraordinary sisters. I live my Life, and sure, it doesn’t like/Love me back at all, sure, I have ADHD and Asperger's, I am very gifted,  I have incredibly high levels of angst in my everyday routine, a very visible abandonment issue, And I may be super depressed, like, SUPER DEPRESSED.
 But I’m Me, 
And it’s No Big Deal.
I am in something called the tri fold of weirdness.
I have level 1 Autism, Aspergers, and I am gifted. But I am not getting special treatment like other autistic guys. The outside world views me as “a normal person” HA! There’s no such thing as “normal”. And like hell I'll confrom to their views. I like me as myself, 
 But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.


sorry if that was a lot! :)-(I'm actually fucking lonely someone talk to me like, wtf?!?)