Nice post rockish vibes, mix is a bit quiet though.

Performance is nice, vocals definitely fit the tone very well.

In August 2019, a close friend of mine passed away from an overdose. This song is a portrait of the grief I and those close to her experienced in the aftermath. Rest in Peace Antonia, it would've been your 22nd tomorrow (4/23). We miss you, and we won't forget you and your strength in the face of adversity.

Updated October 2021

Lyrics

She was alive, 
She was loved, she was alive. 
It's not right, she was alive
Help me dye my hair, cause she was alive
She was alive, alive

Hold on my friend you weren't supposed to leave yet
Cause you had so much more to live for
And so much to give, an absence of forgiveness
From those of us that you had adored
And how could I expect to outlive you
Even if you didn't make it to twenty-two
What the hell are we supposed to do
(What the hell am I supposed to do / You did whatever you wanted to)

Of all my old sins that you forgave
You helped me believe I was worthy of being saved
But then I paved a distance from your new path
Creating space and time to lose track

The wicked traps placed, illness you succumb
I wished to document how far we had come
Wasted saturday night. in the morning you're gone
Now I'm required to sing this song

(Theres not enough narcan left inside. I will pay for leaving you behind)

I should've found you in the night
I had no idea where you were when you lost your life
These words should not exist
You are dearly missed
Antonia
You are dearly missed

The one who forgave my transgressions
Who rebuked me from deep within
(There's not enough Narcan left inside)
Who gave me a chance to grow has departed
(I will pay for leaving you behind)
The casual smirk and deceptive grin
The unrequited assurance
(Beautiful perfect scum of your design)
That began the change of of everything I know
(A family of idiots must survive)
Restarted

She was alive
She was loved, she was alive
I'm not fine. She was alive
You should reconcile cause she was alive
She was alive, alive

So what will I do with this pain of mine
Confusion overwhelming inside
I could've sworn all my friends were forbidden from dying
Forbidden
Forbidden

Seeing your name on street signs fills me with anguish
Speaking your fate aloud feels like hearing a lie
(This cant be true, this can't be true)
This is impossible, improbable in our timeline

Some nights after you died
I reached over ninety-thousand miles in my car
And I didn't even notice
I couldn't cause I was too busy 
driving slowly around the suburbs that we both grew up in
And screaming in disbelief

(Reveal those positive angel minutes)
Did all that make-up hide your pain inside
(And we'll revel in those positive angel minutes to the end)
Shelter us all from the burden you resolved to bear alone
(Reveal those positive angel minutes)
Did all that make-up hide your pain inside
(And we'll revel in those positive angel minutes to the end)
We all admired what was on the surface, concealer sealing away the unknown

The one who forgave my transgressions
Who rebuked me from deep within
(There's not enough Narcan left inside)
Who gave me a chance to grow has departed
(I will pay for leaving you behind)
The casual smirk and deceptive grin
The unrequited assurance
(Beautiful perfect scum of your design)
That began the change of of everything I know
(A family of idiots must survive)
Has restarted
Cause she was alive

Sorry I Passed Out And Just Woke Up, I Need My Sleeps (She Was Alive)

Drain You - Nirvana (Vocal Cover)

A beautiful all acoustic and vocal cut. I really wanted to stray away from my typical rigid groove based style.

🌹Body Farm🌹

1945

Recorded March-July 2020 at Albatross Nest Engineering & SHRC Studios
Written & Produced by D. E. Foster
Performed by Anons Infidelity
(C)(P)2020 SHRC. All Rights Reserved.

Dissonance (demo)

sideless dice

Acoustic Sessions

All Time Low - Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't)

[Verse 1]
I don't know what you've been told
For you to make a claim so bold
That I should know what I'm here for
Well there's nothing here

Days gone by, nights are cold
Who do we chose? Growing old
Another purchase added into a void
That will never fill

[Chorus]
Paid by the hour more or less
Not knowing how long I'll last
This is my workers ethos
This is my workers ethos

Every day work more for less
Not knowing when it will pass
This is
My workers ethos
This is
My workers ethos

[Verse 2]
Early morning it's the same routine
Coffee on the sofa, eyes on the screen
Stick to the schedule, living the dream
That's the spirit, yeah

On the streets it's all I see
One after the other, like a herd of sheep
When I see them I'm glad it ain't me
But what more am I?

[Chorus]

CREDITS:
E: composition, songwriting, guitars, bass
M: vocals, songwriting, drum pads, production

Workers' Ethos

your eyes
so black
your hair
so sad
your mind
so black
your smile

so why x3
why
am i not good enough to care for

do i not meet ur expectations
cause you meet mine
yeah you meet mine

your eyes
so black
your hair
so sad
your smile
your smile

your eyes
your hair
your smile

(prod.firzadwinda)

golden girl

Competing thoughts all mixing together 

I hope you enjoy my new track. I will probably add some stuff or remix this but i am liking how it is now. I hope you enjoy it.

Please leave a comment as its really helpful and id appreciate it a lot

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