my music

new 2025

MIRAGE Ft. XI and $C. KOTAH (Prod. chopo)

CONCRETE BOOTS(300 Meters Down)(Prod. by Redlox Beats)

prod me <3

lyrics:

everything’s too much for me
and my minds shut down now i cant think
this is not how it’s supposed to be 
lay awake all night i can never sleep

its hard to get up 
i cant fix a thing
i know i’m fed up
it gets the best of me
i know i’m set though
its still too hard to see
past it all now 
wish it would let me free
 
i wish you’d just let me catch my breath 
feeling like there’s nothing left
take me away or get of my head
either ways the same i guess

i’m still upset at how i never tried to fix this
i know i’m dumb for thinking things were looking up again
not sorry for myself i know it has a purpose
yet every day i feel so down i’m crawling out of my skin

nvr_sl33p.mp3 (prod. liltumblrxo)

lyrics:
fantasies run through my head i can’t ever live them elsewhere
i just wanna tell you you’re the one its fuckin unfair
and i know that you’re leaving can you text me when you get there?
cause i know that you hate this but i love you so i don’t care

you don’t need to go that far, fall again i’m feeling lost now
it’s impossible to sleep when the moons out
and yeah i wanna ask for help but idk how
this world is stressful for me id rather go without

somedays i feel i’m through it all
i just wish that i could rest my eyes
and keep them closed, i feel like i’m running out of time
what’s on your mind?
don’t say that you’re fine if you know it’s not true
i know your pain like you know mine but i know we’ll pull through 

soon this will all feel like nothing is wrong
just wish i didn’t have to wait this long
if i keep trying will i feel like my old self?
i guess only time will tell, still its hard, each day is hell

fall again [prod. liltumblrxo]

lyrics:
midnight black on my clothes 
being followed by the crows
be my eyes for me, watch my back everywhere i go
as i choke, roll back my eyes as my body's emitting smoke
and in the blood of all my misery, i lie and let it soak

you know i can take it all away
but you don’t wanna try
and i lust for you like always 
i just keep it all inside
i lie right next to your body 
just so you can get me high
(keep my ashes when i die 
in the next world you will find me)

i’m your eyes when yours have rotted out.

HELLFIRE (PROD. TY DAVID)

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