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Old Ways

better pt 2 feat. angelic cutthroat (prod. y axis)

JISEI (prod. by eeryskies)

Produced by ya boyyy Im sad Its sad 
Gannngg <3

lonely

Lying (feat. Tyler Zanon)

Cover art by Katie Dean
katiedesigndean at gmail.com

"Sonder
n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk"

Sonder

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Lyrics
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I don't know who I am
Yeah
(Shadow Posse)

I don't know who I am
A cup for the road in my hand
A page full of lyrics that no one else understands
About someone that I'm keepin' way back in the past, ey

I keep it close when I wanna die
How the fuck else could I sleep at night?
Write my problems like "I spy"
I'm so sick of my little lies

Lost myself in the process
I like me better when I talk less
All the memories that I repress
I keep them there so I die less

The infestation of my head
I'm ignoring every little thing that we said
The contemplation of my breath
I'm a monster like the one underneath my bed, ey

Skeletons in my closet
I don't wanna get trapped in college
I wanna be the type of artist that's a topic
Wearing hot topic and I rock it, ey

The see when I walk in
Used to say fuck all now they talkin', ey
I got people in my dm used to diss me
All 'a sudden they callin'

Woah, how time change like that
Every single penny that I spent Imma make it back
Yeah, everything go real fast
Yeah, everything went real fast

The infestation of my head
I'm ignoring every little thing that we said
The contemplation of my breath
I'm a monster like the one underneath my bed, ey

I don't know who I am
A cup for the road in my hand
A page full of lyrics that no one else understands
About someone that I'm keepin' way back in the past, ey

I keep it close when I wanna die
How the fuck else could I sleep at night?
Write my problems like "I spy"
I'm so sick of my little lies

Lost myself in the process
I like me better when I talk less
All the memories that I repress
I keep them there so I die less

All Alone

Past [Prod. Collins]

I love this song! My best friend first time singing!!  I love itt!!! Let me know whatchu think!! Lyrics below

Lyrics -

(phone call message)


Dead by 22-

This suicide on my mind
suicide, im wasting time
i fuckin hate my life 
I wish i wasn't alive (yeah)
Take trips back to memories that wasn't right (yeah)
Feelins of you washed n gone without light (yeah)

Pull me off the shelf and fix me up( im hurt yeah)
Carved up heart but its beating out my chest (yeah )
Miss our memories Yeah you were my best friend
but now i give up, take me to the dark end
Take me back to where i am from
Heart fragile but now its suicide again huh (suicide again huh)
Drowning in this pain, feelin so insane
 the sting  up in my brain 
 This suicide the way
You took my heart and played 
(There's suicide on my mind)  x3 
</3

Deadboy50  -

You can find me depressed in the morning
Laying in my tears, man that shits getting boring
Popped an addy cuz my days go by slowly
Every day be lonely with my demons they just chase me

Allan Watts (has to be one worth betting on)

Suicide is on my mind, like all the damn time
So I write sum more,  just tryin to pass the time
And now im fuckin high, you're on my fucking mind
Swear to god I wanna die, I wanna to die
Touch me, I don't feel alive, I'm feelin dead inside
:(

Dead by 22 -

(there's suicide on my mine) x3

Suicide On My Mind ft Deadboy50 (prod. caspr)

Lyrics -

( I hate my life like a lot right now, its hard to fuckin even keep going, like every fuckin nights a battle, 
its a bad battle,and I'm trying and thank you all for the support it means the world to me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck

Stop livin in my past, But i like to remmeness
Feelins of you here, but you gone, moved on fast 
Walls caving in  you apart of the ash
Driving going 90 and you caused a major crash
  
Stare at my veins, all it takes is just one slash
cont remember your face, Im forgetting way to fast

Always thought that we could make this shit last
caught up in the flame, a rain filled forecast   

This pain it kills so fast
 Here and gone, quick like a door dash 
Get drunk askin where my bitch at
Lost in your eyes, yes I miss that
Caught up in the stars,Where my kiss at
Said you'd never leave but you did that

(I just don't get why im not good enough, like i tired so fucking hard and im not good enough,
And i don't know what i did, You just left no reason, and it kills me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck


I fuckin hate my life, get the bottle I sip
learn from my feelings just to bottle that shit
Never let a soul see who the real me Is
drop another song cuz i'm feelin like this 
I hate my life, everything the same 
 i wanna quit, i wanna move away

I wanna move away, Give up on life, 
depression just a replay

replay (prod. capsctrl)

Recorded this drunk tis why my pronunciation is abit weird :) 
@deadspyro
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Emotional Imbalance (Freestyle) Prod. Dead Spyro

i can't breathe under all this flesh

+++  

lyrics:

I got my girl next to me, but i wish she was you
an empty pill bottle sea, strewn across my room
And every song I ever wrote, don't mean shit, they not true
and I think it's finally time that I go tell the truth
I'm not the one that you know
At least in that I have confidence
I'm in the background
Like the sound of the faucet drips
I'm more than a ghost
I'm someone who got problems yeah
I need you to know
I'm running low on my oxygen
That's the only one reason why I ain't been talking
Ok that's a lie, but you know that for me, it's so hard to be honest
From this moment on I won't lie to you, not at all, that shit I promise
I'm finally coming to my senses that you're what I wanted
I was fucking dumb, we were only 15
only cared about my art, girl I hope that you do miss me
I don't wanna let you down, just like I did without thinking 
Would you look around, if they said that I was missing
I wanna somehow let you know that I'm more than a ghost
but you never answer your damn phone when you sniffing the blow
your mascara lines they run down like the blood from your nose
the chamber of secrets gripped in my hands I feel the chrome
but no you don't know how to hurt me
because you're an angel descended
your heart it got cold way too early
like winters in northern new england
i wonder why you didn't curve me
once you heard all the rumors your friends spread
I'm sorry please show me some mercy
I hope you do better in heaven

Suicide On My Mind ft Deadboy50 (prod. caspr)

Cascade Ave

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