p. grayskies
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>lyrics<
i lost you this past year, it was hard to believe
that you were really gone, that you left me

i know, youre looking down on me
(youre looking down on me)
but i dont believe in the big man but i believe youre here with me
(i dont believe in him but i believe in you)

i wanna say, i love you one last time
(can i say it?)
youre not in a material world, so i'll say it in my mind
(can you hear it?)

i lost him not long after i lost you, but youre happy again
(youre up there, i can see the smile on your face)
its getting hard without you two, all the things i wish i said
(i wish i said i love you just one last time)

i know, youre looking down on me
(youre looking down on me)
but i dont believe in the big man but i believe youre here with me
(i dont believe in him but i believe in you)

we were planting strawberry trees in the backyard, back when i was young
oh i wish i could go back there, but now its all gone
its lost like you, but i dont wanna lose these memories
you were frail, and sick, and maybe i knew it was your cue to leave

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