abesta

Cookies cream and college (prod. Mercy in the well)

shoutout the 9/11 victims ig

Mr. morose he got no goals but its on go ya its on go
grubby gabe stay spittin game and kickin lames out the abode
aint smokin dope aint smokin thraxx im smokin packs aint smokin bowls
cognac Straight out of the tap im poppin addies w your hoe

new patek nah this old this some thrift straight from the church
no id stuck in the cold now im printin fakes like merch
if he break in he get mercd my boy threw him down the stairwell
bedhead bled red on white shirt
like a perc i make him dirt i make his girl put in the work
know i got that shit on camera ill damage him he hurt
noddin like im kurt writin dirty mirrors i aint polishin the words
crash my car wont reimburse me
throw subs in my verses mercy tussle in person
you sippin tuss u a virgin now im up in the curtains
n im rollin like credits she was my first kiss
she said shit prophetic mercy cant forget it
she said i had this sadness to me but mercy gon make them headlines
Mr. morose he got no morals just some deadlines
self employed im craftin toys n shippin packs across the statelines
feel no joy and feel no pain like mercy flatline
everything i full send they put me back on the meds
i was addicted to skins now im addicted to ends
everyones second best friend julio spittin no penand we been drinkin that hennessey implicit rituals getting the best of me

Mr. morose he got no goals but its on go ya its on go
grubby gabe stay spittin game and kickin lames out the abode
aint smokin dope aint smokin thraxx im smokin packs aint smokin bowls
cognac Straight out of the tap im poppin addies w your hoe

Mr. morose (prod. Mercy in the well)

album soon-ish
Fuck bot plays imma really start tryna avoid that but this one a lil inflated from that shit 👎

She know that I'm off one
but I still feel nothing not real I'm nothing
Cold chills but I'm dopamine numb
and I need to stop crying when I cum
Six years staring at the sun
will make a child go blind
Skin hardened only needle could get by
Seeing stars I got way too fuckin high
The infantilization of blind mercy well
I wasn't so hard before I fell
I'm a golem a creation of myself
I'm a shell slouching towards hell

Baby blue blanket wrap me in it
make me feel all painless in the backseat tripping
Baby blue blanket wrap me in it
make me feel all painless in the backseat tripping 

I got ghosts, little deaths in my bedroom
Liquid metal dripping slowly out the socket
Switchblade cold in my pocket
and she taste like gold and rocks and
We should do this more often
we both like being puppets, both boxes unlocked and
and we might be out of options
Gin no tonic anhedonic
I mind being sober really
I just feel like I'm wasting my time
We're both hollow on the inside baby
but we fill each other up and we try to feel fine

Baby blue blanket choke me in it
make me feel all painless when you open it
Baby blue blanket choke me in it
make me feel all painless when you open it

Keep me from the noises in the basement
Lips wrapped around me
She wrap me in her baby blue blanket
pajama clad legs wrapped around me

Baby blue blanket (prod. Mercy in the well)

@g3net1c
I HATE SOUNDCLOUD BOTS! I HATE YOU!!!!! I 
when it comes to medicine i'm an addict
and their detriment im pragmatic
in my head idealist
self defeating, glass ego shattered
i hope they don't think that didn't matter
because my whole sense of self lies in the fabric of the time that i tattered
what happens after?
walking with my head down and my shoulders up
born to love forced to fuck tough conundrum um
better move quiet in the halls
i got caught skipping class tried to lie and got flunked it was fucked
crazy baby in a booster seat
i miss them bluer jeans
wish i could choose my genes
i got dealt a bad hand from the jump, jump
 i slid like a kid from the top of the hump
nuts the one time i was honest i fucked my life up
nuts the time she cried cuz i was on it that was fucked up
the hurricane came from a butterfly thats some tough luck
and i dont act like ion give a fuck

soi try to keep my train of thought steered
but i can't, unless i rhyme over a beat it isn't clear
and even then, and even then it get weird
nobody really know me 
and it gets pretty tough
when you on top for a year
and then you push them all away
cuz no control the pressing fear
i always lose it
so i stay inside working on music like a loser
in my room that's where the tomb is
i'm so used spitting to true shit

i used to feel fake now i just feel useless
and i dont act like ion give a fuck

i dont have shit besides these panic attacks now
if she post another snapchat imma pass out
i dont have shit besides these panic attacks now
if she post another snapchat imma spazz out

lost control of my fingers lost control of my cottonmouth
the shit i said lingers in their souls
not no time out not no napping in the dog house
knick knack paddywack dont give the bitch a bone
broken motherfucker rolling all the way home

Doghouse (prod. 2004)

MY LAPTOP BROKE IF THE ALBUM IS LOST IM KILLING MYSELF
Anyway listen to this at max volume
Frail body mercy bathe me in gold when i die

Inside a bird house 
Chirping words that not but stave off silence
It's not a rage without violence it's a violence without rage
I been this since I was pouting on the steps of my moms place
Mind fermented watch the stout age in 4k
White ink pen hit light brown page, the opposite of right brained
This life just a clout chase, dodging pain like about face
Merrily married her im goin through a bad divorce
this aint the first or last time to you my id passed the torch
there's a casket and a corpse beneath these basketball shorts
and I cant fathom what had happened between we on the court
And by we i mean me i mean us, Young mercy doubled up 
Bile seeping through the trunk but I just let the cd run I'll turn it up
I was a weed grown n pullled up where I wasn't supposed to
I can't see a different present where young mercy wasnt supposed to know you
Spitting all old school, liquor visions of my old school
so many factors helped contribute to my being stolen
like they pitching in on group buy
Multitrack my mental like I'm punching in on pro tools
Im a hunchback of a noble, i'm a Hunchback of a noble

Hunchback (prod. Mercy in the well)

mercy 2 I HATE SOUNDCLOUD BOTS.
free blind mercy well bro strugglin album soon hopefully pray for my registry data
unpolished might be more polished for the album but just feels like the best time to drop this its relevant
dont free anne she a bitch this a character study
yes i know how to spell lonely iykyk

annie
you just wanna be owned
your nightmare throne
but its for show
you can maintain control
if youre alone
like fuck a hoe
so you tried to become one
vices crumble to new lows
always fetishize someone
might as well just be yourself 

infected femininity
in flesh pure sin is she
destruct in rubble pick a piece
burned library burned history
alexandria dont mean shit to she
she a fag of a man easy to be
white flag she accept defeat
half mast got the best of me

loneley annie still walks
hand on her cock she just cant talk
she just do want she want
inside my thoughts when no one watching
and muzzled 
naked
and troubled
instigating
stomach full

im asking hows annie
but i know i never cared
she seems to think she understands me
but she don't she got nowhere
i got pity for the little thing
a sissy in a skirt
Everytime the phone starts ringing
she assumss it is the worst

so i locked her in her room
and i bought her blackout blinds
a couple blankets and a heater
feed her lies, say it's all fine
i think there's gotta be a god
cuz how the fuck we still alive
im making bets with big death every time i close my eyes

every time i take a step i play roulette with the devil
don't let the toothpaste out the tube
baby i force it
we colluding 10-10 im switching sides
making bets with the feds every time i...

let loneley annie walk
hand on her cock she just cant talk
she just do want she want
inside my thoughts when no one watching
and muzzled 
naked
and troubled
instigating
stomach full

How's annie pt. i (prod. Mercy in the well)

Mercy loosies era hard drive reclamation Soon🤞

THE INFANTILIZATION OF BLIND MERCY WELL SOON
12 ACTS 100 TRACKS
ILL LIVE FOREVER

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