Prod me 
Sample: Joji -She’s so nice

parts of you up in my room ur coke split on the carpet
you ate me alive I could tell that you’re starving 
cigs kissing on my skin I’ve been harming
I’m a piece of shit guess I’ll live as your target 

wasted my life away for a bottle
between the bars I hope I do not call her
scared of connection but I wanna be coddled
I feel so used I cannot even recall her

I think I’m worrying my therapist 
keep some narcan in my room cuz my brother he off of it
since I popped out the womb I think I’ve been off a bit
I’m chillin with Virgil think I’m living in the pits

every time I think of you I feel like a burden 
unreliable narrator can’t tell what’s certain 
you can take my soul away use me like a virgin
I think I need help S.O.S I’ve been hurting 

I think I need help S.O.S
I feel like I’m stressed I just grew another ulcer
Sisyphus I’ve been pushing the same boulders 
kinda miss the days you’d cry up on my shoulder 

parts of you up in my room ur coke split on the carpet
you ate me alive I could tell that you’re starving 
cigs kissing on my skin I’ve been harming
I’m a piece of shit guess I’ll live as your target

u ate me alive `✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹✩°｡⋆⸜ ☁︎

lyrics:
Im so tired I need to rest up 
Howd I even getcha
The hand thats guiding me told me to keep my head up
I'm being tested, this shit like a captcha (it dont matter)
In the whip Im going faster look at the dash yea
Yeah I got bars, yeah I got taverns, but I dont have her
Yeah Im too lucky, dont need scratchers, bitch Im a scratcher (mit.edu)
Dont like the note we ended on
This beat gas like chevron
In a malibu, no brakes, bitch Im racing, chevy chase
Its a pace that I cant stop
They need to give me my crown like this a hallmark card
Yeah, I wish I knew you, but I dont, its in your ballpark
All these hours pacing round the room, I gotta stall hard
Giving all I had that's left to you, got it all ah
And the rest is turning into smoke, I watch it go up
Asking how we got the move? Cuz they told us
Watch out what you leave out cuz they gon bite like cobras
Cold art, I wish the Louvre was in north dakota
Yea the shit they gave me had me couched like a sofa
Shoutout $tar, yeah, Im in montreal like so drunk, wheres the bar? yea
Ima give my all, like no fucks, check my card yeah
Feel like Laurie, Gloria, and Nora, play the part yea
My friend Gwen got straps and my friend Laura play guitar, yeah
You cant bench me, I'll be here forever, in the park yeah
You cant push my buttons or my levers, I dont start yea
Dont like daylight savings I feel better in the dark yea
Hate when they arrive, I hate when they depart yeah
Too much piling up, wish I could stay on top of it
Hung out with my happy friend, my sadness rubbing off on him

Louvre prod wstdyth & taylor kulina

ch2rms - a song 2 think to while debating on killing urself (sydney + elxnce)

i'm pondering what happens when we die
i can feel the light i jus think i might restart
kinda think its rlly scary cuz I've been used to the dark
all these ppl grow apart I've been coping with some darts

we were making out with terpenes cuddling up in the park
got some people i miss honey i know im not smart
pray my future beloved still likes me even with these marks 
fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart

i'm used to the poison baby im used to the noise  
i'm used to the poison baby use me like ur toy
i'm used to the poison i hate all of this noise
i'm used to the poison baby im used to the noise  

i'm used to the venom 
got blood stains on my denim 
got blood stains on my garments
i think i miss ur apartment
i think i'm starting to miss me
they tend dismiss me 
my body has been hurting 
my actions are concerning

ruined my life with the bottle but i miss the drunkenness
monsters in my head i got mental sickness 
looking back at my life i feel like a witness
pray i don't go out like Whitney
wish some1 would stick with me 

i'm pondering what happens when we die
i can feel the light i jus think i might restart
kinda think its rlly scary cuz I've been used to the dark
all these ppl grow apart I've been coping with some darts

fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart
fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart


feel the light (violet) *ೃ༄

prod. me & @qlein

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if u see your stupid act right
u want some more after starting a couple cold fights
surely that's wrong
do you excuse it by taking credit for my songs?

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if you'd see your- see-
wonder if you'd see yourself
see your- see-
see (x4)

you, huh, couldn't ever bet on us
damn, huh, couldn't ever call your bluff
couldn't ever bet on us
couldn't ever bet- bet-
never saw it
couldn't ever bet- bet- bet-
huh, ugh

you're reaching your limit of luck
if you wanna die go do it, ahh
see (x8)

is it true that i'm all that you need and wanted?
sent a text saying i'll slide, i'm on it
know that i'm not wrong
yeah, it's true that i'm stupid, empty-minded, and useless
but, if you knew that, why would you use it?
no, i'm not wrong
wrong (x3)

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if u see your stupid act right
u want some more after starting a couple cold fights
surely that's wrong
do you excuse it by taking credit for my songs?

isn't that right?
isn't that right?

[i recorded this song out of spite after qlein insisted his drums were dogshit. ironically, i thought the same of my vox at first, but after finishing the song for fun i realized it was a lot better than i thought. See u next week <3]

isn't THAT right @qlein

tysmm to everyone who helped me bring this project into life(⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ #1HOPETEAM #BLURR+++
sorry for the delay, hope u enjoy - rx
__

produced by me, qweshkka, rxtrx, cwta, sennai, eve, over, sana, dylan

features from h3artch3rades, praisetai

mastered wit sana

h3artch3rades - health and fortitude (1rxmi over rxtrx eve)

ig - www.instagram.com/alwayysover/
discord - @5765

[0:00] - solo
[0:33] - @epe0
[1:04] - solo
[1:29] - @prod-rioxion
[1:52] - solo 
[2:19] - solo
[2:45] - @itsshiiranoh
[3:16] - @tsurugiblu
[3:38] - @vallich
[4:11] - solo
[4:50] - @2aja
[5:25] - solo
[5:59] - solo
[6:25] - @bothhappyandsad
[6:49] - @prodjayysoul + @grimgardx

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blxty - more money [spill fc]

[Lyrics]

(Hook)
今何時
俺は何時でもやりだすよ
珍しい
熱が出そうなくらい熱くなる男だから
何もないから
心からキミを愛してると思ってた頃から

(Verse)
何もやらないと
男だから？ニート？
そんなことねえよ
しんど
信用なくしてねえから
俺は貧乏暇なしだから
金がないよ暇もねえし
何もないから
やることやってくいつものように
いつまでも俺が抱え込んでた痛み
頭おかしくなりそうな理想ばかり
抱えてても仕方ねえキミがいねえと
世界旅行に行きたいけど視界良好じゃない
まるで飛行機の中、飛ばされた俺の声
消されることもないよサンクラの垢みたいに
おまえみたいにブラックアウトしない
バカみたいなやつ
メンタル弱い奴がすぐ音楽をやめる
何もできないでそこにいろ
バカは見ていろよ俺の事

(Hook)
今何時
俺は何時でもやりだすよ
珍しい
熱が出そうなくらい熱くなる男だから
何もないから
心からキミを愛してると思ってた頃から

(Verse)
ゼロから始めたこれはゼロの桁増える口座
まるでover the border
おまえには何もないところから
撃ち込む防弾チョッキ必要だろ
お前に撃ち込む弾丸
おれのことは忘れて
お前のこと忘れねえ
lain のように闇を抱えてる
おまえは暗闇が好き
Jetski で俺はお前のこと迎え行く
このマインド続く限り俺はやり続けてく
とか言い訳にしないよ
キミに期待持たせてるの
待たせすぎなお前は
1時間も異常だ待たせる
彼はルーキー
金が降る雨のように
おまえは何もできないで俺を見てるだけ
それが好きだ
俺はそれが好きな言葉
お前の言葉響かないよ
俺の耳右から左

feel the light (violet) *ೃ༄

mercyyy

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