ch2rms - yo(u) w/ blxty & mental (crewbeatz)

about me @1sadboii_

wanted to do sum with no autotune again :D
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prods: @heroz2299 @zbo7

lyrics:
146 on the dash, see me crash
slit my face in half, like a slash
they think im dead, watch me bring myself back
its his turn to fall off, like we playing tag
im the one they hate, im the one they cant stand
tell em sit down, cause im getting to the bag
i can see ur fake, i can start to see the cracks
im always with my friends, i got their backs


i want every single thing painted black
my heart, my soul, sold it all for a bag
dont need uniqueness, if i can stack this cash
watch me sell out, leave my friends in the past

honestly just wanna light myself with kerosene
fucking sick of everything, you just see these as petty things
dont understand why youd consider me your enemy
im a stupid bitch, do stupid shit, til its the death of me

146 on the dash, see me crash
slit my face in half, like a slash
they think im dead, watch me bring myself back
its his turn to fall off, like we playing tag
im the one they hate, im the one they cant stand
tell em sit down, cause im getting to the bag
i can see ur fake, i can start to see the cracks
im always with my friends, i got their backs

slash

slash (heroz + zbo)

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late nights thinkin everybody hates me
walking like the undead i walk like a corpse 
i just dropped a couple pills up inside my red wine
i won't stop until im up i jus wanna fuckin shine

i can't tell if im insane or everyone is acting weird
ion wanna do this shi sometimes i wanna disappear
i jus love all this psychosis doing drugs till i got fear
thinking back to some memories makes me wish i wasn't here

makes me wish i didn't hurt
i feel like im so possessed i might need to go to church
i wish that i could reach nirvana but i might go out like kurt
and i fuckin hate the uppers it makes me way too alert

try to sleep but my stomach fuckin turns
grind a cig up to my skin i jus love the way it burns
i would rlly cry for help but ion think that they would care
i'm so fuckin scarred i wish that this life was fuckin fair

i've been pouring 4s i do not wanna feel
i got bits up in my head that i'd rather keep concealed
i've been up inside my head i don't get my own appeal 
i got bits of my soul they just ate it like a meal

late nights thinkin everybody hates me
walking like the undead i walk like a corpse 
i just dropped a couple pills up inside my red wine
i won't stop until im up i jus wanna fuckin shine

i can't tell if im insane or everyone is acting weird
ion wanna do this shi sometimes i wanna disappear
i jus love all this psychosis doing drugs till i got fear
thinking back to some memories makes me wish i wasn't here

i'm not here mentally (mercyyy)

sample: origami angel - skeleton key

ket, DXM, and alcohol i can't be free
my addictions got puppet strings they've been controlling me 
i keep downing poison i hope that i survive
wake up in the morning and i hate being alive

i hate that my brothers need me here 
worried i won't be shit that's my main fucking fear
shaking up in my body you gave me a hug
i forgot your pretty face miss when you would call me love

miss when i meant something to you
i feel like a damn fool
i've been up in pieces you can leave me dismantled 
i'm such a mess left myself up in shambles

i'm the worst i've ever been
i'm the worst i've ever been
half of my actions they worry my friends
i wish this would end 
i wish this would end 

and by that, i mean my fucking life
open eyes looking at the ceiling through
i would sell my fucking soul just to feel alright 
i did this to myself i know that i'm not bright

wake up in the morning and i hate being alive

i'm the worst i've ever been (mercyyy)

Fyah Pon Dat 😮‍💨

Produced by @pyu & @1luvpurp
Written, Recorded, and Mastered by Me

Lyrics:
I was 15 making MP3's
Now I'm on the street burning MPG
Imma hit the gas if I feel empty
Get out of my way if you're an NPC
Drive past like I'm in a Bentley
Way you say everything it tempts me
Like a glass ice cold Pepsi
Hold gently
Then make your arms squeeze

Until I can't breathe
Would you be my Barbie
If I was Kenny
I don't fuck with parties
No I'm not friendly
So baby throw the key
We cruise in the Chevy
Cop a C6 we gon go top speed
We stay on our own shit
Ain't no need to copy
Keep the whole pound lit
Now I need a chop-cheese
It's my life
Yeah whatever I please

I been fighting for my peace
Turning in my sheets
So bad that I can't sleep
Bite my tongue until it bleeds
And seep out through my teeth

I was 15 making MP3's
Now I'm on the street burning MPG
Imma hit the gas if I feel empty
Get out of my way if you're an NPC
Drive past like I'm in a Bentley
Way you say everything it tempts me
Like a glass ice cold Pepsi
Hold gently
Then make your arms squeeze

Until it's messy
Now there's blood all on my tee
I got dirt on these jeans
Do it for you and me
Like a Call of Duty
Hope you hear me out
Cause you're mines truly
Gotta stay up know it get's realer
Ride the wave like Vert Wheeler

Pepsi (prod. meta & luvpurp)

mixed by me
prod @kana_x

(lyrix)
go
go
go
yeah im swervin yea
on the bridge when im swervin think i might crash right into the fuckin water
i make more money than your father
i got scars from this shit it make me stronger
blood everywhere now its lookin like a slaughter
keep talkin like i wont fuck on your daughter
bitch gave me knowledge like she was an author
my bankroll gettin bigger your shit smaller
im xanned out walk around like a walker
go go go go
my heart cold i got left in the snow
i swear i love it when im drowning down below 
when its zero below
walk behind him with a gun in my pocket like a stalker
on the bridge when im swervin think i might crash right into the fuckin water
i make more money than your father
i got scars from this shit it make me stronger
on the battlefield with my helmet on ill take a bullet through my skull if thats what you really want
when i walk into the party everybodys jaw drops
ask me if i regret any of my sins i do not
when i count up i count up im counting up all the costs
when you look up in the sky youll see me im a star
i shouldve knew you were wrong ever since the start 
everything in do is a fucking piece of art
now im sitting here on this boulevard 
i got left in the dark with a hole in my heart 
damn
i swear i got fucking battle scars
i rock out with this guitar 
whats in my mind its bizarre
its inside your head
on the bridge when im swervin think i might crash right into the fuckin water
i make more money than your father
i got scars from this shit it make me stronger

Zero (@Kana X)

produced by friendly

lyrics:

and when i seen your face for the first time
i must admit it you changed my life
for like the first time i can see
smell of perfume it follows me
wake up in the morning
you’re something important 
you make me feel free
you’re something i need
i cough as i bleed
tell me what we’re after (x3)

text me saying she miss me
now i got tears on my phone screen
I'm off the drugs in the back seat
i cant even type off the oxy
i miss my skin on your body
and the molly it speed up my heartbeat
i see the memories in your eyes
I can't forget the very first time
i wiped away the tears from your face
it hurts doesn't it? see me running away
act like i don't exist
see you running with him

you never take accountability 
maybe that’s why we’re always so exhausted 
i burn my fucking lungs until they bleed
some social skills im hoping you could teach me
don’t leave me here just begging on my knees
and when i seen your face for the first time
i must admit it you changed my life
for like the first time i can see
follow me

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first time ft whyhaze (prod. friendly)

Prod @symelz

wanted 2 drop smth while i work on the tape :)
#Sooooon Ily all Thx for the constant support

Lyrics : 


I might burn a bridge today
I might lose a friend or 2
Crush a pill can’t feel my face 
sadly it’s not something new
I moved to the city
just so i could never hear from you
I’m losing my mind,
It’s whatever I’ll just play it cool 

i’ll act like you’re right here
smoke another one until i’m tired
i’m tired
ima hurt my heart until it beats nowhere
you’re so near
although i can’t see you anywhere 
is it too late to say that i care ?

Cuz i care
when you talk to me
stay up rock with me
love it how you die with me
love you like a melody
i think you’re the best for me
hate it when they switch on me
girl would you stay next to me

i'm not here mentally (mercyyy)

mercyyy

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