https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kbP11WbAOY&ab_channel=mercyyy

she cut my flesh with a lil blade
tryna go up i take my meds with gatorade 
yeah our souls tied i remember when we would lay
moonlit skies we would hold each other through the night

a glowing path for each other 
you would make me high sometimes i miss the summer 
looking back at pics i miss the shutter 
im an anxious fuck i get it from my mother 

my people hold it down for me Tyshawn that's my brother 
the stars holding secrets
im down but they can't peep it
i want the love i think that i need it
we are blowing up each others phone i think we are both needy

i think i'm a pest i stay where the weeds be
praying up to the sky sometimes i need meaning
i crave tranquilly
i need some stability
im doubting my abilities

you live in my cortex
you've been giving pre-text
i'm living in a vortex
i'm living with some hurt
wipe my scars with dirt
you're my Courtney love 
i feel like im kurt   

she cut my flesh with a lil blade
tryna go up i take my meds with gatorade 
yeah our souls tied i remember when we would lay
moonlit skies we would hold each other through the night

cut meh (mercyyy + xangang)

merci

merci Prod. sidia

nice to meet uu

nice to meet uu Prod. blxty eli.yf dayever

Ig: @pesoxl

Produced by me

Ion need no drank, ion need no help boy I been had bank
My fans go crazy at all my shows like they sniffin on paint (sniffin on paint)
And this ain't no rock show but I still act like I'm a headbanger
She ain't even know my name till I put on this fit, now she know
Something like Kid Danger

She put the B in Balenci hoe
She for the team, she professional
She get a key to the mansion hoe
She think I wanna get sexual
Think I been leaving her bent
I'm leaving her crazy she blowin my mentions up
Up in this b* leave her dent
But it's never enough she been playing pretend

Playing pretend with me
I can't lie with you, you the death of me
It's just some bout you, you my ecstasy
I been doing my best, you the best for me

She want touch me slow, on my chest you see
See my diamonds glow, my chain full VV
Take it slow, don't you rush with me
This ain't nothing old, ain't even on TV
I just let it bang, I don't come in peace
I aim for the head, vest don't work on me
She think I'm the best, something like MVP
I quickscope your head, I'm so MLG

I'm with Glam counting bread, pass the ham and cheese
Took a non-believer to Carbone, she thanking God she could eat
I been up in my mode, might change the world and go green

She wanna change the world
Change the world with me
These days been on repeat
When will you rescue me

headbang (Prod. Peso)

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

memory problems just like a tumor 
they talk shit abt me I can see 
manure 
pls don’t hit my phone im a loser
I’ll be ur victim make me ur abuser

she calls me a c__t
hiding myself behind all these walls yeah it’s jus a front 
trapped in all these memories I’ve been rlly stuck 
maybe I deserve it cuz I really don’t believe in luck 

chasing goals thru all this loss and pain
I was losing tears bumping ethel cain
if I die please pay respect to my remains 
I see entities something that I can’t explain 

I got mugwort in my blunt I’m having weird dreams 
need to rest my head I’ve been living by the stream 
I got heavy thoughts wish I couldn’t feel a thing 
turn my tuning peg till I snap like a string 

memory problems just like a tumor 
they talk shit abt me I can see 
manure 
pls don’t hit my phone im a loser
I’ll be ur victim make me ur abuser

mugwort >* ))))>< (chalk + study)

@raaynen:
You said you really love me for my self is that a lie?
I think about it all night
I think about it all the time
I refuse to love myself, until somebody does it right
And i can’t lie
I’ve been staying up and crying 
Like If I took my life would someone really even care
Wrong place wrong time
You were over being mine
 And I think it’s sad sometimes, sometimes
And then I do it again I had to go and check my line

I know sometimes I don’t feel alright
I don’t mean to cry 
It’s getting harder to try
Someone tell me why
 I just wanna die
 Is it really my fault
If you didn’t care at all
And it crossed my mind
That I’m not your type
I just wanna shine 
Could you tell me why?
Feels like I’m running out of time
 Could you tell me why?
And I’ve been growing I’m not shy
To speak out my mind

Like where you going? What you doing? Where you been at tonight?
You’re never leaving my mind 
So let me just tell you why
I can see it in your face when you look me in the eye
You’re looking at me like one day I’m gonna leave you all behind
But secretly I’ve just been waiting for the day I call you mine
I just can’t wait, I just can’t wait to see you every single night
I miss the person that I was but you saw me as someone bright
 Sometimes, sometimes I wanna give up and die

(Sometimes, sometimes I just wanna die)
 (If I closed my eyes)
(I’d go and see you tonight)

I know sometimes I don’t feel alright
I don’t mean to cry
 It’s getting harder to try
Someone tell me why
 I just wanna die
 Is it really my fault
If you didn’t care at all
And it crossed my mind
That I’m not your type
I just wanna shine 
Could you tell me why?
Feels like I’m running out of time
 Could you tell me why?
And I’ve been growing I’m not shy
To speak out my mind

mugwort >* ))))>< (chalk + study)

mercyyy

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