prod yours truly haha

I'd patiently wait for you
I cannot explain I adore you
Just give me minute and ill implore you
To be my number one
Its hard to say
In just a couple words
When you're away
It feels so lonely 
Make no mistake
You know I love you
To me you'll always be
My number one

Number one oh I can't get enough
Get enough, of you my only one
Just want to see you in my arms
Nobody else could tear us apart
I love your pretty smile
I love when you around
It's been a minute since I felt like I was down
I wanna see you now
Could you please come around
Cause I hate to admit it I think I love you now
Hop in the coupe
We can make a plan for two
It would just be me and you

So let me know
So let me know
I wanna know
I wanna know

# 1 (death) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

prod me + https://soundcloud.com/lilwastee

numb my thoughts off the drugs
powder in her nose white like a dove
it was all lust it was never love
I just feel hurt got no one to trust (︶︹︺)

I’ve been up in black like I’m wednesday (* ^ ω ^)
been destroying my lungs fill up my ashtray
dab oil in a coffee from a cafe
drop a pill inside my soda watch it decay (๑◕︵◕๑)

hate the person I’ve become I miss the old me
I don’t really miss her
but I miss just what she told me (＃＞＜)
I’ve been off the meds
It’s starting to mold me
I had to make a couple bands by my lonely

numb my thoughts off the drugs
powder in her nose white like a dove
it was all lust it was never love
I just feel hurt got no one to trust

she’s using me just to fill up the void 
when you lie to me it gets makes me annoyed (;¬_¬)
I’ve been smoking till I get paranoid
I’ve been off the oxys I just feel too destroyed

I just hate where I’m at o(TヘTo)
I do not wanna chat
they been talking down
I do not care about that ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

I think about when we kiss 
your too hard to resist
it’s just hard to exist
feels like I’m always so pissed (>_ <)

numb my thoughts off the drugs (T＿T)
powder in her nose white like a dove
it was all lust it was never love (T⌓T)
I just feel hurt got no one to trust

wednesday (mercyyy + wa$te)

feeling like I’m shocked
I don’t even want love
but I just miss the sweet talk ｡ﾟ･ (>﹏ <) ･ﾟ｡
I’ve been up in dreams
I’m starting to sleepwalk („• ֊ •„)
stay up in my room
I hate all the small talk

looking at the night sky (｡•́︿•̀｡)
I wish I would expire 
hydros up inside my drink
in my room I’m getting higher (￣︿￣)
I do not wanna rest
I’ve been pulling all nighters
I do not like new people
because it feels like they’re all liars

I’ve been stuck up in the rain ヾ( ￣O￣)ツ
drown my problems with champagne
I cannot control my brain
yeah my life it feels so vain
popping downers for my pain (︶︹︺)

I cannot feel off these strains
making out with Mary Jane (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡
there’s nothing for me to gain
I just wanna break my chains

feeling like I’m shocked
I don’t even want love
but I just miss the sweet talk („• ֊ •„)
I’ve been up in dreams
I’m starting to sleepwalk
stay up in my room
I hate all the small talk (╥ᆺ╥；)

sleepwalk (zoot + 6houl)

prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

https://soundcloud.com/fuckcru
https://soundcloud.com/pyu

breaking down my liver
I’ll become an alcoholic
I’ve been really struggling
I cannot take all this
feels like a catastrophe
I’m so over dramatic (￢_￢;)
kissing on some dutches
been blowing aromatics

lately it feels like I do not know you
got anxiety up in my brain it feels so true (⌯˃̶᷄ ﹏ ˂̶᷄⌯)
I cannot love you like I used 2
rivers hitting my pillow because of all these half truths .(＞_＜)

I’ve been in my house
I’ve been scared to leave (❛︵❛.)
cutting at my skin ripping scabs
got blood on my sleeve
they say that they care
but they do not even know me (っ◞‸◟c)
In love with pills makes me feel like some1 is holding me

I’ve been looking at the sky
please just look me in the eyes (-_-)
sometimes I just get real shy
will you judge me if I cry? (︶︹︺)
mirror staring back
look at it and I sigh
get up out of bed questioning why I try

sunshine ft. cru (meta)

been smoking 2 much u can hear it in my voice
they been talking to me but it just sounds like noise
acting so pissy I’ve just been annoyed (＃＞＜)
I’ll keep doing these drugs till I end up destroyed

new fabrics it’s expensive
tweaking 4 days ♡( ◡‿◡ )
I can’t sleep on my mattress
looking 4 love but she only wants my dick (-_-)
can’t leave my house I’ve been feeling 2 damn sick

I feel sorry that we’re through
I’ve been nodding off these pills 
I’ve been crying off the blues
downing some liquor my vision is getting skewed 
got some gunk from my past it’s been stuck on my shoes o(TヘTo)

2much (4am + doxia)

https://youtu.be/EaB5Ay49dVI

she sent some nudes thru an iCloud 	＼(≧▽≦)／
lost my soul away gave it 2 the crowd
she sent some hearts on my iPhone (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡
new laptop had to change my timezone

shorty is a fan
pills are blue like sans 
he's been taling shit 
meet me up on LAN (⇀‸↼‶)
wockhardt in my blood
got some people that i miss
i'm in love with mud
i don't even wanna kiss (⌒_⌒;)

sorry i can't do that
got some purple in my cup i'm yelling screw that ( `ε´ )
i've been going up but you knew that
she really likes me but i can't pursue that ( ╥ω╥ )

cuz i like all of my alone time
i feel like jamie foy bitch i'm on my grind
fuck a label i don't even wanna get signed (｡T ω T｡)
she likes to touch herself when we're up on facetime

i don't do shit for free
my blunts is filled with Gs ~(>_<~)
i'm burning up trees
do not step to me
off MDMA ヽ(ー_ー )ノ
i want to get paid 
i'll play with this blade
swipe his shit like a raid ☆⌒(> _ <)

she sent some nudes thru an iCloud 	＼(≧▽≦)／
lost my soul away gave it 2 the crowd
she sent some hearts on my iPhone (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡
new laptop had to change my timezone

shorty is a fan
pills are blue like sans 
he's been taling shit 
meet me up on LAN (⇀‸↼‶)
wockhardt in my blood
got some people that i miss
i'm in love with mud
i don't even wanna kiss (⌒_⌒;)

icloud (mercyyy) [music video in desc]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CeV3kUPT7g

she used to like me
now she only likes my pics
I pretend I cannot feel
trying to not give a shit
lost my mind off the killers
I’ll nod off real quick ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
kissing up on a j
Mary Jane is my bitch ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

shouts out arrant he went crazy
shouts out arrant he went crazy ૮ • ﻌ - ა
and I do not want to feel
that’s what I’ve been up on lately
brand new .22 I keep it off of safety ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ

when I pop off Ima just still be a reject
forgot all these memories
I can’t even reflect
playing with my life but
I can’t die till I make it (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ
played with my love
now I’m feeling so forsaken
no she didn’t care
no I was not mistaken
working on my peace
watch my sprit awaken (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡

he tried to attack hit a parry like its tekken
I lost all these days I just keep on forgetting
Groundhog Day my life keeps on resetting
I got tons of habits that I keep on regretting
I’ve been losing so much money
like someone who’s betting
really want some love ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭
but I do not want a wedding

she used to like me
now she only likes my pics
I pretend I cannot feel
trying to not give a shit
lost my mind off the killers
I’ll nod off real quick ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
kissing up on a j
Mary Jane is my bitch ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

shouts out arrant he went crazy
shouts out arrant he went crazy ૮ • ﻌ - ა
and I do not want to feel
that’s what I’ve been up on lately
brand new .22 I keep it off of safety ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ

pics (arrant) [music video in desc]

Part I:
everything feels annoying got somethings i hate
trying to push on like it's sk8
but i feel better when we're on some dates
we're holding hands we're doing k
don't want that to change next to my side you'll lay
under the covers is where we'll stay
i'll look into your eyes before we even do things
really want your love i do not want a new fling

when you're gone i wonder
do you even love me?
do you even love me?
x3

Part II:
started off so sweet now it's turning so sour 
i'm up in my brain i'm wasting some hours
i've been afraid i'm starting to cower
can't say how i feel i feel like a coward

remember when we used to kiss in the shower
keeping this in is taking all my power
it's going south but you'll always be my flower
you can take my spirit you can just devour 

when you're gone i wonder
do you even love me?
do you even love me?
x3

Part III:
now that you're gone i'm not feeling so lovely
under the sun i'm wishing that you'd kiss me
saw you today and you didn't hug me
saw your new man and then i felt envy

gave you a wave i wish i wasn't friendly
you turned away and now i feel awkward 
that really sucks now i can't even slumber
guess i'm on my own for the rest of the summer

when you're gone i know
i know you don't love me
i know you don't love me
x3

do u even luv me? (mercyyy + liljan)

thx for all the plays recently im rlly humbled by the support :>
prod @prod_dxvi
TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

i think ill lose myself
and i know i cant fix my health
all these pills that i take
they cant ever make me feel the same way
not as i did back then

i cant make this end
wish i could but i cant pretend
ill lose my mind when you look at me again
(look at me again, look at me again)

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

pics (arrant) [music video in desc]

mercyyy

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