n'était qu'une

i look away but i cant stand a world without you here
waking alone was my biggest fear

i close my eyes your still in my arms
if i were to die would it mean you no harm
i know that i lied just to cover your scars

do you ever feel as if the world is against you
the girl that i knew could never leave she would hate to
i promise ive changed who i was im more stable
~
im fucked up been here before
cant have it cant have whats yours
i ghosted shes on the floor
i woke up straight to the pour

fucked up been here before
been here before
too many times ive done this
cant think its gone ruin my stomach

im fucked up come heal me
think you know me nobody knows what im feeling
i tried to show her but she kept seeing things
i cant get involved with her feelings
lie on the floor yeah yeah

katai/trapmako - look away/heal me (prod. kurai x pyojun)

all the things x3
i cant trust x3
this aint love
its just lust
i wont fall for your lies x2
i wont fall

anō tūkari (katai, kurai)

myy friend of miseryy (katai)

so sad (ej)

Deleted Katai track from 2022
Original Title: angels cry (vk2003)
Release Date: Mid 2022
Original Cover
This track was also track 12 on the angelscryEP

angelscryEP

Katai - angels cry (vk2003)

i choose to ignore the pain, so i can
look better for you
the reason i wake up everyday, so i can
stand before you

nobody wants somebody who’s weak
so i struggle all week just to prove (just to prove)

your life isn’t worthless
i know that your hurting 
just give me some time

my pride before yours
your life before mine
i’ll make everything work
just give me some time

i choose to ignore the pain, so i can
look better for you
the reason i wake up everyday, so i can
stand before you

nobody wants somebody who’s weak so
i struggle all week just to prove

b4u (kurai)

@angelsclxb
sample: https://soundcloud.com/pairpiano/loona-flip-that-piano-cover


@p9o
я не могу спать 
все что я вижу во снах безкрайняя пустошь
как мне не упасть

и я так устал
ждать того момента когда мне станет лучше
дай мне свою руку

в моем сердце стужа
когда я уйду лишь тогда я стану нужен
и я один в лесу и что то меня душит
я потерял душу
послушай

@837
прости мне больше не страшно
и я не выберусь из комы
просто сделай вид что мы с тобою не знакомы
сотни смыслов жить для меня больше не искомы

прости мне больше не важно
не сосчитаю этих окон
в мире столько зла и я сворачиваюсь в кокон
и я даже рад что навсегда отсюда согнан

на хуй мир
мы навсегда одни
и твой вздох
остановит моё сердце
без тебя я ноль
и я проваливаюсь в бездну
верю лишь в одно
я обязательно исчезну

но я не смогу
помоги мне
я бессилен
забери же из этого ада
жизни без тебя мне не надо
в жилах пустота я распадаюсь на атомы
я навсегда один

disparaître +ak0 (doremio)

останься останься останься останься останься  останься останься останься останься останься останься

deaddend

hloye & oww - lachrymose
https://bfan.link/lachrymose

lachrymose

unworthy & dollmight

katai - idky (katai)

9k degrees angels we be shinin ! @angelsinthetrap

angels in the trap, dollmight, laglacewhytie - ふたりの空 (Sky For Two)

prod @lllovbug & @u8u x @kurai

ive been getting money, i cant stop now
my account was negative im counting now
see they fucking with me cus im hot now

i was in the trap, finding onions
like if i live this life, ill live a nice one
tried to say im broke, i laughed it off, nice one
supreme on my back, with vlone, i feel like ricegum

sadbart...
all this drip, it will not heal the pain
want benjamins, dont care about fame
dont know me, like whatshisname
wont stab her, just want the face

money, its the only way
to put a smile, upon this face
its a struggle everyday, im at the sad part
it just wont heal the pain i feel like sadbart

intro* sadbart//heartofmine (lovbug x trapmako)

цветамнужновремя, чтобырасцвести (katai)

dollm - ss

holdingback (katai)

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

n'était qu'une

meris