This iteration of Sleeping House is Limited Bob (@bob-bowden), Necrogurgitron (@necrogurgitron) and Mesmo

Sleeping House "Korgon 11 (No Objections Mix)"

"Through the Trance Dance Experience, hopefully people become more sensitive and aware of themselves, their surroundings, the crossroads of humanity, and the needs of the planet. With that awareness comes understanding and compassion. That is the need of the hour, and the True Goa Spirit,, Goa Gil
"A trip inside yourself to the awakening..."

We go beyond thought, beyond mind, and beyond our own individuality…

🔱 Emptiness Isn't Loneliness 🔱

🇵🇸🇺🇦 


Choose right, choose peace.
Peace defeats ’em all. 



☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️☮️

Whats been heard can not be unheard. 


started making these whatevers 9/2022 with Garageband on my phone.


(sorry for being silent and a bit awkward socially, i am a finn cant help it… lets let the tunes speak.)

I enjoy interacting with seriously minded musicians.  Soundcloud is a wonderful platform for meeting great and interesting musicians.  I  play piano, synth, guitar, bass, bodhran and I sing from time to time.  I studied jazz piano and composing  Contemporary Classical Music and I write for many genres. 

Unfortunately I now feel it necessary to state that I do not use AI for composing music and I object to Ai training of music.  Sampling without written permission from me of any of the material posted by this account is strictly prohibited.


Some of my Favorite Artists:  J. H. Bach, Beethoven, Debussy, Miles Davis, Thelonius Monk, Chick Corea, Surgeon, Mingus, Carlos Santana, Julie London, Mark Verbos, Julia Bondhar, Elpiverse, Sarah Landry.

🪬 Aindrea Greumach,  9 July, 2025

Architect turned coder, turned singer and songwriter, turned her whole life upside down. It's never too late to surprise yourself.

Despondent One crafts deeply immersive soundscapes, blending electronic and ambient elements to evoke powerful emotions tied to memory, time, and the subconscious. Their music explores themes of fragility, transience, and the fleeting nature of moments, drawing listeners into a meditative space where reality and dreams blur together. Each track becomes a sonic journey through fragmented memories, like fleeting glimpses of experiences that have slipped through the cracks of time.

One of Despondent One’s signature tracks, “Oblivion By Design,” captures this essence perfectly. With delicate, shimmering synths, glitchy rhythms, and haunting melodies, the track weaves an intricate narrative of loss and introspection. The sound builds slowly, allowing the listener to be enveloped in a vast, atmospheric space where each note feels like a memory just out of reach. The pacing is deliberate, giving room for moments of silence that invite reflection before the next wave of ambient sound washes over. It’s an emotional exploration of the quiet spaces between thoughts, where forgotten fragments of experience lie waiting to be rediscovered.

This track, along with the rest of the album “Fragments,” embodies Despondent One’s exploration of fragmented emotions and memories. The album, as its title suggests, is a collection of pieces that feel like a larger puzzle—intentionally scattered and elusive. Each track offers a glimpse into a different state of mind, encouraging the listener to engage with their own personal reflections, thoughts, and forgotten moments.

Despondent One’s music blends a variety of styles and influences while maintaining an ambient, introspective core. Subtle elements of glitch, downtempo, and even post-rock can be heard throughout the music, lending it a rich texture and depth that keeps it fresh with every listen. The focus, however, remains on creating atmospheric landscapes that evoke emotion and introspection. Whether it’s the quiet, shimmering beauty of an ambient drone or the haunting repetition of glitch-infused beats, each sound is crafted to evoke a feeling of wonder and melancholy.

Listeners of Despondent One’s work often describe their music as an emotional journey, one that invites you to sit with your thoughts and explore the forgotten corners of your mind. Whether used as a soundtrack to a late-night drive, a meditation session, or simply as a means of escaping the noise of everyday life, the music provides a deep well of emotional resonance. Despondent One’s tracks become more than just songs; they are emotional landscapes where listeners can find solace in their introspection.

Despondent One’s work continues to evolve, consistently pushing the boundaries of ambient and electronic music to explore new emotional and auditory experiences. As an artist, they are dedicated to the craft of building immersive atmospheres where each note, each sound, has a purpose and a place. The name “Despondent One” reflects the melancholic yet beautiful tone of the music: while there is sadness and solitude in the work, there is also peace and quiet revelation. It is a journey through light and shadow, where the listener is encouraged to find their own emotional meaning within the sound.

For fans of ambient, electronic, and introspective music, Despondent One offers a space for reflection, immersion, and emotional connection. Each release provides a deeper look into the themes of memory, time, and the impermanence of life’s moments, inviting listeners to step into a sonic world where every fragment of sound tells a story. Despondent One’s music can be found on SoundCloud, where listeners are invited to immerse themselves in the ever-evolving catalog of work that blends emotion, atmosphere, and sound into a seamless experience.

For those seeking music that resonates with the quiet spaces of life, Despondent One offers a place to reflect and lose oneself in the fragmented beauty of sound.

www.dezernat5.de
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ie3PzgNXw0o
tototod.bandcamp.com/album/apeiron
https://martinhoogeboom.bandcamp.com/album/crackle-sniff-hiss
https://thomassander1.bandcamp.com/

thomas.sander.schwerin@gmail.com

*All rights reserved One Free Hand Productions* *Any attempt at unauthorized remixing, sampling or other use of our tracks will result in a lawsuit* *Auto Nix solo project can be found here as well* 
We are an Electronic Experimental/Industrial/Glitch group out of Chicago, Illinois.   Lovers of chemicals and all things bizarre, dark and nightmarish. If you know about us or heard of us, you know who and what we are then.  We are all born and raised in the Chicago area and try to keep up the rep Chicago has for good Industrial and Electronic music acts through out the years passed. That's kind of what we three are really. The past, a splash of the here and now and of the future. We do believe that almost anything can be said or done in the name of art but it must be tasteful and well played. The members of our collective currently are Auto Nix and Sketch. We all enjoy shedding light on the stranger, darker parts of the world that we have seen, experienced, and learned and lost from equally .We wouldn't change a thing through out our entire lives up to this very second and we never will for anyone. Our indie record label is One Free Hand Productions and both our label and our own dot com will be up on the world wide web very soon. We're on college radio in Kalamazoo, Michigan, here in Illinois and in Indiana as well.  Critics have said that we're Chicago Industrial music's "Re-incarnation of old Chicago Trax label artists."  And "Chicago's next stellar example of true Chicago Industrial music." Check us out and follow us if you like what you hear. We promise we have much, much more in store and we aim to please. So come on you sickos and you slightly curious about the "seedier" side of the world and give us a listen and rep us to whomever you think will like us. We want to infect the world with our strange and bizarre sound and we have to obtain that goal. And I promise we do it with or without anyone else, one listener at a time. So follow us and we'll most likely follow you here on Sound Cloud.

Caveat: I explicitly prohibit the use of any material I post for purposes of torture, brainwashing, hypnosis, bedazzlement or any other nefarious activity. This prohibition applies to all governments, corporations, institutions, agencies and individuals. 

“The avant garde is dead. That is its triumph. Let it lie.” - Chris Cutler in “Not As We Choose: Music, Memory and Technology”. (Highly recommended!)

“… there is increasingly less call to exercise an already too rare generosity of aesthetic hospitality.” - Chris Cutler

" Music is one of the great Mysteries. It gives life. It is not a career, nor a business, nor a craft. It is a gift... and a great responsibility. Because one can never know where the creative spark comes from or why it exists, it must be treasured as a Mystery. For the most part I believe creativity chooses you, not the other way around." - John Zorn (excerpt from the liner notes to 'Magick')

“Listen as if you were being told a secret” - Federico Fellini

“Experimental and electronic music was once not-so-benignly tolerated at the margins of western art music, but it has over the last decade or so moved toward a central position as something of the soundtrack of our digital culture. Where it once was merely tolerated it is now more engaged and doesn’t have to apologize to anyone”.  - Douglas Kahn 

"Through technology, voices are amplified and silence is broken. Spaces are shared." – Laurie Anderson

"I frequently hear music in the heart of noise." - George Gershwin

"'Tis an ill wind that blows no minds." - 
Malaclypse the Younger in 'Principia Discordia'

“Let us cross a great modern capital with our ears more alert than our eyes and we will get enjoyment from distinguishing the eddying of water, air and gas in metal pipes, the grumbling noises that breathe and pulse with indisputable animility, the palpitation of waves, the coming and going of pistons, the howl of mechanical saws, the jolting of the tram on its rails, the cracking of whips, the flapping of curtains and flags. We enjoy creating mental orchestrations of crashing down of metal shop blinds, slamming doors, the hubbub and shuffle of crowds, the variety of din from the stations, railways, iron foundries, spinning mills, printing works, electric power stations and underground railways.” — Luigi Russolo in 'The Art of Noises' (L'arte dei Rumori)

Urban Dictionary (https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Mesmo)
(New Norberian English)

1. lit. in a state of mesmerism, hypnotism; in a trance
2. in a state of bewilderment or confusion, daydreaming; 'out of it'
3. mind bogglingly awesome, spellbinding, captivating

(1) "He swung that watch in front of her face and she got all mesmo"
(2) "When the teacher called me to the board I had just woken up and was still pretty mesmo"
(3) "The new N64 cartridge is totally mesmo, bro”

Banner: The Hearing Trumpet_Leonora Carrington (detail)

Since I bought a second-hand synth in 1991 didn't stop connecting my thoughts and emotions with audio frequencies:
[Original] EXISTENCE is my solo project.

In the mid '90s I collaborated with italians "Cupio Dissolvi", particularly in the albums "Benomyl" and "La Cruna dell'Ego"(keyboards, guitar, sound recording; though with limited equipment).
2021-collaborated with GYPSY on this mini-lp: https://originalexistence.bandcamp.com/album/sublime-blunders-subliminal-aches
Formed an experimental rock duo with italian artist STONEMOON, "WEIRD PAKT"(also available into his socials).
We recorded 4 tracks, one being #41 into "The Black Lodge Music Compilation":
https://thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com/track/weird-pakt-l-a-m
[original] Existence has tracks #5 and #60 in the "Cut-Up" compilation, 
https://thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com/album/cut-up-a-music-compilation-in-honor-of-william-s-burroughs
...and track #74 into the "23 Enigma Compilation", https://thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com/track/original-existence-aged-23 (also by Brazilian netlabel The Church Of Noisy Goat).
My spoken word track "Endless Curse" appears into the compilation "À l'État Brut" by UK netlabel IFAR (#5):
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/endless-curse
As the (ceased) "side persona" project, ITRIANO ROSPS: https://itrianorosps.bandcamp.com
https://on.soundcloud.com/ZaRnb
Appears into "Combinaciones y Permutaciones" also by label IFAR, track #12:
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/de-pire-en-pire
...track#13 into "Concrète Poetry Two":
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/claqu-nos-verres
...and again track #13 in the compilation "Ever Present"(cd available)
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/chance-errante
...and track #10 into "Collage Music(3)": https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/pieve-pagnotta?fbclid=IwAR3XGGQnlCmhZG9q_ru7fX1qH3MDuDH0ITcm25qOyltyvP7gYsDOvw7n3ZM
...track #4 into "Solaris":
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/track/florentia-turistae-megadromm
New side project: DODECAEDRO (again with Mark Stone). Our track "Sheol" stands into the IFAR compilation "Collage Music (20)", track#5
https://ifarmusiqueconcretecompilation.bandcamp.com/album/collage-music-20
...and here (#85) https://thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com/track/dodecaedro-sheol?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAR3Tty1HrrNERCGBgho3jNr5zbgsg7-Zjul7Zby2qAwaJ0c1NWmMtCw-TGY_aem_7MN7YUDoLSQSqDDdSgCJ_A

Beside audio, a bunch of videoclips popped up randomly:

YOUTUBE channel
banned May 2022...26 subscribers, +1.000 views...Possibly disturbing, what an honour!!
Replaced with VIMEO https://vimeo.com/originalexistence
...and INSTAGRAM https://instagram.com/original_existence

Keepin' on harassing capitalists as long as I can_

Handmade (Experimental) (Ambient) Sound (Art)

Velvet Something Superdark is 1/2 of  https://soundcloud.com/snow_omen

Aka Da Mentalyst
Underground album artist