playlist Messier 39 at B52 June 3th 2016

"Hiraeth"

Human structure five storeys high
I walked out backwards 
Feet receding Into the stairs
Passing by cubicles 
Numbered in pairs 
The higher I got The lower it felt 
I signed in blood I would return 
Change the course
Change the locks 
The contract It burned

(Don't return)

Every brick is sleeping
Every sigh a splinter
It's insides peeling 
The lips build into a whimper
I hold my breath as it holds it's time

The fly on the wall 
Saw me close the door 
I don't live here anymore

Halucinatory factories
There in the distance 
Between the trees

©2015 lyrics & vocals Ludwika Jakubowska | music : Jan Vinoelst | mastering : Steve Deconinck

Hiraeth

"Satellite"

Geometric lights slide on the walls
With my hands I trace half orbs
Lie next to me
It's just a room and two hands
Solve the pattern of my mind
Lets come full circle
I know
If it breathes
It beats
In sync with you
So dare to care
It will be over soon
Does it give you a peace of mind
When you constantly satellite
Around somebody else's life
Does the carbon harden your bones
Or clog your arteries with stones
It breathes
It beats
In sync with you
So dare to care
It will be over soon
Solve the pattern of my mind
Lets come full circle
It's just a room and two hands
Wishing on dead light makes no sense
Come back to your room again
(Was it worth it?)

©2015 Lyrics & vocals : Ludwika Jakubowska ✝ Music : Jan Vinoelst

Satellite

"Run"
Running against the walls
Was against all protocols
For those soundly sleeping
For those silently weeping

Coffee Coffee 
Cigarette
Our daily pleasures shall be met

Trying to get ahead of the curve
A necessity pulling on the nerve
I can't stand the cold outside
The bed is a safe place to hide

I felt like running 
From everything else
Another daybreak
Almost falling from the stairs

©2015 Lyrics & vocals : Ludwika Jakubowska ✝ Music : Jan Vinoelst

When She Turns Blue

Corrosion is a slow process
The rain comes down so fast
The four wind corners
In them the limbs
They make demands
To be done as it should be
Your breath won’t last
The salt on your lightning shapes says enough
For me
It will never be 

It’s the borderline
Between art and insanity
It’s something like that
But not entirely

I’m spreading myself out so thin

It’s the borderline
Between art and insanity
It’s something like that
But not entirely

I drew with you red markings on my walls
We’re primal beings 
After all


I invade the space
Set the tone, provoke
The candle burns on the fourth day
It shows
Intention laid out, wish proposed
Teeth and throat bare
In the longest stare

The candle burns out the fifth day
It shows
Intention accepted, wish invoked

I’m spreading my violence out so thin

©2015  Messier 39
Lyrics & vocals : Ludwika Jakubowska ✝ Music : Jan Vinoelst

Thin

"Shroud" 

After the artificial rain 
Chaos and dermis down the drain
Disappointed facts remained
The sun didn’t do its job today
Not like intended
You hoped for more than mere existence 

No margins, unlawful heartbeat
All singing in defeat
No time
Your time
Is over
As is mine

And you’re so damn scared 
To talk to the others moving in the air
Hovering in spaces that don’t quite fit
You fell all open there was a mark
I saw and even felt it
These are the things we don’t talk about
These are the things under the shroud

It’s on the edge
It’s the verge
So violent
Force your being to purge
You’ve got something
They say nothing
You know
It’s enough
The liquid, the breath
You know
It’s enough

Undress your soul
No forgiveness
There’s no one else

©2015  Messier 39
Lyrics & vocals : Ludwika Jakubowska ✝ Music : Jan Vinoelst

Shroud

Przez krew
Do kości
Umysłu nieczystości

Przez krew
Do kości
Wymaż moje nieczystości

Przez niebo
I piekło, jak w Bosch'a obrazach
I umrzesz 
Powstaniesz
Nie wiem w jakim stanie 

©2016 Messier 39
Lyrics & vocals : Ludwika Jakubowska ✝ Music : Jan Vinoelst

M39 - H. BOSCH

▲▲Messier 39▲▲ is Jan Vinoelst aka Cape Sidereal (Synths/Programming/Vocals) and Ludwika Jakubowska (Vocals/Lyrics). Aiming for Electronic and Analogue 80's sound.  M39 is a celestial object seen as one star but in fact it consists of tons of far away stars acting together as one...