the void from the love that was never given to a child. 
the love you said was given but i never once felt. 
now my body wanders around with a hole that could never be patched. 
an endless void, drifting like a ghost in an empty shell. 

there is no need for amends, it is too late now. 
your absence has consumed and killed a spark in me 
that could never be lit up again.

happy full moon in cancer <3

Track ID
1. Metaraph, TSA Records - Meditative Fury
2. Cøunts, XCS - Druckzone
3. Need to die and restart
4. FLUCC - Light
5. DJ Disrespect- Deep Encounter
6. Yelzin - Basic Instinct
7. Trauma 初始厄运
8. Disruption - Extraction of Heart (Trudge Remix)
9. Evanescence - Bring me to Life (Hush & Sleep Edit)
10. Indira Paganotto - Angara Bebesi
11. Mumdance - Don't Get Lemon (feat. Spyro) 
12. true story imagined
13. Dee Traits - Undertaker
14. Rorganic - Toxic Relathion Ship
15. Meuko! Meuko! - 眾神廟 The Temple
16. c0ca - octist
17. Mozart Lacrimosa Techno
18. kilo - maybe we could

the love that was given but could not be felt

Capturing and exploring what the subconscious couldn't express in my decaying vessel.

the love that was given but could not be felt

Metamoksha