from "gravitas animi."

used to have lyrics but i changed my mind

challenge of direction

[lyrics]
made it back home, thanks
college wasn’t for me
but i’m going back soon, mm
‘less i make something worth the change
both ways, yeah
i’m sure i’ll be okay
stay sane  
be safe
make this my great escape 

look i know what you want
what you’re wanting for me 
but i can’t lead you on 
it’s more complex than you think
if i keep it moving 
one day you’ll see what i mean
look i know what you want
what you want me to be

what’s the point in talking about it
if all you’re gonna say is you’re not supporting me 
man you can think what you wanna think
since you sure drink when you wanna drink 
but that’s not my business right
and it’s not my place to talk 
cause i’m as much of a screw up as you are

as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)

look i know what you want
what you’re wanting for me 
but i can’t lead you on 
it’s more complex than you think
if i keep it moving 
one day you’ll see what i mean
look i know what you want
what you want me to be

what you want me to be
what you want me to be

[footnotes]
- made the instrumental in jan. 2021 with the intention of scoring the ballroom scene from "The Night Circus," by Erin Morgenstern.
-  i wasn't able to sing over it until i learned about varispeed in september, the recorded vocals during oct. 2021.

you want ≠ i am

i swear im not depressed guys im just stoned as fuck rn

mfw i suffer daily as a result of my tendency to drive people away

performance

everything is a sample

main sample: couture - pasture

Folktears

Fractal

icehead like, 

writing credits to Alexander Giannascoli my love.

you're cute :3

pipedream!

dreams into nightmares

メロディアスなLiquid Funk

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Juncture (Original Mix)

23 y/o black tumblr-diaspora (lmao) whatever-the-fuck producer person. 

i hang out around @dollhaven HQ and hide kingdom hearts stickers everywhere.

im on this site very frequently uploading rapidly. comments will generally be responded to pretty promptly lol

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