need to remind myself to get back to this. i love this track so much

damage acknowledgement

let down (i cant do anything right mix)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1wv50kXURMilHdijIjCVZS?si=0nS3xZoQTlOB_A-GM3kl9A


_LYRICS:

why... am i alone again? 
is there... nobody to hold me again? 
when the stars align... i want to be there... 
oh please...
when things go wrong....
you're always here... 
for me...

WILL THE STARS SURVIVE?
WHEN THE THINGS GO WRONG?

you... are in my arms again...
is this how it should feel like... to hold you again?
where the stars align... i want you to be there...
oh please...
things may go wrong...
but i'm always here...
for you...

thank you for...
everything...


_OTHER REMIXES (pay homage please) of this great OST:

https://soundcloud.com/emrayarchive/about-10-hours-of-making-breakcore
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa/about-10-hours-of-pondering-my-existence
https://soundcloud.com/styemmy/about-10-hours-of-doubting-myself
https://soundcloud.com/t_r_ash/about-10-hours-of-listening-to-breakcore
https://soundcloud.com/pww1e/about-10-hours-of-mental-deterioration

About 10 Hours of Crying to My Dreams Last Night

The person you're trying to reach is dead!

wanted to do a lil tribute to sega rally 2, the first game i ever played when i was like 4 or 5.
very heavily inspired by sam waitin and nuphory. thx!

Free Download!

4mydreamz (searching for my dreams rmx)

PAWS OFF FASCIST!!

Tadpoles

i don't know when i'm supposed to stop

DanceFloor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFSJxPlCRPY

from da backkkk

thank you to mihorin51 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtRzuCMxIyQ

art @paoz003 on X

love you as always

i'll save all my wishes for you

i just held a candle to my fingers
smell it on my clothes because flesh lingers
u know ill ditch a body in the laundry
hiding in my covers because it haunts me

i just wanna hide out for survival
I'm trying to forget where the knife goes
at least i see a cowboy in the morning
riding to my grave when its pouring
putting flowers out by my gravestone
pouring out a can of four loko
i wanna feel the wind from the fall blow
dig me up and spread my ashes on yr bronco 

a bunch of songs about dead bodies
cover image by Noah Wingren ( @noah-wingren )

ditch a body in the laundry (feat. Dylan Brady)

proud of u son

prod. taylor


bad kids tearin up the night
barely breathin' for our lives
(don't you look at me turn the damn lights off)
off on and awkward our words off-color
hella scary dreams but we keep it undercover

i will not give up
i'll tear this whole bitch up
i swear to you that we'll be

we'll be just fine 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
keep it in your heart and 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
tear this bitch apart 
i won't leave you behind
won't leave you behind
don't leave my life
even when they say that 
the kids aren't alright 
the kids are alright
hell ya we're alright

(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)
(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)

Lookin' out a dirty old window
down below our friends always seem to go
backwards right out the endzone
zoned out to bed off the benzos

shit's mental
how you feel nothin in your skin in this hellhole
(buried alive)
up to your neck in anthills till your head rolls
(i don't wanna die)
my brain lies its tenfold as sinful
(hope you don't mind)
i will drive this foreign through a wall it's a rental
(hope you don't mind)
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again

5-12-2007 Spring talent show Homestead High School

Blood Moon Underworld

up late

can't think
.
from dreams of stillbirth

i've been dead before

Fuwa Fuwa Spring Storm

Illusionary Night [Fuwa Fuwa Spring Storm]

convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
so take your places
i'm a running joke
you know your place
taking back all that you wrote
convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you

Fortunate One

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.

i've been dead before

astroblur

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