Паша Техник  - письмо

битое стекло(демо)

аудионаркотик

This is a 30 minute track of smooth brown noise for deep meditation support.

Smooth Brown Noise

Brown Noise

lucid dreams

never0home0

Alternative indie music is a broad genre that encompasses a range of styles, typically including elements of alternative rock and indie rock, often with a focus on independent production and a DIY aesthetic. It's characterized by a rejection of mainstream sounds and a preference for authenticity and creative freedom. 

What I Sad

селфха́рм — преднамеренное повреждение своего тела по внутренним (душевным) причинам чаще всего без суицидальных намерений. Самоповреждение встречается как симптом многих психических расстройств. Наиболее частая форма самоповреждения — порезы кожи и расцарапывание кожи при помощи острых предметов. Другие формы самоповреждения включают в себя пережатие и удары по частям тела, обжигание кожи, препятствование заживлению ран, вырывание волос, употребление токсических веществ. Люди, занимающиеся селфхармом, называются селфхармщиками.

Июнь сдох - Волосы (prod.luminaria)

Эскапизм, или бегство от реальности, - это склонность человека уклоняться от проблем, скуки или неприятных аспектов жизни, часто заменяя их более приятными занятиями или уходом в мир фантазий. Это может проявляться в различных формах, таких как чтение, просмотр фильмов, видеоигры или увлечение каким-либо хобби. 

Июнь сдох - Авиаторы (Prod. 2:56aftersunrising)

The word female comes from the Latin femella, the diminutive form of femina, meaning "woman", by way of the Old French femelle. It is not etymologically related to the word male, but in the late 14th century the English spelling was altered to parallel that of male. It has been used as both noun and adjective since the 14th century. Originally, from its first appearance in the 1300s, female exclusively referred to humans and always indicated that the speaker spoke of a woman or a girl. A century later, the meaning was expanded to include non-human female organisms.

Fire (prod. SH4MELESS)

ove is such an interesting and complex collection of emotions and impulses. It encapsulates many emotions, both positive and negative, and is unique to each person and each instance of love. I think you are not incorrect in your judgement of what love is, but I think both are correct at the same time, it's simply a framing distinction. 

Love for another is largely what you said before, selflessness, compassion unconditionally, a willingness to self sacrifice for another. But that doesn't happen in a vacuum. What you describe second is also very important, and I would describe that as self-love and self-respect. You must appreciate who you are and what your needs are, and have an expectation in others to see and respect that. It is an essential element in loving another as well, because external love, without self-love, is a recipe for co-dependence, which is exploitative and antithetical to actual love. The opposite, but so close and so parallel. 

One sided love is absolutely possible, and can be a destructive situation without the self-love a person needs. But "true" love, which is a powerful thing, is when the love and self-love between two people come together in a mutual way for the growth of two people. It's rare, it's difficult, and it takes constant work, and it also isn't constant. I think that people make the mistake of thinking "love is eternal." We like that idea, but love can be fleeting like any emotion. Not less true or real, but possibly less permanent. Love is an emotion, not a relationship status. That need for permanency twists love into resentment and awful lot

i love you (prod. neverforever)

Mental tiredness, or mental fatigue, is a subjective feeling of a lack of mental energy and an inability to focus due to prolonged cognitive effort or mental strain. It differs from physical tiredness, making mental tasks feel overwhelmingly difficult, leading to decreased attention, impaired decision-making, reduced motivation, and forgetfulness. 

lucid dreams

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