use us
abuse us
we're worthless
:)

-LYRICS-
[josh]
ay yuh 
ay yuh 
ay yuh 
ay yuh
ay yuh 

i can’t feel my face 
ay I’m in a different kind of state 
ay I gotta get out of this place 
ay I cant feel my face
ay use us 
we’re worthless
abuse us 
we’re worthless 
use us
abuse us 
use us 
abuse us 
we’re worthless
use us
abuse us
use us 
abuse us
we’re worthless
use us
abuse us 

[faceless]
stomp me in to fucking the mud
my son leave me wondering
whats left to come
or run to end of gun
that looks suspiciously
like a couple tabs of fun
got me trippin on edge of my mind 
oh fuck
kill myself inside my mind 
oh fuck 
we gawd im lost in time 
oh fuck

[josh]
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless
use us we’re worthless 
abuse us we’re worthless

knupdica w/ josh [prod. triplesixdelete]

https://open.spotify.com/track/6RiQxeTiKoaS31vUAVD1je?si=W2cpSgFxTBGG8G_2Is24bw

ugly
written by christopher cortes & nicholas grant
produced by matthew patrick taylor
engineered by zyrom

lyrics

nickg:

[verse]

melancholic dissociation
the moss on my bones decaying
my ribs are an open cage
and a home for a lonely rodent
i roam the unknown with satan
my boys they all know i’m changing
i’m growing still slowly fading
an ocean of hopeless faces
i wade through the water
your only saviour is gone bitch
i am a failure, a bother
i am enslaved and so toxic
but when the rain touches on me
i’m not ashamed of my wrongs
because the whole world is around me
i am the girl that you found inside of your masculine body
i am the blood that runs through you
i am the wind in the trees
and i am the feeling inside when you hear your mothers deceased
i am the man in the woman 
i am the woman in man
i am your strengths and your weaknesses and the car that you crashed
i am the acid you took
and i am the art on the tab
because everything is nothing and that's all that i am

cortez:

[verse]

walk around with these scars on my face
self inflicted with these thoughts
of self doubt melting my aching pace
i trip and tumble as my bone marrow rot
screams of help caught in my throat
spend days sitting in my own self loath
stare at a mirror, smashing glass until i burst
i spit the blood between my teeth
vomit til my flesh no longer hurt and i begin to crease
witness my carcass squirm in the dirt like a worm
and you find me half sunken in the creek

i held your fleeing consciousness inside of my arms
when they took you from me baby all i could think is harm
hide my feelings from people who show no fucking alarm
fuck this pain in my chest i've been spitting up pure black tar
i've been tearing at my skin, and i been ripping my hair
i stopped caring for shit, babe i know it's not even fair
i have trouble loving me so how could i aim that at your self


music video

https://youtu.be/z7MfGCKJQtE

ugly, with nickg (produced by mf zeph)

all tracks are unfinished/demo/concept tracks.
some will be completed and released at a later date on @checksnbalances.

:) thank you for listening and have a great day, ily <333

Checks - Nonsensical (prod. Nuko Beats)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/hushinsilence


Levy and a pully Sitting at the bottom like a fulcrum

Every time I feel a force, feelin really stoke son

New ideas always pull me back forth dam

No retrieve from the pull pushin

Thankful for the legs head resting on a cushion

We sharing minds communist Russian

Rushing to the finish I skip to ending

If I get fucked again there be no sentence

There will be no penitence 

hands will do no Rinsing

wore the hat said she was a griffin 

she can’t love hufflepuff, man

Always stuck in the same predicament

I’d be lying if I didn’t say I loved it

Led me down the wrong corridor now I’m stuck, shit

Do I choose blissful fin or ignorance

Hate myself going binge again

another stint nobody notices 

mind full of roses scent

Going ghost like my name is wrynn 

If you show me love, grant your every wish, djin 

If you show me skin then I’ll take you to my den

We can shake the walls doing a couple paints like cavemen

I could break your walls earthquake don’t blame me it’s not fault bitch

Only say the b word cause you love it

Degradation runs rampant in your problems

Won’t explore more cause I know you don’t like talking

Any conversation we could do with our bodies

I’m feeling numb, burn me some smileys

Give some Miley

Green can not talk right now I meant molly

Green be talking to me

think my brain be rotten

I don’t see stock colors 

Mixing like when tie dying

Don’t really know when to stop writing



im losing touch
i cant feel whats inside me 
yeah i feel like im dying 
and im tired of crying 
yeah i think im done trying
i feel like im falling 
this shit isnt for me 
im telling a story but whom i informing 
my heads always empty except when its storming 
thunder clouds formed and the rain started pouring 

yaaa
i cant handle the torment 
shit just blows over these days like a torrent 
ya
and these patterns keep formin 
trying to tell you the truth like informant 

i love when you pull up with ya vans on hair up kick back know its gettin hands on 
in a few minutes  
love to make her finish 
tired of the cappin what im tryna make diminish 
kinda confused cause think that i love her 
i dont feel emotion why she make my heart fluter 
you heard what said cause i know i didnt stutter 
im tryna get paid and move outta the gutter now

Who am I in time and space // Israel Green x CVM (prod. HUSHINSILENCE)

rio futaba

written, recorded, and mixed in 45 minutes
dont @ me

mf zeph:

hit a black and mild
since i done lost my heart
motherfuckers think im acting wild
i dont feel
but i keep you in my best interest
so you know it's real
always be there
whether im one, two, three
know my voice is ringing in your ears
cannot get rid of me
even if i wasnt focused on the hibbity jibbity
flip a pack like a tech deck
kick flippin for another
im in and out of pain
bumpin smuckers
peep me in that solange
almeda like it just came out
you could hate it
no reciprocation
but my name still inside your mouth
owls flying out my nest
bed at 2pm
waking up at 6 with pain inside my chest
i am not the rest
i cannot contest
i am not the best
yet i still find a way fuck shit up
in a bad way but also sumn real real good
gaze inside the mirror
watching my past fly by
doing drive bys in my dream
if you had a brain
you would see it was never bout the cream

group z (tyler the creator - group b remix)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/484eupAPJ0ZUFos0rXagm6?si=gIRESsasR5OMQVFiOP2vIA
Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/smoke-bomb/1525772836
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/smokebomb00/
SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/smoke-bomb-00
YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjG-NUS47nXG4ixZ792HYbQ?view_as=subscriber

[Chorus]
Find my peace
Lifeless breeze
Graze upon my face
Find my peace
Find my peace
Lifeless breeze
Graze upon my face
Find my peace, i said

[Verse]
There was love, we would run
Mama was alive and she'd yell at us for fun
Now shes gone, we have ourselves
It got muddy in my mind
I could've ended it myself
I said, woah-oah-oah-oah-oah
woah-oah-oah-oah-oah

[Chorus]
Find my peace
Lifeless breeze
Graze upon my face
Find my peace
Find my peace
Lifeless breeze
Graze upon my face
Find my peace, i said

confined to memories. [Prod. Mors] | Rest in Paradise

[FREE] AFOURTEEN x LIL DARKIE TYPE BEAT ''RED'' [PROD.MXNTY x ZEEROXX]

production by zyrom

mix/mastering by me


NICKG:

face is bleeding colour while I’m laying in the gutter
i be slaying under covers
cops and pussy what’s the difference
you a basic motherfucker
i’m decaying through the shutter
i be raining down on all my grunge encrusted runts and misfits
hunnid spliffs i’m blunted
sip the blood and love to sip it
hauling deep until my lungs are weak
don’t miss your company
i’m better on my own
i know i’m growing into something big
i stumbled through a junkies dream
for months or weeks that wasn’t me
i don’t believe in religion I just believe in myself
and I’m blowing trees in the distance when life ain’t treating me well
but i know the universe is mental i just fuse with instrumentals
i know doing what I’m destined to is key to my health
i won’t stand down in the face of adversity murder verbally
i serve and burn the track with the verses
i thrash unmercifully
nicholas and christopher villainous killing visitors
spitting the shit they wish they could spilling lyrics eternally

CORTEZ:

there ain’t no comparison
everything i write is damaging
endless working anti social
you steady posing for the cameras
i just can’t stand the life you averaging
like all your mentions after classes
i’m gon make sure my debt vanishing
none you motherfuckers managing
scrambling for some recognition
copy cat personality your ignition
after the hallways ended you don’t know what’s happening
keeping in touch, i show no attraction
just subtraction
take my family out this city
put em where the grass is pretty
i don’t care if fuckers never miss me
so tired of being in some groups out of pity
12 fucking years roaming feeling shitty
i never wanna feel like that mess you made
too many times i’ve hated everything
i’ve been slaving for that change
breaking, fighting pain
too many days where i’ve been hoping for some rain
i just need all my thoughts to get washed away
struggle everyday to avoid an early grave
i just need my fucking pay and a second of some grace
i just need a couple minutes with your face

God’s Grace (featuring NICKG) production by zyrom

song with https://soundcloud.com/1honi

we out here smoking
im out here coughin

yes thats me sampled coughing prod me :)

art by https://soundcloud.com/cancerbi

Cough

Cough ft. Honi

BLESS YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT LOVE Y’ALL ENJOY. 

Feat: @ryxen
Prod: @uglyjabronifony
Mix/Mastered: @mightyassassin
Art: @yungpebbless

Better Than Me (feat. RYXEN)[Prod. Fony Wallace]

hook

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group z (tyler the creator - group b remix)

MF Zeph

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