technocumbia

beat collage volume. 3
a continuation of a forgotten series
a collection of throwaway tracks from 2018-2020

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ugly
written by christopher cortes & nicholas grant
produced by matthew patrick taylor
engineered by zyrom

lyrics

nickg:

[verse]

melancholic dissociation
the moss on my bones decaying
my ribs are an open cage
and a home for a lonely rodent
i roam the unknown with satan
my boys they all know i’m changing
i’m growing still slowly fading
an ocean of hopeless faces
i wade through the water
your only saviour is gone bitch
i am a failure, a bother
i am enslaved and so toxic
but when the rain touches on me
i’m not ashamed of my wrongs
because the whole world is around me
i am the girl that you found inside of your masculine body
i am the blood that runs through you
i am the wind in the trees
and i am the feeling inside when you hear your mothers deceased
i am the man in the woman 
i am the woman in man
i am your strengths and your weaknesses and the car that you crashed
i am the acid you took
and i am the art on the tab
because everything is nothing and that's all that i am

cortez:

[verse]

walk around with these scars on my face
self inflicted with these thoughts
of self doubt melting my aching pace
i trip and tumble as my bone marrow rot
screams of help caught in my throat
spend days sitting in my own self loath
stare at a mirror, smashing glass until i burst
i spit the blood between my teeth
vomit til my flesh no longer hurt and i begin to crease
witness my carcass squirm in the dirt like a worm
and you find me half sunken in the creek

i held your fleeing consciousness inside of my arms
when they took you from me baby all i could think is harm
hide my feelings from people who show no fucking alarm
fuck this pain in my chest i've been spitting up pure black tar
i've been tearing at my skin, and i been ripping my hair
i stopped caring for shit, babe i know it's not even fair
i have trouble loving me so how could i aim that at your self


music video

https://youtu.be/z7MfGCKJQtE

ugly, with nickg (produced by mf zeph)

all tracks are unfinished/demo/concept tracks.
some will be completed and released at a later date on @checksnbalances.

:) thank you for listening and have a great day, ily <333

Checks - Nonsensical (prod. Nuko Beats)

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

rio futaba

written, recorded, and mixed in 45 minutes
dont @ me

mf zeph:

hit a black and mild
since i done lost my heart
motherfuckers think im acting wild
i dont feel
but i keep you in my best interest
so you know it's real
always be there
whether im one, two, three
know my voice is ringing in your ears
cannot get rid of me
even if i wasnt focused on the hibbity jibbity
flip a pack like a tech deck
kick flippin for another
im in and out of pain
bumpin smuckers
peep me in that solange
almeda like it just came out
you could hate it
no reciprocation
but my name still inside your mouth
owls flying out my nest
bed at 2pm
waking up at 6 with pain inside my chest
i am not the rest
i cannot contest
i am not the best
yet i still find a way fuck shit up
in a bad way but also sumn real real good
gaze inside the mirror
watching my past fly by
doing drive bys in my dream
if you had a brain
you would see it was never bout the cream

group z (tyler the creator - group b remix)

[FREE] AFOURTEEN x LIL DARKIE TYPE BEAT ''RED'' [PROD.MXNTY x ZEEROXX]

produced by me n @mfzeph

mixed/mastered by me

[verse]

sony camcorder in my fucking bag
tryna capture all this fucking shit i wish i had
scrapping up my money diggin through the endless trash
knuckle up with all the competition
futures up for grabs
cause i just can’t be programmed
i can’t slow dance
i need this shit to work and i need it fast
tickets to my funeral
i worked myself to death
another concept that got filled up with all my regrets
and there ain’t a fucking day where i don’t wallow with my stress
some days i still think that you’re here
it’s so hard to forget
i just need to realize
i’m my biggest threat
i’ll prolly end it with my own lead
sakuta scars on my fucking chest
breaking down my thoughts
til there’s nothing to digest
study a formula
who you trying to impress?
everything you stand for is radio
get that shit off the airwaves
screaming how sway
i banish all you scary hoes
spin your neck like a mary go
round up these impostors
dump em out the trash chute

[hook]

realize
you ain’t make shit til you make rent
realize
you ain’t make shit til it’s hated
realize
you ain’t make it til you paid it
realize

did you realize for why this sight belongs to you?

realize (produced by mf zeph)

song with https://soundcloud.com/1honi

we out here smoking
im out here coughin

yes thats me sampled coughing prod me :)

art by https://soundcloud.com/cancerbi

Cough

Cough ft. Honi

sour w/ papa sleep

BLESS YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT LOVE Y’ALL ENJOY. 

Feat: @ryxen
Prod: @uglyjabronifony
Mix/Mastered: @mightyassassin
Art: @yungpebbless

Better Than Me (feat. RYXEN)[Prod. Fony Wallace]

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group z (tyler the creator - group b remix)

MF Zeph