"behind the smiles, i was crying all the time"
...

yt upload: https://youtu.be/Jb9VG5TYhFA

credits
⯈original: たかやん / Takayan
⯈ust, tuning, and mixing: me
⯈illust: mano
⯈inst: ThatKidGoran
⯈vocals: yamine renri 1.5, gekiyaku -鎮痛剤-
⯈extra vocals: shirayuki -toxic-, my utau

ust dl: https://www.mediafire.com/file/v7ffs09sy420cgz/Fake_smiles_kill_oneself_UST_by_kyu.zip/file

【闇音レンリ・ゲキヤク】Fake smiles kill oneself【UTAUカバー】+UST

Shut up.【Takayan】/ 黙れ【たかやん】

Takayan - Just Hide

Depressed because of you - Takayan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GlRd3i6L4M

Depressed because of you／Takayan

Sorry, I'm a human like trash - Takayan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0XoEb3xujE

ゴミ人間でごめんなさい (Sorry, I'm a human like trash)／Takayan

Want to die with smile - Takayan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VR0EplFn4x4

死ぬ時は笑ってたいね (Want to die with smile)／Takayan

Takayan (たかやん) - 不登校でもいいじゃん _ It’s Fine to Skip School _ (rus sub)

Isn't Menhera a god? - Takayan

All credit goes to the one and only Takayan Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→

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Art credit : aidakegasukui

Takayan - 不幸な女の子の曲 In the brain stained with blood

【English Lyrics】
※ “Menhera” means people who are clingy or mentally ill in Japanese.
※ Usually refer to girls.

(*Sigh*)
(I wail again today...)
(Apply cosmetic surgeries to make myself happy...)
(Is it good to be alive?)

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

A bit of profane and poor personality, it fine.
Why are you so cute, OMFG!?
Looks like an entertainer, in fact just an ordinary girl.
Take cigarettes and Strong Zero, secretly.
Chain of happiness from the cracked phone.
Went to my idol’s live show today!  High five and stand up!!
Want to be a mass-produced-girl who looks good and match you. 
After I’ve grown up, one way trip to endless cosmetic surgeries!
Gain attention of interested person, through Retweet & Like.
Taking life seriously.  The ultimate cuteness, "MCM".
Already want to die but still want to live.
Want to know about the world after death...
Hey, hold on!  Wait!  No!  Please don’t!  Too early for you to die!
Aim to be cute while worrying.  You are wonderful!
Are you contributing? On the contrary, I want to contribute my love for you.
The emoji you use, so cute that I could die!
How you write “depression” online, “D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N-”.
Spelled it like a 3-year-old kid.
Take a Polaroid with the one you like.
Feel too good and caused difficulty in breathing.
Bunch of pink and cute stuffs.
Uses barrettes with My Melody and Kuromi.
Menhera’s sense of fashion, perfect.
I meant to say, Menhera itself is a fashion trend.
Red-light district, the Holy Land of Menhera.
La-la-la.  Let’s go there with my Gucci hat.
Let’s starts the fun party again tonight.
Let's be friends, and cut our wrist together!!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Wounds and tears, our daily routine.
Was energetic when I was a kid, but she died.
Desperately wants to see myself shining.
As I’m still laughing, “Let it go..” towards everything.
Clock’s ticking since I woke up.
Have no idea if I’m on the right track.
Their opinions are all dumb and stupid.
Okay, no complain as long as I’m still alive.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
Push our body to the limit.
Our youth have limit and will end soon.
At least in my opinion, you shines like a diamond.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
The tragic heroine who listen to sick songs.
Anyways, you’re still cute.  A piece of art.
Face the world of unreasonable and contradiction, head-to-head!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Takayan's Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

The music video: https://youtu.be/lw1_fZGGVAw

Sinking is better! by Takayan

「gender barrier has no right to deny us.」

song: たかやん / Takayan
ust, tuning, and mixing: me
illust : mano

ust dl: http://www.mediafire.com/file/i1m4ybbw51rc9qd/Sh%2At_named_%2527Gender%2527_ust_by_kyu.zip/file

YT: https://youtu.be/5CDFfrW5Sl4

【Denatsu Sora】Shit named 'Gender'【UTAUカバー】+UST

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