Self love

On point

God damn the drugs they aren’t working 
It’s hard to love the killer in me lurking 
Why does it seem like I’ve been here before 
Trying  to kick it but please give me some more 
I forgot who I am but I don’t think I knew 
Forgotten my gem now inside I’m blue 
Throw me away and take it all back 
Trapped in a day addicted to black 
Where have you gone I’m still right here 
Time drags on but I will endear 

Deserted in hell 
Too much pride so I fell 
Alone in my thoughts 
With the wrong that I’ve wrought 
 But It’s never too late 
To turn your life straight 
Think I’m crazy I’m mad 
I’m the one that Is bad  2x

Why is life so fucking complicated 
Why is it better when I’m always  faded 
Why are we even  here in the first place 
Searching for existence with out even a trace 
Numb from the feelings that I've never felt 
I sit at home in hell where I’ve anxiously dwelt 
Go and hide the tracks all on your arm 
It Sets me off inside  like the smoke alarm 
Where do I go on this road that I’m on 
Lost you long ago but  I’m missing my mom 

Is it me is it you 
What I was put through 
Made me  just like you
The last of a few 
And I’m staying strong 
It was you all along 
The people you keep 
Make you the black sheep 
And the system will break 
To fix the mistake 
We are so forsaken 
we won’t awaken 
Escape from the dark 
With the love in my heart 
Not only survive 
But I will thrive

Still Here

Chained

Eyes Closed

Violence

I spent a lot of time learning new tricks to use on this I hope you enjoy it.

6/29/03

You Deny It!

PUTTING ON THE RITZ. MT JUNE 24 2023 T1 CV - 6:24:23, 4.17 PM

TOP HAT JUNE 24, 2023 ELLA CV T2 - 6:24:23, 4.57 PM

Good Bye

when we met 
my heart
was falling apart 
but I let  
it jumpstart 
with a work of art 

every time I'm near you 
this love I feel  too 
the sound I hear new 
in order to heal through 
A love that I finally found 
every time your around 
pull me off of the ground 
on your scent like a hound
I'm no longer down 
I'm all the way up
will you empty your cup 
so that when we go fuck 
we don't ever feel stuck 
make it out of the muck 
 we got much more than  luck 2x

how do you do 
what were put thru
only makes me love you
more and more its true 
this feels so new 
without you I feel blue 
wouldn’t ever change the view 

please remove the mildew 
sometimes i could kill you 
held together like glue
please don't ever leave
it gets hard to breathe 
I don't ever want to grieve 
stole my heart like a thieve 
think I'm trying to deceive 
your love but please believe

 

wanna run away with you 
till im old and I’m gray 
everytime I kiss you 
you brighten my day
when I’m not here i miss you 
wish you could just stay 
a game when we will play 
till the love wont decay 
so i brought a bouquet
hop in my Chevrolet
spin a yarn like crochet
the feelings get hard to convey 
but we will have our way 
love you more than I can ever  say

Weak

I went to college for classical guitar, I have taught rock and jazz guitar. At this time I have concentrated on my voice I love the classic American song book if SINATRA TONY BENNET FRED ASTARE ELLA FITZGERALD ETC

PUTTING ON THE RITZ. MT JUNE 24 2023 T1 CV - 6:24:23, 4.17 PM

Michael Biamonte

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