Trauma

Turned away but my heart you have stole
its broken but whole 
with you by my side 
there's a love I cant hide 
even though I have tried 
blue eyes pull me right back in 
deep water where I like to swim 
Told you that they're not a friend 
even though they  pretend 
You'll be mine in the end 
and the time that we spend 
makes us grow a little bit  closer 
I know its hard to try to stay sober 
but just know I'm always here for you 
my  love will  always be true 
no matter what were put through 
girl know I  love you 
 
hook 
your so above me 
you Hate to love me 
your so above me 
you hate to love me
Your so above me 
you hate to love me   
your so above me 
You hate to love me 
but I still love you 2x 

you know I'm sick in my brain 
try to deal with my pain
as I wallow in Shame 
I'm hollow in frame
as shallow you came 
can't remember my name 
but respect my game
were never the same 
girl were so unchained 
our love so sustained
so melt in my vain 
everything that's been  gained 
they're power has waned 
So the grip has been strained 
righteous over profaned 
so we wont be contained
left here so untamed 
and they will be maimed 
when were taking aim 
cuz were taking aim 
were taking aim x3

they will all love me 
there's none above me 
they will all love me 
there's none above me 
they will all love me 
there's none above me 
they will all love me 
there's none above me 
they will all love me 
and I will still love you 2x

Love Me

Pullin Up

yeahhh 
talk shit bitch cuz we both know your basic 
Things you couldn't see even if you had Lasik 
Too far gone cuz we both know your way sick 
mad cuz I  unplugged but your still stuck in the matrix   
like the dumb chicks that you pick that play tricks 
master mason still cant lay bricks 
where's she gone tipping on those day trips 
lie to my face cuz you know that ill say shit
remember everyday that like to get wasted 
making me wonder how we were ever related 
mad at myself for the monster I created 
 pompous arrogant ass hole I inflated 
 perfect picture you thought you had painted 
act like you care for me but inside know I'm hated 
mad at all the time with you i have waited 
still speaking a language that cant be translated 
yeah the drugs got you feeling so elated 
till every one you know has vacated 
feelings you misconstrued and conflated 
 still staying strong and I'm still getting faded 


Try and Try to fuck with a Leo 
know what I know so I don't need Cleo 
I'm above your below 
always around but still incognito 

thought you were low but you were lower 
knew you were slow but you were slower
know that she's mine in time I will show her
fine like wine thought we'd only grow closer
do everything in my power to hold her 
no matter what I do it was already over 
its so damn  hard when your living so bipolar
cant resist the drink and you cant stay sober 
bitch I will never give you the closure 
tried to play the game but you suck at poker
pushing my buttons like a god damn controller
she don't what's she's missing well its time that I  show her
Only thing youve accomplished is making me colder 
cant fuck with the sun bitch im so solar
king of the zodiac only made me bolder 
learn from my mistakes now that im growing older 
Act like a kid so i put you in the stroller 
fires been going out now it  starting to  smolder
walk around acting like there's something I owed her 
never gave a fuck somebody should of told her.

Tenderly Elaa June 03 2023 Cv T2 - 6:3:23, 4.13 PM

TOP HAT JUNE 24, 2023 ELLA CV T2 - 6:24:23, 4.57 PM

Good Bye

its gods plan

Hypnosis

Cigarettes and Satin

I went to college for classical guitar, I have taught rock and jazz guitar. At this time I have concentrated on my voice I love the classic American song book if SINATRA TONY BENNET FRED ASTARE ELLA FITZGERALD ETC

Tenderly Elaa June 03 2023 Cv T2 - 6:3:23, 4.13 PM

Michael Biamonte

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