Trauma

God damn the drugs they aren’t working 
It’s hard to love the killer in me lurking 
Why does it seem like I’ve been here before 
Trying  to kick it but please give me some more 
I forgot who I am but I don’t think I knew 
Forgotten my gem now inside I’m blue 
Throw me away and take it all back 
Trapped in a day addicted to black 
Where have you gone I’m still right here 
Time drags on but I will endear 

Deserted in hell 
Too much pride so I fell 
Alone in my thoughts 
With the wrong that I’ve wrought 
 But It’s never too late 
To turn your life straight 
Think I’m crazy I’m mad 
I’m the one that Is bad  2x

Why is life so fucking complicated 
Why is it better when I’m always  faded 
Why are we even  here in the first place 
Searching for existence with out even a trace 
Numb from the feelings that I've never felt 
I sit at home in hell where I’ve anxiously dwelt 
Go and hide the tracks all on your arm 
It Sets me off inside  like the smoke alarm 
Where do I go on this road that I’m on 
Lost you long ago but  I’m missing my mom 

Is it me is it you 
What I was put through 
Made me  just like you
The last of a few 
And I’m staying strong 
It was you all along 
The people you keep 
Make you the black sheep 
And the system will break 
To fix the mistake 
We are so forsaken 
we won’t awaken 
Escape from the dark 
With the love in my heart 
Not only survive 
But I will thrive

Still Here

Alone in my Head

Pullin Up

yeahhh 
talk shit bitch cuz we both know your basic 
Things you couldn't see even if you had Lasik 
Too far gone cuz we both know your way sick 
mad cuz I  unplugged but your still stuck in the matrix   
like the dumb chicks that you pick that play tricks 
master mason still cant lay bricks 
where's she gone tipping on those day trips 
lie to my face cuz you know that ill say shit
remember everyday that like to get wasted 
making me wonder how we were ever related 
mad at myself for the monster I created 
 pompous arrogant ass hole I inflated 
 perfect picture you thought you had painted 
act like you care for me but inside know I'm hated 
mad at all the time with you i have waited 
still speaking a language that cant be translated 
yeah the drugs got you feeling so elated 
till every one you know has vacated 
feelings you misconstrued and conflated 
 still staying strong and I'm still getting faded 


Try and Try to fuck with a Leo 
know what I know so I don't need Cleo 
I'm above your below 
always around but still incognito 

thought you were low but you were lower 
knew you were slow but you were slower
know that she's mine in time I will show her
fine like wine thought we'd only grow closer
do everything in my power to hold her 
no matter what I do it was already over 
its so damn  hard when your living so bipolar
cant resist the drink and you cant stay sober 
bitch I will never give you the closure 
tried to play the game but you suck at poker
pushing my buttons like a god damn controller
she don't what's she's missing well its time that I  show her
Only thing youve accomplished is making me colder 
cant fuck with the sun bitch im so solar
king of the zodiac only made me bolder 
learn from my mistakes now that im growing older 
Act like a kid so i put you in the stroller 
fires been going out now it  starting to  smolder
walk around acting like there's something I owed her 
never gave a fuck somebody should of told her.

Its A Little To Late

agent benzo

Get down like an 808

I spent a lot of time learning new tricks to use on this I hope you enjoy it.

6/29/03

You Deny It!

Tenderly Elaa June 03 2023 Cv T2 - 6:3:23, 4.13 PM

Hypnosis

I went to college for classical guitar, I have taught rock and jazz guitar. At this time I have concentrated on my voice I love the classic American song book if SINATRA TONY BENNET FRED ASTARE ELLA FITZGERALD ETC

Tenderly Elaa June 03 2023 Cv T2 - 6:3:23, 4.13 PM

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