Lies I’ve told myself since you left

Codependent

vivid daydreams

Anything Else

Are You Sane?

adolescent dreams

the deer

I woke up and you said to come over 
 Just gimme a sec 
I just can’t do it sober 
so I smoked a blunt and drove 
Straight to your apartment 
With yesterdays whisky 
And yesterdays garments

When I got there you still had prescription
Painkillers from the last time that you had surgery 
That might’ve been the only thing keepin myself from fucking mudering me

And then you asked how my trip was

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

I was always the problem child 
But I didn’t ask for these mental trials 
And it’s been a constant for more than a while 
I know I need help 
But you’re in denial 
And yeah I’ve been crazy 
Since fuckin birth 
It just doesn’t feel like my souls belongs on earth 
I can’t stand whenever I’m convinced that I’m cursed 
The first version of me was created with displaced hurt

and that’s why 

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

running from the conversation

pile of clothes

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