i heard this live and i’ve wanted it dropped ever since

IVE HEARD THIS ON HIS INSTA I FINNALLY FOUND THE WHOLE SONG OMG

IFH2SOTA"// i forget how to spit out the answer."

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★ MUSIC VIDEO - OCT 31st 2021 ★

lyrics..

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

the less you know
I can't go

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

(Verse 1)

tell me every time 
I forget it then I learn it 
I know..
I know

skipping every line
because it wonders through my mind
Im psycho..
I know

don't know if I'm fine
I don't wanna fucking cry 
when I go..
I don't

you said never mind 
I was thinking about the time 
so I wont..
fuck if I know

(bridge)

I want to take my time..
and educate my mind..

(chorus)

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

the less you know
I can't go

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

(verse 2)

find a way to hide the pain
you and I don't feel the same
kids were made to wash the rain
keep on trying
keep on fighting..

i forget how to spit out the answer."

I’m praying for this shit to end
I’m writing songs for a girl 
That’s in bed with my best friend 
And I know 
That I lose control 
But I’m fucking over this 
Cuz every breathe that I take 
It tastes like medicine 
Since you left 
If I rip my heart out my chest 
Will u see that I did my best ?

this song is a cry for help

Codependent

seventeen

Lyrics-
Do you feel alive?
You look so divine
The pleasure is mine
So I’ll see you tonight

Ms. Misery, when you gonna finish me off?
So bittersweet, yeah it’s sure to leave a taste on your tongue
I won’t fold under pressure
I know you’re taking your time for me
And it’s been a pleasure 

Do you feel alive? (Why do I feel worthless?)
You look so divine (I don’t want to feel like this)
The pleasure is mine (cutting deep through my skin)
So I’ll see you tonight

The Pleasure Is Mine

your hair still covers my bed

I woke up and you said to come over 
 Just gimme a sec 
I just can’t do it sober 
so I smoked a blunt and drove 
Straight to your apartment 
With yesterdays whisky 
And yesterdays garments

When I got there you still had prescription
Painkillers from the last time that you had surgery 
That might’ve been the only thing keepin myself from fucking mudering me

And then you asked how my trip was

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

I was always the problem child 
But I didn’t ask for these mental trials 
And it’s been a constant for more than a while 
I know I need help 
But you’re in denial 
And yeah I’ve been crazy 
Since fuckin birth 
It just doesn’t feel like my souls belongs on earth 
I can’t stand whenever I’m convinced that I’m cursed 
The first version of me was created with displaced hurt

and that’s why 

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

running from the conversation

puzzle piece

the last meal i ever had with my dad was fried chicken - inspired this song. please visit my bandcamp for downloads, cds & tshirts

running from the conversation

doan

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