Lies I’ve told myself since you left

Lyrics-
Do you feel alive?
You look so divine
The pleasure is mine
So I’ll see you tonight

Ms. Misery, when you gonna finish me off?
So bittersweet, yeah it’s sure to leave a taste on your tongue
I won’t fold under pressure
I know you’re taking your time for me
And it’s been a pleasure 

Do you feel alive? (Why do I feel worthless?)
You look so divine (I don’t want to feel like this)
The pleasure is mine (cutting deep through my skin)
So I’ll see you tonight

The Pleasure Is Mine

Anything Else

stop

words 

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

Baby I don’t wanna get high in a bad state 
Steady fucking buggin my phone because I’m out late
“Self project on me it’s fine” I said it that way
Then they ran off and they cried, “I’m in bad state”

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking about if you’re in a mood

Why you always on my dick, I know you like that
Breathing up and down my neck, you think I like that?
Why you always holding shit over my head 
Let me fucking live my life, not trying to fight ya

You really know how to kill my vibe 
(You really know how to kill my vibe)
Drinking dark liquor just to clear my mind
You really know how to kill my high 
I’m just trying to get you out of my life 
(I’m just trying to get you..)

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

i get high better alone (feat. aWannabe)

I woke up and you said to come over 
 Just gimme a sec 
I just can’t do it sober 
so I smoked a blunt and drove 
Straight to your apartment 
With yesterdays whisky 
And yesterdays garments

When I got there you still had prescription
Painkillers from the last time that you had surgery 
That might’ve been the only thing keepin myself from fucking mudering me

And then you asked how my trip was

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

I was always the problem child 
But I didn’t ask for these mental trials 
And it’s been a constant for more than a while 
I know I need help 
But you’re in denial 
And yeah I’ve been crazy 
Since fuckin birth 
It just doesn’t feel like my souls belongs on earth 
I can’t stand whenever I’m convinced that I’m cursed 
The first version of me was created with displaced hurt

and that’s why 

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

running from the conversation

doan