a list of songs that resonated with my soul at various points, a soundtrack.

california kidd (a compendium)

Rip-raps & flip-hops

Lofi

Goodbye Darlin Pt. 2 (Pressure)

@aimless-beats

hey, everyone is someone at least a little bit different online
don't be scared to be honest, okay?
love you
<3

LYRICS:
we all got internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside us we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
that's display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
he had a hand than swam like fish in the seas
and a penstroke that'd bring any critic to his knees
it was beautiful, flowing like the blood inside my artieries
he painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
until at best it was a godsend, and worst, it was a part of me
'til suddenly... things began to seem different
moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
but surface-wise his screen names were never inefficient
as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
so a couple thousand people saw a perfectly inoccuous complexion
while i was tryna talk him through depression
the lesson to be learned is that your heros aren't invincible
just normal folks who often need expression, so pause and leave a message...

if you want; they'd probably appreciate it...

...internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside that we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
in a way that could coerce a train to fly
a perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
until their person was emburdened by the verses they designed
and they began to lose their touch...
the little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
and ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life
instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
and suddenly... they were writing less and less
in spite of their success they saw no light and second guessed
the creativity they harbored in their heart
there's only so much fucking artwork you can make 'til you forget the way to start
so a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
of music while they fought idiosyncracy
that slept as mental illness... and woke as some peculiar train of thought
that masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering deliquency

i hope that all these words have made you think of me

internet personas, internet personas
we all got internet personas, internet personas (x7)

internet personas (prod. aimlessbeats)

internet personas (prod. aimless)

1st attempt at vocals 
vocals by me
prod by Ontrio & me

Big thanks to @emmanueltrill for inspiring and helping me with this track

Prod and Art by @ontrio
www.instagram.com/nickdap8/

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/dd7683'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

Free Download

She (prod. Ontrio & Avix)

shiloh dynasty infused beat tape!
chilled lofi mix for cozy evenings 😌

nourish. spotify playlist
selected » http://spoti.fi/2eKbsLL
lofi & chill » https://spoti.fi/2fIfmba
sad songs » https://spoti.fi/2UzU1EC
uploads » https://spoti.fi/2Dm8T2A
releases » https://spoti.fi/36JZoWO

on youtube
https://goo.gl/tSA1hq

all beats by timmies feat. shiloh

0:00 - 1:49 soft skin
1:49 - 3:46 idontwannaknowher
3:46 - 5:50 tell me why i’m waiting
5:50 - 7:55 you are loving
7:55 - 10:01 loosing interest

buy passion & confusion
https://goo.gl/wsymNj

timmies
https://soundcloud.com/timmiesmusic

shiloh
https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty
https://instagram.com/shilohdynasty

ilustration by okaycozy
https://instagram.com/okaycozy

nourish.
https://soundcloud.com/nourish
https://nourish.live
http://nourish.live/discord
https://youtube.com/c/nourish
https://facebook.com/nourishmusic
https://instagram.com/nourishmusic
https://twitter.com/nourishmusic

watch on youtube

i will be waiting ~ lofi hiphop mix feat. shiloh

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1GXEKgiYpA3pPCPGg2q3y0

k-indie x lofi hiphop 

the magicians: 
@love-sadkid
@chriswrightotj
@ciikki

art: twitter.com/lordohsew

lyrics:

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)


This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지
(You were hot and gasping for air
you didn’t stop and it was awkward)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

rhodes played live by the homie Steven

sample: CIKI - Baby Crush

support here <3

strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

Original by https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams here > https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams/through-and-through

Thank you so much to khai for letting me hop on what was already a masterpiece. lowkey i just wanted the original to be longer so i could hear the hook again without having to replay the song lmao

OFF THE JUMP ALBUM 12.31.17

#52singlesandatape


Produced by Wizard Island (@wzrd-island)

Bass provided by Semi/Cool (@samperlman)

Guitar provided by Zach Hoffman

Lyrics:

I only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
Up too late lying on the floor
Thinking I've been here for so long 
Just a little too long
Think i need to get out of the door
But I've never been a brave one
Always was a tame one
Always double checked all that I knew
But that safety is a danger
Yeah there's only one way out it's through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

And I don't know
What I've been waiting for
It feels like I'm always losing my way
I'm doubting every step I take
I know that everything finds its place
Although i wish i knew where to
I guess I'll have to see it through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

Only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
How I'm gonna live right on my own
Do i really know if it's right
How im tryna live life
Will i end up in a house or home
Will i get over my stage fright 
Fall into the bass line
Make it to home base I'm scared to run
Gotta get a grip and take flight
Don't care what they say like
Telling me i couldn't do it not at all
But i think i could do it
I fell in love with the music
I felt the pushing and pullin all start to stop with the movement
I felt the air get lighter
I heard the snares get brighter
I'm feelin the rush
That similar sentiment of
Simpler times that i might've called love
Finding the mic was a must
Gave me the chance
To fight up outta my dust
Find myself when i was lost
Pickin me up
Energy fillin me up
You gotta find what you love
And when you does
Do that shit way til you dead
And just keep on moving

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

khai dreams - Through and Through (Atwood Remix)

Anitsu - i couldnt love ft. Shiloh Dynasty

Here is my 80s version of Better Now by Post Malone, enjoy!

Post Malone - Better Now (80s version by Blanks!)

Elijah Who - "don't forget to feed your neopets"

Being in love with you seems like a really bad idea.

https://youtu.be/RQtzl2yDO6o - instrumental
https://youtu.be/AaF7rXatU9E - original

the girl next door - on top (instrumental)

DFD - Old Boy Jon (Prod by Duke Westlake)

Dumbfoundead - Old Boy Jon

Dumbfoundead - Old Boy Jon - 02 Clear

Dumbfoundead - Old Boy Jon - 14 After Two

Argentinian-born product of South Korean nationals naturalized in the United States. Dumbfoundead has evolved from a stoned high school dropout to freestyle king and now a charismatic storyteller that performs all across the world.

Elijah Who - "don't forget to feed your neopets"

Michael J. Najera