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Wishing - Close To Me

a poem i turned into a lil song :3
*•̩̩͙⊱••••✩••••̩̩͙⊰•**
you're the sunshine in my morning.
the reason i'm falling asleep.
and if i wasn't hurting, you'd be the only person i see.
i hear other things people don't hear.
because they have sound.
and i have eyes.

i wish people would look at me the way they look at you,
i wish people would talk to me the way they talk to you

but i only have eyes, and ears
i'm a vessel not wanting to be hear.
i have lungs and veins.
there's only a few people in this world that make me feel sane.
i only have skin and teeth.
words slip through cracks like lying in sheets.

i got wounds that haven't healed. 
i'm so fucked up i have nowhere to go.
i've got scars in my brain

i wish people would look at me the way they look at you,
i wish people would talk to me the way they talk to you

all i've got are my body parts to hold me together.
inside it's hard to see things clear,
when you never get better.

i've only got...
eyes
lungs and veins
teeth.

eyes, lungs and veins. teeth 
(lips, mouth, tongue, veins, blood, brains, love hurts, want more)

skin and bone may break my bones, but it'll never hurt me no more..

my body is a vessel

Teen Suicide - Untitled - Oct7 (live At Abby's - With Everybody)

fantasy

LOL THIS KINDA SCARY TO POST BUT OK

LYRICS:

Never was I the type to be so complicated
A bruised kid with feelings that are so frustrating
Never was I the type to not feel appreciated
I don’t know when it started, but I hate it

Why do I feel so separated
From the rest of the kids
From the rest of it all
Was I meant to be here or am I nothing at all

Never was I the type to be so complicated
I don’t know when it started, but I hate it
Never was I the type to not feel appreciated
A bruised kid with feelings that are so frustrating

Why do I feel so seperated
From the rest of the kids
From the rest of it all
Was I meant to be here or am I nothing at all

Why do I feel so seperated
From the rest of the kids
From the rest of it all
Was I meant to be here or am I nothing at all

October 18th, 2020

A Bruised Kid

little things

Michael McPherson's Album

let go

fudge it

self sabotage

hold me from where

the heart been glowing for you instead

not aware of this at all

but it tooks me down somewhere

down to the ground 

not her bridge

but somehow I walk my way through 

I am coming through it any impossibility 

I don’t care if you are begin loud

your not as louder as in my head

everything start to feel normal for me

daily routine won’t get me any better relief

I will just act like I don’t exist

for my own responsibilities

until I feel good about myself

not her bridge

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SOLO LOFI INDIE PROJECT BY MICHAEL MCPHERSON

let go

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