FOUND HER (FIND HER PT.2) (Feat. LilBread19)

lyrics -

i just crumbled up letters that you left here
now i remember why you left here
and i don’t even blame you
no i couldn’t even blame you
and i act like everything’s great
you can notice every lie it’s all on my face
and im wasting time trying to talk to you
cause we both know this won’t ever do
i like to act like i don’t care
every memory like you weren’t there
it kinda hurts me less
maybe this is my own way to repent
and i act like everything’s fine
but we both know my lies
all disguised
don’t act brand new
i know it’s you
you love to lie and act like i’m in the wrong
but we don’t get along
not anymore, anymore
i know i said i blocked you but i cant
do you think we can remain friends?

tell me what you're expecting from me
tell me is there something you see between us?
we both know that we can be friends
this is where our story's supposed to end
and I'm sorry for all those lies
just know that i meant everything inside
every letter that wrote to you
it had truth, it had meaning
thats one thing that will never die
i really felt it all for you
would've sacrificed everything 4 u
but we've gotta let it go now
we've just gotta let it go now

this wont ever work w/ catrica

success is so facetious
I could never see that
(from) where you are

how you fall off
I won’t let you slide

(and) if all the ink is bleeding
oh I hope you fucking mean it
I’ve been telling you to feel it
won’t you
tell me did I do it for ya?

hold my words to heart I swear
I take it from the morning air
its broken from the moment
that I held it 
and its every time

I
took on your breath
and I made that my life 

I
watch all my feelings collide 
hol- low myself out every time
see write through but don’t see my eyes

tear my prints on guitar strings
I gotta grow up

(heart ache x2)

all its meant to be

fake - JED!

a new face of music//a new era is coming//soon

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here i am standin in the dark and i’m askin

is this where my life ends?

have i amounted to the purpose of the person i’ve been livin to be?

(i feel like im losing myself)

‘cause it all weighs down like an anvil on me

the rain thats pouring keeps on falling down

(will i ever get out?)

more than blessed to have a family
that loves me 

but they wont ever know

just how low i get when the clouds fade gray

how out of control i get when im not okay

how back in the zone i get when it blows up in my face

(right in my face)

still i feel no hate for the world that hurts me

singin bout the life im livin’ even if it irks me

all i do is work, you’d think inside i feel deserving

(as bad as it sound)

baby let me tell ya

i can feel the tears fall down
when ur heart beats true

though i’m stuck inside this labyrinth
at least i’m here with you

im always rooting for ya

in your corner

helping you find truth & baby 

i adore ya

my señora

hope you find whats true for you

in the big cold world

where truth runs thin

you choose to be my girl

even when i’m lost, lookin’ for myself,
girl you make it better

i’ma talk to ya

even if its straight from heaven

i’ll make sure you get the message

‘cause once i go, i dont believe that we’ll get easy check-ins

but i’d apologize for all the times i acted wreckless

i should have never said or mentioned what i did, when i handed you the tinker bell necklace

(i still regret it)


~ soloinforever ~


tell my why

tell me why I wanna stay inside 

I hate the outside

cuz I grew up on my own

yea, but now I’m used to be alone
 
I’ve had enough, so I had to go and find some help

but nothing seems to help

I tried to love myself

but nothing seems to help

yea, I’m writing a letter for myself to get better

but nothing seems to help

but nothing seems to help

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i’m afraid i’m lost on the road

and i’m walkin all alone

i miss the way i made you smile when i tease you like the bros

we moved on, we’re doing better than we ever did before

don’t forget i always wanted you most

baby i’m afraid i’m all alone

aint nobody answer the phone

don’t bother callin back

i hope you leave it all at the tone

and if i’m still here

i’ll be livin’ life on my own

maybe you should let me go

far away from home i miss you more than you could ever know

i don’t plan on comin’ back, it’s all too much, thought i should let you know

if i leave im gone for good

colder than a coat of snow

i’ve been prayin for a place that i can call my home

still searching for a feeling that i long for

still bleeding for the people i believe in

cutting ties with my regret

maybe this how it’s supposed to end.

life's end (ft. soloinforever)

hurts like losing a friend

Addicted 2 U

(baby)

couldn't take it seriously
when i was on my knees
just begging you, to plead
girl please
just look past my flaws
i promise they'll be gone
promise they'll be gone

but if not
i'll be all alone
new cover on my phone
to cover that i'm prone
i wish that we'd have flown
to tokyo or seoul
spent time on our own
can't get what we're
owed

baby it was never real from the start
baby it was always falling apart
but baby, i would rather die than give up
baby, it can't always work out
baby girl

baby girl
baby girl

to be honest yeah i thought we discussed it
already turned around on this unwanted solstice (wake up)

baby it was never real from the start
baby it was always falling apart
but baby, i would rather die than give up
baby, it can't always work out
baby girl

baby, baby, baby girl

Ion need it

TE PROVOCO

I make music for myself. It's my therapy. My drug of choice. If you like it, then that's pretty cool. 

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