Can't Take Me Higher

Prod. by @syanide-mckee
Mixed and Mastered by @Suspecktt
Lyric Video Filmed & Edited by @Suspecktt

** LYRICS **

I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna fade into the unknown, into the unknown
I tried to drown you out with all this blow
But all my highs just crashed so low
And I don't wanna die alone

Doin' white lines on a mirror frame
I'm just trying to numb the same old pain
Yeah, you were my favorite place, but now you're gone
And I don't wanna be without you, lil baby, but you're gone
You may be gone, but I can still hear your voice in my head
And I can't get you out, baby, I just want you dead
But I'll kill myself too; I'll fill my head with some lead
Cause I deserve it after all the things I did

And I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna fade into the unknown
Cause I don't wanna die alone

Cause I've been snortin' Percocet
To keep you out my mind
You say I'm the same guy, baby
But you know, you know that's a lie
I'm doing all these drugs just to get you off my mind
Darling, I can't handle losing you so I get high
Get high

You're so pretty, it cuts through my heart like a knife
And when I see you, it gives me happy pains inside
And when I see you, all I think is you're no longer mine
And when I see you, all I wanna do is fucking die

Die, die, die
And I don't wanna die alone
And I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna die alone
Yeah, I don't wanna, die alone

i don't wanna die alone

ALL PLATFORMS

i dont wanna die alone

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// geist 
a breath so deep
you feel it scrape your lungs
can't get the thought out
burns your tongue
and when it leaves
you feel regret
but you wouldn't go
no, not quite yet..

oh damn
i'm flooded with memories
the pain comes and you're not the remedy
what's worse you know that it's ending me
but you never cared

// chorus
run, oh baby, run
i swear to god
he has a gun
won't make it out
before you go numb
you've gotta run
oh baby, run

run, oh baby, run
don't look back now
know what you've done
i promise
it's not worth the love
you've gotta run
push through the crowd

// jael 
she´s on the run now
and he is chasing her with the gun down
and he says its all for love (but that isnt true)
as he takes her heart (and breaks it in two </3)

you say it hurts
but baby he will make it work
if you just say that "you refuse to give up"
but baby you are still on the run

// hannerz
I can't handle 
the blame u put on me
is it fair to say 
we share it equally 
I'm choking on my words
now I cant breathe
you said I'm better off dead
you made it hard to leave

O o oh please 
The memory is haunting me 
I I I see it everynight 
Behind my eyes before I go to sleep 
If I could just go back 
Id practice what I preach
I shouldve left before our story started spiraling

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