If I Was to Apologize prod. VELVET

Every night I wonder
Every night I hurt
Every night I cry
Every night I die a little inside
And I wonder why
I wonder why I
Why I cry myself to sleep at night
I wonder

Everytime I hear you
I hear you walking down the hall
Everytime I see you
I begin to crawl
And I wonder why
I wonder why
Why I'm still alive
And you've gone on by
Ooh I don't deserve this life
No I don't deserve this life
And I wonder why

I wonder why
I wonder why
Why I wonder why
I wonder why

Break

Why did you have to leave
And why did I have to stay
I just can't believe
You have gone away
And I wonder, I wonder, I wonder where you are
Yes I wonder
I wonder where you are...

I Wonder Why

instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]

black-light-ceremony 2 ( Deep Harmony )

billy lemos - high/free

The Walters - New Girl (Slowed)

Cupid's Quiver Slowed + Reverb

Vansire - KW (Slowed + Reverbed)

my kind of woman (instrumental cover)

Mellow Fellow & Clairo - How Was Your Day? Slowed

this is not my song. original song is "sea of love" by cat power

art by mr babies

other additional effects also added, enjoy

Mellow Fellow & Clairo - How Was Your Day? Slowed

Michael Abramowski