Hate me even more(Velvet Serenades e.p.).mp3

LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
I’m lost in the light of a digital screen,
A world that’s bright light but it’s never serene,
I reach for the stars, but they’re just in my hand,
Are we drifting away or still trying to stand?
We built these walls, now we can't escape no more,
The more we connect, the more we break in this world,
Echoes in the void, a silence through my mind,
We scream for the world, but it's buried in the clouds

Glow!

(Chorus)
Chasing the glow,
this is not reality
Chasing the glow
But the deeper we go
so
Chasing the glow,
this is not reality
Chasing the glow
But the deeper we go

Chasing the glow!

(Verse 2)
We wear our hearts in a social fake feed,
But it's just a reflection, a digital greed inside our brain
We build a life in the noise and the scroll,
But who are we now, and who’s in control?
We trade in our time for a virtual taste of life,
In a race to the end, there's no slowing our pace,
We’re chasing the light, but we’ve lost our way someday,
Building towers of code that crumble to gray

Glow!

(Chorus)

SOLO

(Chorus)



Chasing The Glow ft. Eric Castiglia

Life is full of surprises, don't let yourself be caged, or imprisoned. Go ahead, live free, young one!

Untamed Animal

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The third section of “Tome of Stars“ is “Sporogenesis”, a haphazard chronicle of the years 2011–2020. It marks a shift from the cataclysm of “Senescence" into a period of withdrawal and emotional hibernation, its eleven sonnets seeking to reflect the padam of the collection’s bharatanatyam-inspired structure.

This sonnet marks a profound moment of vulnerability and trauma. Written after the poet’s introspection during the pandemic lockdown, it captures his attempt to explain his past failings in love in the context of deep psychological damage from childhood trauma. The speaker opens himself through a written letter, earnestly believing this revelation may bring his beloved to appreciate fully his love for her. The poem narrates not only the introspective awakening but also the subsequent pain of receiving no reply. In that silence, the beloved’s absence becomes newly devastating, not only as loss of presence, but as an indifference to the poet’s most sacred truth and profound trauma. The final couplet brings this pain into a physical metaphor, ending with the speaker’s torment persisting in the face of emotional annihilation.

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Lyrics

In quarantine’s long shadow, time transformed.
My mind embarked on quests through sleepless nights,
Exploring past mistakes, ardor deformed,
Unearthing reasons for our stillborn light.

In dream-wrought worlds, some truths I’d come to find;
I loved you worthy of a mythic tale,
But could not shatter shackles on my mind,
Nor unmake fiend’s corruptions and prevail.

My thirteen pages bled from mangled heart,
Confessed in raw vulnerability;
No lack of love had ripped our worlds apart,
But shadows cast by past monstrosity.  

Long years this open wound, where’s your reply?
Starved vultures rend my flesh. Yet I don’t die!

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Unanswered

Rebel yell

Rebel yell (in the style of Billy Idol)

Старик/Starik

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Elimden tuttun
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Hem sevinir, hem
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Baba, ben ve sen
Biliriz ki
Bana dedigin her söz doğru

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