those who have been there for me from the very start know that this project has been a long time coming for real, well here it is in its entirety
thank you for the continuous support over the years, i love you all <3
i hope you enjoy your stay at the heartbreak hotel </3 - lil neel 777

demons (prod. tsuki)

@wiindigoo
@wavylouii

art by https://www.instagram.com/stitchx_o/

i can barely remember w/ wiindigoo & wavylouii (prod. splashgvng)

𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴.
𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔴𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔪𝔢𝔱 3 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔞𝔤𝔬.
𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔶 𝔱𝔬𝔲𝔠𝔥 𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔣𝔩𝔬𝔴. 
𝔇𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔞𝔫𝔶 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔬𝔢𝔰.

ℑ𝔱’𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢.
𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔣𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔥𝔢’𝔰 𝔡𝔯𝔲𝔫𝔨 ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫’𝔱 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔩 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔦𝔱. 
𝔊𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 ℑ 𝔥𝔞𝔡, 𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔱 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰.
𝔊𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔞 𝔨𝔦𝔡 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔤𝔦𝔳𝔢. 

ℑ 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔦’𝔪 𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔱 ℑ 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴.
𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔭𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔪𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔩𝔪𝔰 𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔱𝔬𝔢𝔰. 
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔭 𝔦’𝔪 𝔟𝔲𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔡𝔯𝔬.
𝔊𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔦𝔤𝔥 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔥𝔶𝔪𝔢𝔰 𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔲𝔭 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢. 

𝔑𝔬𝔴 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔡𝔬𝔬𝔯 𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔪𝔶 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔰. 
𝔗𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔢𝔪 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔡 ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔨𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔢𝔪 𝔥𝔬𝔢 
ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔥 𝔞 𝔟𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔴𝔥𝔬 ℑ 𝔞𝔪.
𝔗𝔬𝔬 𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔶 𝔣𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦’𝔪 𝔞 𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫 𝔬𝔣 𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡.

ℑ 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔦’𝔪 𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔱 ℑ 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴.
𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔭𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔪𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔩𝔪𝔰 𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔱𝔬𝔢𝔰. 
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔭 𝔦’𝔪 𝔟𝔲𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔡𝔯𝔬.
𝔊𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔦𝔤𝔥 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔥𝔶𝔪𝔢𝔰 𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔲𝔭 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢. 

𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴.
𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔴𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔪𝔢𝔱 3 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔞𝔤𝔬.

3 Years Ago

DESIGNER - SHMAXWELL X LIL CECE X CAM SZN (PROD. METLAST)

Nearxiety-Don’t Waste Your Time (prod.Thersx)
2022Nearxiety © 
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instagram.com/nearxiety 

https://linktr.ee/nearxiety

Lyrics:
Don’t waste your time with me 
Bby,Ima Just Lil Near
Bby, I just poppin' pills
I just fellin' like anybody else
(2x)
On night
All night
All long nights 
Fellin' right…
I got drugs on my cup
Scars on my head
When u take me out dark
Just can  put back…

I got 10 things on my head…
Just pull up and Ima gone
Come back at underworld 
Here the angels feel the pain
Ima just another one…
(2x)

Don’t Waste Your Time (prod.THERSX)

nearxiety-Why U See?(prod.p4ra)
 ©Nearxiety2022
[lyrics]
I wanna take all the stress out my mind
Bitch, I can do u find…
I can Wait every time, okay…
I don’t have a homeway
Im homefuckless
All alone I can feel all okay…
I can feel all my pain
Out my brain I’ll take it
Im Insane
Im insane Right now 
Pain bring fame right now 
I can see me shine right now 
But im still in falling ground…
Give me another way
Drugz don't let me down
Tell what you see baby?
Tell me U can see me right now?

Tell Me What U See?(prod.p4ra x 5head)

lyrics: baby girl 
your presence
always make me blush 
i always question if i’m enough 
i always question if i did enough 
but that’s some of the normal shit

i always go out alone 
i need to find where the true peace and quiet lives 
always wear all black so you can always call me the shadow kid 
i don’t think this is enough 
so i’ll rent out a hotel in manhattan 
for the fuck of it 
i need to be at the city where 
i’ve dreamt of living in ever since i was a kid 

take my homie all the way from over there 
all to japan 
we don’t got a plan 
but that’s the best part of it 
we just do what we do 
and we take no shit 
we gon explore the world 
like curious lil kids 

like damn 
went to new york 
and japan 
then back to LA quick 
crunched up the numbers 
for months, make sure we afford shit 
now we living our dream 
looking out at the sky 
just to be hoping this is not 
a mofucking trick

shadow kid (prod. slashy)

WASTE OF TIME X ANGELWORTH

Mictainn X Slashy - Dont Run Away From Me

(Chorus)
it’s gon be me and you today 
it’s the day, we can run away 
i don’t want to see you stay 
and be judged on what you say 

so late 
baby girl you know i need you 
here so 
can you make it on the bus 
it’s getting late so 
i promise i’ll meet you half way 
so do you think of me
the way i think of you 
i see you as an angel 
my words are always true 
when you’re gone 

it makes me so sad 
because of you i almost relapsed 
but you always make me feel great 
baby fuck all the fake shit 
And fuck all the hate 

girl you know that we can be more than friends 
live our life til we die in the fucking end 
girl you know that we can be more than friends 


letting go 
i cannot let you go 
letting go 
i cannot let you go

(Verse)
So please don’t run away stay each and everyday
Look each and every way so far girl you can be my star girl

So please don’t run away stay each and everyday
Look each and every way so far girl you can be my star girl

One time give yourself to me
One night is all I’m left to see
These drugs get the best of me
I’m done gone and left to bleed

One time give yourself to me
One night is all I’m left to see
These drugs get the best of me
I’m done gone and left to bleed

Dont Run Away From Me

Mictainn X Slashy - Dont Run Away From Me

@lil-bleak-239937554 & @aureolamusic

I used to give you all my time 
but ill be fine
yeah, im alright
yeah, i dont wanna be without you
no im not triyng to change

well, i could give you my life
no, im not trying to fight
i just want you to be with me
i want you to be mine

I want you to be my queen
There's nothing else that matter
When you're with me I don't mind so
I don't need my cutter

I'll pick you up, It's cold ouside,
I'll dig a fucking gutter
So I can rest if youre not here,
my life, it doesn't matter

I might take my life sometimes
Cause there is nothing to find
I'll left my demons behind
I'm fucking fine when I'm high

But right now I'm numb
I don't know where to go
Laying down on the floor
I wanna take em all

I'm trying to keep my head under control
You don't understand that

I used to give you all my time 
but ill be fine
yeah, im alright
yeah, i dont wanna be without you
no im not triyng to change

well, i could give you my life
no, im not trying to fight
i just want you to be with me
i want you to be mine

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All My Time w/ Lil Bleak (prod. Aureola)

Whole Time

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