Edgar can we please get this on Spotify please?

who else is here from just say i told you so (btw been a midwxst fan for a while but i lowkey didnt know this song exists)

prod @twikipedia

i cant do this any longer
my mind’s all over the place
no i’m not getting stronger
wish i could take my life and have eternal slumber
if i kill myself tonight do not text my number
you called but i wasn’t there
because i finally kicked my chair
rope burn slowly takes my air
cry out for help no ones there
im sorry i overshare
i know that nobody cares about me
made that shit clear
but i guess thats life
it’s not fair

take my life, i can’t stand it
i’ve been trying to heal my damage
spill my blood on a blank canvas
pray we crash this planes not landing

oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm
and if that cant hide it 
then ill go put bracelets on my arms
and i know its not healthy
but hiding my pain is something that im used to
and these drugs are not helping
but im turning to them because im tryna get through
this nightmare of life for nineteen years
things would be easy if i disappeared
thought i would change but i cant switch the gear
seasonal depression its that time of year
and i pray that it flies by
and if that shit doesn’t 
then i probably wont be alive
and if thats the case
then this is goodbye 
this is the final note
a suicide

fuck this shi-

goodbye

patience [demo] prod elxnce + lunamatic

e3 prod midwxst + elxnce

@midwxst

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Midwxst - Me Myself And I (prod. okdyl + austinpyo) [SLUMP AUDIOS EXCLUSIVE]

words 
prod @ayowitty

maybe we worked out
in another life
look how we turned out
cus we both couldn’t decide
on what we both want
we couldn’t come to
a decision cus’
you said “i love you”

and that shit fucked me up 
cus i already swore that i moved on
shitty I broke my promise 
i said i wouldn’t put you in no song -_-
swore I wouldn’t write a sentence
you ruined something we had 
cus i tried to change
but you wouldn’t listen 
but you still have me up all night
on this flight 
i been thinking bout you
waste my time 
when I’m up arguing
politicking with you
and we might fight but you know shawty
no im not trippin’ over you
when i saw your face for the first time
heartbeat, it was skipping bout you
and I didn’t know
that things would end this way
you don’t have to go
if you want then you can stay 
but I ain’t gonna force it
had something special 
but we just can’t reinforce it </3

maybe we worked out
in another life
look how we turned out
cus we both couldn’t decide
on what we both want
we couldn’t come to
a decision cus’
you said “i love you”

l*ve is overrated n under hated 
a twisted world without you is now my reality 

-e3

ily prod ayowitty

mixed & mastered by me
prod @silokilledthis

words
i dont think im good at love
but maybe i just never loved someone enough
to the point where i feel comfortable
without you im not functional
dont know when our time will come but just know ill be punctual
cus' i know it feels everytime someone casts doubt
ive been there before ive even had my own head down
cus' nothing ever works :/
i know you still miss me 
and wear all of my shirts
and that shit hurts

two wrongs know that still dont make a right
but i still cant get your image out my mind
tried to make a song bout' you
to get you out of my head
but i still see your bracelet by the side of my bed

never thought this is how we end
got each other blocked 
we cant even be friends
couldnt latch on any longer
tired of playing pretend
tried to see your perspective
but you're fucking up my lens
we all fuck up
we all make mistakes
but that doesnt mean 
that my love was fake 
dont know what pleases you
what will it take?
to get your name and your face out my brain
she wanna hit my phone up whenever im in town
i had to hell her i cant hang with you not around
your friends cus' their not good for me 
yeah i know that now
really thought you were the one but i guess shit just dont work out.


but thats just how it goes
fuck up once and problems always gonna erode
thought we'd be together on this narrow road
broke up i dont think thats how the movie goes

two wrongs know that still dont make a right
but i still cant get your image out my mind
tried to make a song bout' you
to get you out of my head
but i still see your bracelet by the side of my bed

two rights prod silo

prod @janeremover

flaws and mistakes
we’re not human 
give me time and i’ll change
there’s some days that i hate
shit that i can’t control like acne on my face

and problems that come with my skin and my race
so many suicide notes i threw away
cus I ain’t ever wanna be a burden
people say they care for me
don’t know that shit for certain
anymore

if i didn’t text her
then I wouldn’t get a text back
but i should expect that now
cus’ friends are forever or that’s what they say
then so why my all my friends end up hurting me?
i screamed out for help while you dug out my grave
i hate the last thing that I saw was your face
and you tossed our memories and my corpse away
and nailed down my coffin to make sure I stayed

maybe finally i can finally get time to myself
got my finger on the trigger if i shoot i’ll kill the old me
i’ve been tryna move on but slowly
and yeah i may avoid home, it’s lonely :(
don’t feel like myself feel like a phony
(x2)

flaws + mistakes

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZgqePstu-M
production by midwxst + skai + elxnce + rio leyva + thankyouwill

words

baby just take my hand
i can treat you right like no other man
and I know sometimes we fight but I can make amends
for all the damage that i’ve done
and all the time I spent
it feels so long ago
from the first time that i seen your name pop up in my phone
and it still hurts cus we both wanted this to work out tho
but sometimes work is something you gotta go thru alone
and yes i still have all our photos and our messages
and yes I know that I’m the example your reference
of what a good person, a good boyfriend, perfection is
I’m just myself I guess it happens I’m your preference

(Pre-Chorus)
away
don’t run away yet
stay
cus I know you’ll live with regret
me
you can come with me just take my lead
i could show your the world and everything else that you need


i
(I) know what you need
(I) know what you need
(I) know what you need
know what you-

if I’m being honest no one fucks you like I do
and I think you know that that’s why you don’t like the truth
and I can’t do relationships but I’ll buy her some shoes
she crying at the airport she don’t wanna say adieu

skai
i need space away
from you
at all 
oh my god
you’re a fucking fraud to me
baby honestly 
this shit won’t work
all the bitches I’ve curved
and the good that they’ve hurt
and I’m glad that they hurt me
pretty hoes can’t hurt

wait
don’t runaway yet
stay
because I know you’ll live wit regret
me
come with me I’ll take your lead
know I got what you need

i
(I) know what you need
(I) know what you need
(I) know what you need
know what you-

if I’m being honest no one fucks you like I do
and I think you know that that’s why you don’t like the truth
and I can’t do relationships but I’ll buy her some shoes
she crying at the airport she don’t wanna say adieu

flaws + mistakes

midwxst

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