NOT MY TYPE FREESTYLE

Produced by Becker (@bekkep)

Eleventh track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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SIX FIGURES FREESTYLE (MM11)

@midwxst - rock out (prod. becker + cashjulyy)
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Midwxst - Rock Out (prod. becker + cashjulyy)

not the case prod noevdv

Midwxst - I Love Shopping (prod. Downtime)

prod @janeremover

flaws and mistakes
we’re not human 
give me time and i’ll change
there’s some days that i hate
shit that i can’t control like acne on my face

and problems that come with my skin and my race
so many suicide notes i threw away
cus I ain’t ever wanna be a burden
people say they care for me
don’t know that shit for certain
anymore

if i didn’t text her
then I wouldn’t get a text back
but i should expect that now
cus’ friends are forever or that’s what they say
then so why my all my friends end up hurting me?
i screamed out for help while you dug out my grave
i hate the last thing that I saw was your face
and you tossed our memories and my corpse away
and nailed down my coffin to make sure I stayed

maybe finally i can finally get time to myself
got my finger on the trigger if i shoot i’ll kill the old me
i’ve been tryna move on but slowly
and yeah i may avoid home, it’s lonely :(
don’t feel like myself feel like a phony
(x2)

flaws + mistakes

let me know [remix]

lights out

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

Unreleased

midwxst - I Would Too (prod. Yugen)

prod@iamnyo mixed by me
we can go to the dance
baby lemme hold ur hand 
when im alone idk what to do 
i was sad in my room thinking of you
i tell my mother that i can not trust her
but mother oh mother that girl is my lover
i love her 
i can hold yo hand 
i can b yo man 
i can b the only one 
i can b yo fan 
i can b what u want from me 
girl i lied to ur face 
u was fw a lame 
like how i lied to ur face
i dont know what u want 
i dont really care