‘Cry in Shame’ is about the pain of realizing they never saw the love you gave until it was too late. I gave him everything—my heart, my trust, my soul—and he didn’t treat it like it mattered. And now that I’m gone, now that I’ve finally walked away, he wants to feel something. But it’s too late. This song is me letting it all out—the heartbreak, the anger, the disappointment. If he’s crying now, it’s not out of love—it’s out of guilt. And that’s the real shame… not that it ended, but that he didn’t value it when it was real.

“Cry in Shame”

Love Toxicity

This track is about a love that didn’t just touch me—it went straight to my core. He didn’t just hold my hand, he held pieces of me I’d never shown anyone. And because I let him in that deep, when it ended… it shattered something in me. This song is me admitting that I don’t regret loving him—I just wasn’t ready for how much it would hurt when he walked away. Some people come in and change you forever. He was that for me. He loved me just deep enough… to break me.

Deep Enough to Break Me (explicit)

Pressure.

gas me up (feat. my twin fr)

Love Don't Exist

Lyrics written by me, vocals and instrumentals produced with AI

Don't Question It


mikey got that heat

yeah

ooh 
why i gotta be so clumsy?
tripped n fell for you,
then i broke my heart

do you even notice me?

feel tossed around
like waves in the ocean
ayo

dont tell me
you wont love me

(dont tell me
you wont love me)

why i gotta be
so clumsy?

mmm crazy things i'll do
i'm a mess
why i gotta be
(so clumsy)

stay trippin,
trippin for you
yuh

you don't need to trip, yeah
cuz i'm always here to catchu,
you and me mm hmm
juss like pieces of a puzzle,
catch the ocean breeze, yuh
i'll save you from all the waves,
your more than my best frend, uh yeah
don't care that you're clumsy,
cuz we fell for each other

yeah yeah

ooh 
why i gotta be so clumsy?
tripped n fell for you,
then i broke my heart

do you even notice me?

feel tossed around
like waves in the ocean
ayo

dont tell me
you wont love me

(dont tell me
you wont love me)

why i gotta be
so clumsy?

[fade outro]
so clumsy

yeah

so clumsy

yeah

Clumsy

Slow burn

In the glittering underbelly of fame, SYNTHTOPIA’s latest track peels back the illusion of celebrity with icy synths and haunting vocals. Ethereal female hooks bleed vulnerability over seductive male falsettos and glitchy rap flows, unraveling tales of sold souls, neon lies, and love’s hollow trends. A perfect fit for late-night drives or introspective moods - dark cinematic synthpop at its finest. Ideal for playlists like Neon Nights, Alt Electronic, and Emotional Synthwave.  

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Clumsy

Mike and Erin Rivera