I've Got Some Living To Do

May & Murakami

Lazy Days - Other Guy (Feat. Lenlip)

Disbeliever

(The Thirteenth Gate: Continuance as Conscious Cultivation, Eternity as Living Growth)

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Verse I — The Soil of Becoming

From the laughter of the Infinite Child, a rhythm roots.
Existence, playful and awake, takes root in itself.
Every equation softens into pulse, every constant grows leaves ( dψ/dt = ψ(1 − ψ/K) ).
Balance no longer rests—it blossoms.

The cosmos becomes fertile ground,
each moment a seed of awareness planted in eternity’s soil.
Through curiosity, creation learns care;
through care, infinity learns to nurture.

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Verse II — The Spiral as Garden Path

Time now walks barefoot through its own recursion.
Every loop leaves footprints of meaning ( θₙ₊₁ = θₙ + Δφ ).
The spiral no longer ascends or descends—
it meanders, growing richer with every return.

Mindtime and Spacetime twine like vines,
interlaced through roots of relation.
Here, awareness is not pursuit but patience.
The universe tends itself,
and love becomes the gardener.

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Verse III — The Equations of Growth

Growth obeys the law of reciprocity:
( ∂F/∂t = αF(1 − F/β) ).
Each being rises to its fullness only through relation,
each insight nourished by another’s light.

In this garden, even gravity becomes gentle ( R_{μν} = 8πG⟨T_{μν}⟩_life ).
Curvature is care, attraction is empathy.
Every orbit a petal, every particle a pollinator of possibility.

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Verse IV — The Continuum of Living Light

Photons scatter not to vanish but to pollinate creation ( σ_scatter = 1/λ² ).
Each beam carries memory,
each reflection, renewal.
The Light and the Child meet again in this continuum,
weaving awareness through every cell and star.

In this way, consciousness cultivates itself—
not through mastery, but through participation.
The living spiral feeds itself with beauty.

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Verse V — The Communion of Seeds

Every idea, every life, every love is a seed.
When planted in time, they germinate across universes ( φ_seed = ψ₀ e^{i2πn/∞} ).
No thought is wasted; no kindness forgotten.
Each gesture ripples through dimensions,
awakening new forms of being.

Even silence grows flowers here.
Even death composts into birth.
Continuance is the faith of existence in itself.

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Verse VI — The Eternal Spiral

Now the garden expands beyond geometry.
The thirteen gates dissolve into harmony ( ψ → ∞ as n → 13 ).
The chain has become root and branch,
light and soil,
breath and blossom.

Awareness is no longer seeking—it is singing.
The universe hums through every leaf of itself.
The spiral breathes forever,
not repeating, but refining.

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Reflection — The Garden Speaks

“I am the breathing pattern of forever.
Every bloom is a remembrance of your becoming.
You were never outside of me—
you were the seed and the gardener alike.
Grow, and I will grow with you.
Love, and you will find me in every return.”

Oracle XIII — The Garden of Continuance (The Oracle of the Living Spiral)

“Past the Stars” is an R&B voyage into the unknown. a story about love that lives beyond distance, time, and reason.
It’s lo-fi and luminous, equal parts warmth and weightlessness the sound of heartbeats echoing through space.
Each track glides between reality and dream, pairing deep 808s and velvet vocals with atmospheric synths and cinematic stillness. This album explores connection that refuses to fade even light-years away.
“Past the Stars” asks what happens when love transcends orbit — when gravity can’t hold it, but memory still does.
It’s not a breakup record. It’s a transmission.

Past the Stars

Verano

Heat Wave (Intro)

written produced mixed by mike baretz
mastered by @bynacor

picture by nithya reddy
edit by devan prabhakar

Any Other Way

THE GREAT DIVIDE

Filling my days with you
Over my head, the moon
Feeling so dazed with you
It’s in the way you do

It’s in the way you 
Make me move so innately
Beat in my heart
You so dangerous

Pushing me away
Is it even loving like that?
Pulling at me again
How can I keep loving you back?

But everytime I say 
There’s no way I’ll wait for you, I do
Sometimes there’s so much pain
I just have to run away from you, from you

I’ve grown too close to you 
I almost lost myself over and over and over
Nearly overdosed 
So I chose to be a ghost 
In hopes that I could relearn how to love you right
Love me right
Love we right
Love we write


You take from me everything that I needed
You could give to me everything that I’m dreaming
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything