Smoking adn chillign

look around (ft. 4inSubstances)

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

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every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn 

beat tag: @gucccifer

while im sleeping spiders crawl into my chest
now that im coming up people act like they're impressed 
and honestly no i don't wanna collab
i been goin so hard got my foot right on the gas
paypal on me convert it into cash
gosha pants staying cozy in the lab
im feeling happy ain't it sad
cus when im sad my shit be way passed 
any expectation that i ever fucking had
fuck expectancy got blades up in the bag
fuck friends i be with my fucking gang
black benz imma get one in the end

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

face down jaw biting on the pavement 
stomp that shit down now u get a free face lift
dont fuck it up i been feeling amazing 
water on my wrist and in my stomach im hydrated

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but i don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

these dreams feel real

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

prod. @notmorgn

its been a minute
still no closure
she in my bed no clothes
but im colder
remember 2010
now im much older
remember feeling fine
those days are way over

20 degrees 
30 mph breeze
freezin up my chest
everytime im tryna breathe
why the east so cold like this?
im dead by the way 
don’t need condolences 

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live
chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i want the push start
i want the bag gotta be goyard
everybody gonna notice 
that i go hard
she got a G string
i ain’t talkin mozart
top off
i ain’t talkin go karts
gotta up my prices
ain’t nobody like this
spent the whole day sleepin
and i dont work a night shift
fuck a 9 to 5 
i don’t fit in that box bitch
song take a couple hours 
but it come out timeless

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i was really struggling 
to save my own life
til’ i started typing words 
spent a check on a mic
i really could’ve 
stayed that night
but my perspective all changed 
since all we did was fight

(slowed)

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

chipped black nails

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

hold my hand baby
i cant go through this storm alone
looked at me like im crazy
and left me in the frozen cold
3 in the fuckin morning
im staring at my fucking phone
don't know where im going
but im never coming home

must've texted you a thousand times
it says you read but you never replied
act like im dead im right in front of your eyes
its gettin really hard to just fake a smile
drinking on fireball until i pass out
acting happy but its just a mask now
feels like misery's into my grasp now
hold on to my right as i blackout
hold on to me baby
take a ride in the 'cedes
snortin coke off the dashboard
doin a hunnid and eighty
i know you think im crazy
but girl you're crazy too
and its just me and you
so what we finna do

tell me
why the fuck you left me all alone
got me in my bag and im smokin on this strong
trying to forget you
all those times i'd protect you
and now im startin to regret you
and i been drinking on this hennessy all night
demons in my head got me losin my sight
i guess talkin to you just wasted my time
you just wasted my time

frozen cold (prod. jcam)

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
vocals and live guitars written and performed by barren
live drums written and performed by alec doyle
produced by john dello at bridge east studios


been tossing and turing
since 
this morning
the same interruption
of my sleep
force my eyes 
to empty bed sheets 
open the drawer 
to get myself ready
steady

pacing back and forth
but I’ve already

been up for two days
i can’t keep my legs
straight
recurring dreams   
of dying slow
and all alone
inside this room
where i tell no 
one i go
im all alone
i drown myself
in thoughts of you
and i can’t never fucking
move
im paralyzed in shame
and regret 
and pitiful
apologizes 
I’m not sorry
i tried to be 
every fucking
thing i should have
never seen
its over we
can never be
anything
wasting life
wasting time
caught inside 
my own demise 
I’m just passing 20 
and death seems
to haunt me
i can feel it in my head
every second 
it tries to taunt me

tossing and turning (prod reaper x barren)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGaqsG4iolA
https://soundcloud.com/grimeygoyard
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

first step
recollect 
whipe your brow
of all the sweat 
rub my eyes 
yawn awake 
aint nobody here
to stay

step two
take a look
city lights
above the nook
flying home
to get back in
the same routine
I’ve been sticking
to
fuckin up the whole damn place
when i step foot in the stu
flashbacks overcoming
all i think about
is you
fueling up the fire
running checks up
bitch its nothing new

step three
lets run away
high up in the mountains
there to stay 
i think about it
everyday 
off the grid
resuscitate 
the dreams of dying out
inside your brain 
its been here to stay
long before you had a say
in a god damn thing
no ones got time
for your shit
lets do this
pull the trigger
let loose bitch
fingers slippin
through the void
disconnect
and re align
making lies
forging time
to plottin the next move
but flaking out like
its nothin
live my whole life bumming 
skate it off and smoke 
a bowl
a blunt or two
won’t last you long
back for more
like a fiend 
who needs a fix 
hold you over
music rushing through 
my veins
only thing to end my pain
entirely 
for a few minutes 
till its back 
to
waking up at 2 pm
pace up and down the
floor again

jealous 
of the success
not coming your
way
just fucking wait
it’ll come 
one day
you just gotta believe
in yourself
and what you
see in it

disconnect / realign (prod grimey) (video in description)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

frozen cold (prod. jcam)

mike harding

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