shout out to @kaiyko :^)

lyrics:
living in the darkness
colder than the arctic
you know that im harmless
just ignore the carcass
my mind is the darkest 
punishment the harshest
wrist covered in garnets
got it from the market
(2x)
i wake up at night i know everything is over
thinking about all my mistakes like im Homer
you took me through a fuckin roller coaster
why cant i just get some closure

i never thought id tell you why
i drift away when im sober
and now im older
but its like i dont try
to go with everything that comes my way
you say its just a game
so i try to play it cool yeah
try to play it all the same
but i never get far i never get far away
and im back in the same place
so why dont you just go run to your safe space
even if you know you cant run from the pain

its over, bulldozer
im tryin not to lose composure
getting colder, october
you lost your mask you went lower
i deny the truth till it kills me 
movin fast i hope that it thrills me
its nothing, im nothing
im nothing without you with me

Roller Coaster 🎢 (feat. Kaiyko) [prod wheelbot]

clip w tg

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/phreyla/cornerstore

Aye I’m choking smoking clutching my chest
Yeah
And she pulled out double D’s I put my name up on her breasts
There’s no telling what I put in my cup
It’s a Cr3scent thing we pull up and we don’t give no fucks
I’m at the corner store
Getting blunts to roll
‘Cause I need to smoke
At the show
Blowing massive O’s
This weeds my antidote
Smash that hoe
Then I’m dashing out
She said “What you packing for?”
Cashed the bowl
We got gas to blow
I got blackened lungs
I don’t fuck with anyone I’d rather stay alone
Got my phone on DnD so leave a message at the tone
I don’t write none of my lyrics all this shit is off the dome
That bitch said I’m losing spirt I said no I’m losing hope
(Buck)
(Buck)
I think I’m going crazy
Got that bitch tatted on my finger but she fucking hate me
Aye I just fucked a new bitch last night think her name was Aimee
I told her don’t get too excited I don’t plan on staying
I think I’m going crazy
(Who)
I told that bitch to shake-shake it
You gotta blunt? I’ll straight face it
Damn I came a long way from
Using snowballs in the basement
Ain’t she say she likes my cadence
Shitty doctor got no patience
I can’t sit around just waiting
For the day that someone save me
It’s way too hard for me to cope
Pistol swangin’ chain hangin’ like a rope
I’m the grim reaper straight creepin’ like a ghost
Bitch my heart is fucking cold got a chinchilla winter coat

shoutout to my plug (prod. mixed matches)

mike harding