Misanthropy

The Blood Eternal

just felt like jamming on some old school metal riffs, but it seems my computer had other plans...  it just keeps crashing whenever i try doing anything with this project so i give up on it for now.  thanks for listening :)

5-22-23 fu computre (v4-5 fu2-3 6-27-25).wav
photo by: d kivi

fu computre

Varado en el cuento que me hago contar
Cuando estoy fuera
Cuando mi escudo va a atacar

De repente el suelo, firme tiempo atrás
Tiembla y se quiebra
Y a la serpiente veo bailar

No necesito un porqué
Si puedo volverte a ver

No me reconoces
Yo no te puedo olvidar 
Y en mis poemas reinas

Ve lejos
No te quiero pisar
Nuestro abrazo imposible nos puede matar

Ve lejos
Donde el cielo se hunde en el mar de los sueños nadarás
Tú nadarás

Ve lejos
No te podré pisar
Nuestro abrazo imposible se puede soñar

Siento tu magia

Ve lejos
Tú serás la tinta cuando escriba con sangre y vivirás
Tú vivirás

En un cuaderno manchado de ti
Eres eterna, las páginas no huyen de mi

Y el cuento lo vuelvo a contar
Cuando estoy fuera

LEJOS

In these last days
the silence doesn't break
A tapestry of emotions
every thread aches  
thoughts in my head
Drowning in feelings
the time is unrelenting  
I can’t escape from within 

And it shall come to pass
the day of reckoning  
Beneath the weight of all this pressure
in the grip of such sadness  
As the clouds gather
and my heart weeps  
i cant rise above this
so forever shall i sleep  

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Feel the hands of fate
as they Wrap around my soul
A requiem for the weary
as I spiral out of control
Fingers grasp at the void
fleeting sparks of grace
But they crumble just like ashes
In this unforgiving space
overbearing screams
tear at my skin
Chained to the whispers
drowning inside the madness
The weight of existence
a merciless tide
In the theater of my mind
our souls collides

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And it shall come to pass
Beneath the shroud of night
the darkness consumes all 
extinguishing the light
Beneath the sky, I wait
In depths of loneliness
I dance with these thoughts
constantly in my head
Clutching the old memories
As I slip from sanity
The weight of these moments  
drag me far away
I'm a soul in disguise
the Reflections reveal the truth
all my hopes they slowly wither away
and fade to black

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And it shall come to pass
The mind gives way like promises made
Pulled by strings of deep regret
Wrestling with these faded scars
Echoes of love and laughter lost
Wrapped in self pity  
I only hear the sound,  
Of my heart breaking
Chasing life in the dark
the years just got away
i pay the price and bear a cost
of all this anger and hate  
Torn like a canvas
smeared with disillusion
A heart that turned old and cold
a torment that will not cease

℗ Niurios 2025

Executioner

MIKE LOHR