Thanks for all your generous comments and support on "You're Never," you all rock!!!

DeeP. and the Couch King EP collectable stickers and zine available on Bandcamp here:
https://musiciselation.bandcamp.com/album/deep-and-the-couch-king

This is the second song that DeeP. and I began together. I really enjoy working on these darker tracks with DeeP. and exploring themes of depression, anxiety, fear, and shame. This song was inspired by a person that I was working with who would call me evil whenever he saw me. Even with me being as positive and non judgmental as possible, I am sure I was seen as another person telling him what to do and making decisions for him based on judgmental criteria. I think these are feelings many of us have had and it can be easy to relate to, though difficult to confront. 

I am grateful that we always have an opportunity to grow, learn, reflect, and evolve as individuals, communities, nations, and as a species. May we all be better to each other. 

Giant thanks to DeeP. for working with me on this track. And huge thanks to Nick for joining me on this first track together. I have long enjoyed and felt inspired by Nick’s creative and experimental guitar work and musicianship. I am super glad to have his vibe on this track!     

DeeP.: Music, Mix, and Mastering
 https://soundcloud.com/detlef-piepke 
♤/ Nick Davies: EBow, Guitar 
https://soundcloud.com/nickrdavies 
Couch King: Lyrics and Vocals 
musiciselation.bandcamp.com

Lyrics:

You’re never gonna make it
You’re dumb and you know it
You’re just a mistake kid
Don’t belong and you show it
Why you even trying
This ain’t meant for you kid
I already know that your lying
We already know that you did it
They know your planning on taking it
And gonna try to deny it
Why even try to fight it 
That’s just the way life is
You’re never gonna change it
You must be deranged if you
Think anything will be different 
If you get outta here shit
You’ll still be the same kid
Just a little punk kid
Look what you done did
When you got mad then you run hid
Don’t ever listen 
To what people are saying kid
Better watch your language 
Always talking trash
Claiming disadvantage 
You and me we clash
Why can’t you manage 
Come off way too brash
I can tell that you’re damaged 
Parents shoulda whooped your ass
Who you think you talking to
Always talking back 
I know all about you ’n
Your side of the track
Don’t question me 
Look at me 
When you hear me speaking 
Think you know everything
Really know nothing
Parent’s got nothing 
Apparent your fronting 
Looking confronting 
That’s why I ain’t trusting 
Homelife disgustin’
Cop frequently busting  
No wonder you like that 
Your really screwed up kid

Disdain disgust despite distrust 
Dismissed deprived derided and cussed
Disparaged, defied, despised when discussed
Detested, depreciated, decried, and hushed

Oh, here comes the demon again
And he’s wearing his crown
Here comes the devil again 
Pretending to be your friend
In an invisible gown

You are so worthless
Won’t amount to anything 
Going through life purposeless 
There’s nothing you bring
Your just an embarrassment 
You show no respect 
Always been a disappointment 
All you touched is wrecked 
Where’s your self-esteem kid
Where’s your sense of pride did
You think can get by with
Living on a free ride shit
Better watch where your going
I can tell you don’t give a damn 
Nor care to understand 
Perspective other than 
The one that your knowing 
Don’t give a shit 
Always so negative
Quick to give up 
Can’t contro ya temper 
About to blow up
I can tell that your stuck 
Ain’t gonna change  
It’s time that you face it
Never act your age
Your impulsive ’n impatient
Look at your rage 
Can’t have a conversation
Should put you in a cage
Before you fuckup again Kid

Disgraced, degraded, deplored, dominated 
Diminish, demeaned, defamed, humiliated 
Discredited, devalued, denounced, subjugated
Denied, debased, detained, incarcerated  

Oh, here comes the devil again
And he’s wearing his crown
Here comes the devil again 
Pretending to be your friend
In an invisible gown

DeeP. and the Couch King

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DeeP., ♤ & the Couch King - You’re Never

I am a frozen statue, watching seasons come and go, feeling changes, doing nothing, forever...
Last movement of the rock symphony, where I pay tribute to, and play, my mom's spanish guitar.
Main theme (bass E1-A1...E1-A1-E2...), appears all along the album, and also main themes of other 3 movements sound here as refrains (Vienen y van / Hora tras hora) which are thus sung over 4 different musics ;) E-Ruizzo project is finished, what's to come?... below translated lyrics.

SE NOTA (PRIMAVERA EN EL POLO)  /  ONE CAN FEEL IT (SPRING AT THE POLE)

Se nota… después de seis meses  /  One can feel it… after six months
el sol amanece y se nota…  /  the sun dawns and one can feel it …

En el despertar del zorro ártico,  /  In the awakening of the arctic fox,
en el fluir de los glaciares se nota.  /  in the flow of the glaciers one can feel it.
En el nacimiento de icebergs,  /  At the birth of icebergs,
en los acantilados poblados de aves.  /  on the cliffs populated by birds.

Vienen y van, no me hacen caso,  /  They come and go, they don’t listen to me,
soy sitio de paso.  /  I’m a transit point.
Hora tras hora, los meses pasan,  /  Hour after hour, months pass through,
un sitio de paso soy.  /  I’m a transit point.

Se nota… como cada mañana,  /  One can feel it… as every morning,
que la primavera ha llegado al Polo.  /  that spring has come to the Pole.

Se nota…  /  One can feel it…

En la migración del narval,  /  In the migration of narwhal,
en el aliento del viento,  /  in the breath of the wind,
en las nubes que huyen de él, se nota.  /  in the clouds that run away from it, one can feel it.

En el canto de las sirenas,  /  In the singing of mermaids,
en las inflorescencias de hielo,  /  in the inflorescences of ice,
en el paso del noroeste se nota.  /  in the Northwest Passage one can feel it.

Vienen y van, no me hacen caso,  /  They come and go, they don’t listen to me,
soy para todos un sitio de paso,  /  I am a transit point for all of them,
(soy) una estatua de hielo (soy),  /  (I am) an ice statue (I am),
(soy) una estatua de hielo (soy).  /  (I am) an ice statue (I am).

Vienen y van…  /  They come and go…

¡¡¡ La frecuencia diaria del proceso estacional  /  The daily frequency of the seasonal process
me permite hacer estudios estadísticos !!!  /  allows me to do statistical studies !!!
Ja ja ja ja ja ja jaaaa !!!  /  Ha ha ha ha ha ha haaaa !!!

Vienen y van…  /  They come and go…

Hora tras hora, los meses pasan,  /  Hour after hour, months pass through, 
nuevos migrantes, nunca se cansan,  /  new migrants, they never get tired,
(soy) una estatua de hielo (soy).  /  (I am) an ice statue (I am).
(soy) una estatua de hielo (soy).  /  (I am) an ice statue (I am).

Hora tras hora…  /  Hour after hour…

Se nota…  /  One can feel it…

ER37 PA04 RUIZZO ©1996 ®2020

Now all 44 songs I wrote with mom's guitar in my university years have been arranged and posted, 
after 8 years of E-Ruizzo project, which I'm about to finish. I plan to stay here, commenting as 
usual, and post future and still not scheduled songs from another profile. That's all, no alarm!

Maybe you played this version before? https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo/se-nota-piano-version

Se nota (Primavera en el Polo)

This one goes out to all the lost girls and boys - just make some noise!! Driven, dark, my take on the confusion that is going on.  Watch the (apparently Bond-themed) lyric video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trj6vRFBVFE

Download the full single (incl. a rad remix by the amazing producer @auralnauts-1) here: she-s-excited.bandcamp.com/album/i-am-a-winner

Stream and download the full EP here: 
https://she-s-excited.bandcamp.com/album/my-own-crazy
https://fanlink.to/MyOwnCrazy

Written, performed, produced, mixed and mastered by Anne Wichmann
Original photo cover art by Oliver Guse

From the EP "My Own Crazy" (release 5/29)
Released on Teknofonic Recordings: teknofonic.com/

Go go go
Then: no no no 
Always: me me me 
Oh fuck you, sweetie

Reality or TV show?
Am I the void or in the zone? 
It’s hard to tell
When everybody yells

Better not talk to me 
I got my own crazy 
Better not talk to me 
I got my own crazy 
Better not talk to me

I need to come back down 
Don’t even think I’m high 
All the lost girls and boys 
Just make some noise
To rise, to rise
It’s paradise
I need to come back down 
Don’t even think I’m high
I never lose my poise
A shaking voice
Surprise, surprise
In paradise
I need to come back down 

Come back down
Come back down

Fun fun fun (Fi-Fa-Fo) 
Or: none none none 
Just: me me me
And fuck you, sweetie

Better not talk to me
Reality or TV show?
Better not talk to me
Am I the void or in the zone? 
Better not talk to me
It’s hard to tell
When everybody yells 
I got my own crazy

I need to come back down 
Don’t even think I’m high 
All the lost girls and boys
Just make some noise
To rise, to rise
It’s paradise
I need to come back down 
Down
I need to come back down 
Come back down
I need to come back

I might as well yell like everyone else yells 
Aaaah!

Just make some noise 
To rise, to rise
It’s paradise
I need to come back down 
Don’t even think I’m high
I never lose my poise
A shaking voice
Surprise, surprise
In paradise
I need to come back down

Come Back Down

Basic spoken word vocal idea...Lyrics:

I can't help but greet the day
Filled with fear and dismay
Wonderin' if we'll be okay
As the world goes 'round

I fear that we're losing hope
With no sense of how to cope
Ever closer to the rope
As the world goes 'round

This life's one absurdist game
That we all must gamble
Don't you bet on anything
That your heart can't handle

The Sun, it used to shine
Like so much love from the divine
Now the sky seems so unkind
Still the world goes 'round

Inside my chest my heart grows cold
Will every ounce of blood be sold
Worth much more than any gold
As the world goes 'round

If there is a lesson here
Keep all that you hold so dear
Closer than your fondest fear
As the world goes 'round

M. Mattice 2020

As The World Goes 'Round

"A pilgrimage is a journey, often into an unknown or foreign place, where a person goes in search of new or expanded meaning about the self, others, nature, or a higher good, through the experience. It can lead to a personal transformation, after which the pilgrim returns to their daily life."

the artwork is by the American painter Esao Andrews

Pilgrimage

I always name my wav files a weird name when I'm mixing and then change it later, however this time I thought I'd keep it just as it is!
If any of you want to join me on Instagram, here's my link
https://www.instagram.com/rosesarebluemusic/
Another song/video/ over here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eSzbQ8suNI

Sneaky psycho and all the garden fairies | RosesAreBlue

Sometimes this life feels like a movie...so I guess the music I make is my personal soundtrack to it...Hope you enjoy... 
✌ ❤ 🎶

As The World Goes 'Round

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