Spring day

Spring Day

I start the day mid-thought
something between a drumbeat and an accident
The room blinks awake
and the tools gossip about yesterday's miracles
One hums
One sulks
One lies
They're all wrong
and that's perfect

I stretch,
the floor creaks like it wants to join in
so I let it
That's the thing about work
it only looks like effort
from the outside
From within, it's gravity
sweet and unfair
I chase a stubborn shape 
around the table
it refuses sense
so I call it progress

Every failure has a pulse
if you listen right
I tap it, feed it
name it Tuesday

Laughter spills from nowhere
probably mine
and the walls pretend not to notice
They've seen me argue with shadows before

I tell them:
you wouldn't understand
this part's critical!

The air thickens
a rhythm forms without permission
I lose count of time
gain count of motion

Sweat, sawdust, syntax
whatever this is
it's singing

And when I stop
nothing stops
The room keeps going
the tools finish the joke
the silence applauds

I bow, wipe my hands
whisper to no one:
That was fun
can't wait to do it again!

Can't Wait

Song composed & created by The Boilerman
Eric created & plays: all harmonic clean & distorted lead & rythm guitar
Eric created & mix's: all drum, bass, ambient, atmo & pads
P.L.O created: all vocals
Production by E.H.T Studios
Thank you for listening!

Desires

I wrote this song to help me forget my toothache... it worked! 

Children of the Stars

Just recycled my old wall memory calendar and turned my ego into my best friend, lol ♥︎
Never here to entertain.. only here to transmit.

Happy birthday Mom, wherever you are now.

Like always.


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BUT THE STARS


I'm not here just for speaking random truth
I am done
I cut ties with most family and friends
I am done
Life is just random frames of joy and then, then it's gone
And I'm headed right for one hell of a crash, right or wrong


Between dreams and reality there's just no way out
Though it's clear as another day creeps in
No way out
Feel the burn, feel the moments lost inside 
No way back
Between dreams and reality there's just no way back

No one to talk about it anymore, 
But the stars
When someone's nothin else but smart, you know
Needs a heart
Time to change, hell it's time to let em go,
No way back
Time to change, time to let it fuckin flow.. 
And it's done


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℗ © Andrea Ev - 2025

But The Stars

Beats Wears Pearls

Raw, witty, and confessional. Midnight Marty is the anthem for anyone tired of toxic games.  

© 2025 Karen Dyer. All rights reserved. Lyrics by Karen Dyer. Demo version. For promotional use only. Not for reproduction or distribution without written permission.

Midnight Marty

This song is about the way families can break and still somehow stay together. It’s about the cracks we carry — the fights, the distance, the losses — and how even when the picture feels shattered, the love inside it is still there.

I wanted to capture that feeling of sitting around a table with people you’ve hurt and people who’ve hurt you, trying to pretend everything’s okay, trying to mend what’s been fractured. It’s about remembering the ones we’ve lost, missing the ones who drifted, and hoping that maybe this time, we can fix what’s broken.

This song is my way of saying that even cracked frames still hold the picture — and sometimes, that’s enough to start healing.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Momma’s china all in pieces
Like our faces at the table
Brother pissed yeah he don’t need us
Thanksgiving is unstable

[Prechorus]
But we’re here again
Tryin to pretend

[Chorus]
Cracked frames still hold the picture
Cracked frames but we’re still in it
Cracked frames cracked frames
Oh honey we can fix it

[Verse 2]
Daddy’s laugh it fills the kitchen
Though he’s gone it echoes sweetly
Sister cries yeah she’s been missin’
All the love we gave completely

[Prechorus]
And we’re here again
Tryin to make amends

[Chorus]
Cracked frames still hold the picture
Cracked frames but we’re still in it
Cracked frames cracked frames
Oh honey we can fix it

Cracked Frames

oh Lisa  I saw you turn your head

Trading Spaces

This is an original composition. Words by J. Dulva Miller and Madelaine Landry. Music played/recorded by J. Dulva Miller and Bryan Fusilier. Produced/mixed by Bryan Fusilier.

oh Lisa I saw you turn your head

BE|AH

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