Copy of Buzzing Indie

https://open.spotify.com/track/731lBgMQSUuBlfAsMUxyal?si=ywKRTrcXTwanOcHnVZymjw

prod me

oooh it'll be hard to let u go but
im tryin to move on and
i know u dont love me so
ill write it in this song
i know that i did like everything wrong
but i tried my best to not see u gone

run n hit the ground i fall so hard
baby tell me why u had to break my heart
know its nothin personal u just played ur part
but i rlly wish that we could just restart
x3

break my heart

https://open.spotify.com/album/5EV8ukD6InkwLOaJuZRtmi?si=8s6ufOe5RS-5Ms11L1CGTA

Lyrics -

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Now I'm in a party, bout two months ago I'd be in your arms
Lil baby's scared of the dark, and now she's all alone
Hold on let me count these caps, you've had a point and a half
It's really hard not to laugh, but in the morning you'll be yelling and screaming and punching the walls

I'm trying to hold you, and help you, you break in the door
I gave you everything you asked, and you still left me on the doorstep
Should of listened when he said that you were dumb and you were worthless

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Don't talk to my face like that, you're kind of dead to me
Don't call my phone again, you're not ahead of me
I miss the old you, you hate her don't you
I wish you'd stuck to your head when you're supposed to

Talk to me straight, no riddle
Feel small like Stuart Little
Feel shit like Todoroki, you don't e really know me
You never really liked me, I just seemed enticing
I ain't tryna fuck with someone that I don't even know
We touching on the dance floor, hold up wait a minute
She pull me in we holding hands, this time I really feel it
I ain't feel love for a while, so what do I know
But all I'm saying is a see you when my eyes closed

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far
We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far

She said, I need a man, I wanna claw out his eyes
He'll do whatever I want, well at least for a while
You should buy him a drink for every line that you cross
So baby spin your web, my little spider of lies
She said, I want a car, but baby can't even drive
She want the wind in her hair, without the sun in her eyes

prod. peril <3 


Started Over

Crumbling

This Is The Song

i love the taste of perfume

Made this up as it happened it was fun it probably won’t happen again

JAZZHOP 3

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

Vomit Covered Denim Jeans, by Elijah Kealy.

this album was created in only a few weeks, with each song being made in one day. I set out to record, produce and master each song in less than 24 hours, some only being a 2-3 hour long session. I wanted to make a project that was more creatively fulfilling for me and this definitely did that and helped me to not be as much of a perfectionist and to just have fun.

All tracks were written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Elijah Kealy.
All instruments and vocals by Elijah Kealy.

Standin' Around

I tried to speak but the air just shook,
Every word I had was one you took. 
The silence hums, but it stays too long
Im not awake.
A thousand faces I can’t mistake.
If love is gone then what am i.
A shadow falling through the sky.
Every word i had, was one you took.
If love is gone then what am i?
It fades too fast but it stays too long.

bardo

Lyrics

I cant get you out of my out of my head
But I got no feelings left 
And I’m filled with eternal dread 
When will I wake up

I can feel you watching stalking 
Tell me are you listening 
I can feel it when I’m with him
Tell me do you feel the same

Now I’m stuck here tryna figure it out 
Can’t remember the last time 
That I cried and let it out 
I hope you get the message 

I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 
I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 

And now everywhere I go I know
You’ll find a way to come along 
In my head
Don’t you wanna know who’s sleeping in my bed
Ill act like it’s my biggest regret
While I’m yearning in secret
Maybe I’ll tell someone I just met 
Wonder if you feel it yet 
I can’t remember how to smile
My paranoias driving me wild 
Hide under blankets like a child
I’m trying not to make a sound

I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 
I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 

I want you to change my mind 
Change my mind

change my mind (prod. fantom)

Thanks to Matt Pederson, Garrett Monk, Blayze Schloer, Keith Kueber, Mikey Krohn and Garrett Stein for helping breath a bit of life into some of these songs and for ever taking the time to play music with me 

All Music Written, Performed, Produced and Mixed by Troll Foot Frass 
Mastered by Jared Epstein 
Album art by Troll Foot Frass

released December 15, 2023

help feed my cats

The Sock

на юг

Alone again

Invisible LpStk

Demon Slayer, demons all around me, walking in the shadow, you can´t find me.

never go back

La nuit tombe sur la ville, une aquarelle de néons.
Les rues murmurent ton nom, perdu dans l'horizon.
Ta silhouette danse sous la lune... un mirage si doux.

Le temps s'arrête... suspendu...

Oh, l'écho de ton âme, dans le silence de minuit.
Une symphonie secrète, une infinie mélodie.
Nos regards se croisent, une étincelle, un frisson.
C'est notre constellation, perdue dans la saison.

Je te suis sur les toits, où le vent chante un air ancien.
Chaque souffle est un poème, le lien qui me retient.
Ton parfum dans l'air du soir est l'ancre de mon cœur.

Oh, l'écho de ton âme, dans le silence de minuit.
Une symphonie secrète, une infinie mélodie.
Nos regards se croisent, une étincelle, un frisson.
C'est notre constellation, perdue dans la saison.

Juste cet instant... gravé dans l'éternité... un rêve éveillé.

Notre constellation...
Une infinie mélodie...
...ton écho... dans le silence...

The Frequency of Silence

“She Goes” draws you into the pull of the unknown — hypnotic repetition and haunting melodies create a dreamy, emotional atmosphere that lingers long after the last note.

She Goes

Fly (prod. rai4real)

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

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© Simon St John Chamberlain 2025
Remix of the "The Secrets you Hide" first published in 2020

Lyrics:
Who will catch you when you fall?
When all those you love have betrayed you.

Who will be there by your side?
And who can you count on this time?

When there’s nothing left to fear
But the rage in your heart uncontrolled

When you know the end is near
The fire in your heart will run cold

Who knows why you cannot see?
And who knows what weighs on your mind?

Who knows why love can’t break free?
And who knows the secrets you hide?

Copy of Buzzing Indie

Mikey the heterosexual