The relationship we have with our parents is probably the most important one in our life, especially in the early years. It pretty much determines who are and who we're going to become. Often times it is chaotic, complicated and imperfect. Mine was no exception.

I guess I still hold a lot of unconscious resentment against my mother, as I still have those haunting dreams of fighting with her, calling her those awful names, while she's crying and begging me to stop. I hate those dreams. They, of course, only appeal to the ego, and the ego is a fragile little bastard, that I'm constantly trying to silence. This song is yet another attempt to do that, I guess.

I dedicate this to my mom, Irina. She was just a human, trying her best. Doesn't matter if she succeeded or not.

God bless her soul, wherever she is now.

Dreamscapes  Vol. 2: Solitude

Mother

Enter the world of violinist and composer Alexander Parsons, with his collection of evocative soundscapes and string textures. This collection of unique performances also includes an incredibly rare Faulkner Dulcichord table-top piano and a newly designed Granular Synthesis engine devised by the team at Fracture Sounds.

https://fracturesounds.com/product/trails/

Ashen Remains - Jay Witsey (Trails + Others)

Krakki

built a chord from a square wave into a clock divider and mixing 4/5/6/7 divisions back together, each division vca with a random looping envelope

as per the prompt, run through a high pass filter to keep things bright and breezy

mult the result and pass copies, again independently random envelope vca, through various effects (delay, granular, reverb) and mix back together

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More on the 647th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Day Drone — The Assignment: Make some daylight drones for Drone Day — at https://disquiet.com/0647/

The original image associated with this project is by Guillaume Pelletier, used with a CC BY-SA 4.0 license.

https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Drone_bee_(32-image_macro_stack).jpg

https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/deed.en

disquiet0647 - one chord drone

More on the 647th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Day Drone — The Assignment: Make some daylight drones for Drone Day — at https://disquiet.com/0647/

The original image associated with this project is by Guillaume Pelletier, used with a CC BY-SA 4.0 license.

https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Drone_bee_(32-image_macro_stack).jpg

https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/deed.en

Sunshine on a Cloudy Day Drone [Disquiet0647]

HELL RAISER

Neon

indecembbbeerr

mikey_a is an ambient and soundscape artist living in Melbourne, Australia.
Though now producing mainly in the box with a mix of VST and field recordings he still likes to occasionally crank out some of the physical treasures he's owned since the '80s: a Korg MonoPoly, a Roland TR-606, TB-303, S-10 and D-110 along with a TEAC 3440 reel-to-reel.
He is a frequent contributor to the Naviar Records' Haiku Challenge and Disquiet Junto projects.