Have you ever been through such a rough breakup that they messed up your mental health to the point of no return? Through my experience, I have dealt with one of the worst breakups I ever had and am struggling both mentally and physically.

Lyrics:

You built me up, you tore me down,
You said you cared but let me drown. 
You said it's love but showed me hate,
Was what we had completely fake. 

I never thought you'd ruin me,
But now I know, but now I see,
You never loved, you never cared,
The bond we had was never there. 

I was blind, I was used,
My heart is torn; my heart's abused!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

You only wanted me for fun,
You claimed you loved me but you lied,
You found another and said we're done,
And hoped someday that I would die.

I'm suicidal thanks to you,
You don't care that you broke me,
You refused to listen to what is true,
And made your own democracy!

I am gone, I am dead,
Screams all the voices in my head!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

You found someone, I'm glad for you,
But does he know how you abuse,
How you betray, how you destroy,
How you would treat him like a toy!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

End of Me

The Monster You Know

When a breakup gets so bad, sometimes you think it's the end of your life. My breakup has caused me to go through a severe mental breakdown and my inner demons taking over my life. Sometimes a painful breakup can be toxic.

Lyrics:
I once believed that we would never end it hard,
But now I see that you have dealt the dead man's cards,
You took me blind, made me thought we'd never end,
But now I see that we were never meant to mend.
I trusted you, thought you keep me free from hell,
But instead, you put me in a prison cell,
Feeding lies, making everyone believe,
That I'm worse than the image all has seen.


Never thought that we'd end this way,
Never thought that you'd cause me this pain!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.

Now I live a life that everyone just hates,
No one knows the hell I have to overtake.
Wish I could just fucking end it all,
Knowing no one cares if I would take the fall.
Is my life over or am I overthinking life?
Now I'm wishing that I'd suddenly die.
Don't give up they say but no one knows my pain,
I just wish I could just take it all away!


Never thought my life would go this way,
Never thought that I would go through all this pain!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.


Wish someone would simply take me out!
Wish someone would shoot me, end me now!
Wish someone would kill me, stop my pain!
Wish I never knew how much I'd go insane!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.


End of Me (Single)

Have you ever had your already damaged heart damaged more. even when the person you thought loved you made the pain worse? This song tells a story of a used-to-be loved one who breaks an already damaged heart which was damaged from last relationships that were as toxic as the last one. 

Lyrics:
I have a darkened heart,
bruised way before I met you,
Broken before we felt the spark,
You said you'd heal what I've gone through,
Though the pain was never shown,
you never cared what I once had,
Now I'm out here on my own,
bleeding, broken, always sad.

How could you make me bleed inside,
Everyday I want to die!

No surgery can heal this pain,
No love for me can remove this stain,
The scars you made tore me apart,
How can you break an already darkened heart?
You ruined me beyond repair,
The love you gave was never there,
You promised me,
you'd heal the pain I bleed.

The dark Inside consumed,
Made me believe we're made as one,
Instead I'm tossed and used,
You shot me down, you fired the gun,
I thought this pain would end,
The moment I laid eyes on you,
Instead you twist and bend,
The mangled heart that's black and blue.

How can you add onto the hurt?
How can you put me in the dirt?
How can you make me want to quit?
How can you make me feel like shit?!

Deep inside I want to die,
While you sit and watch me cry!

No surgery can heal this pain,
No love for me can remove this stain,
The scars you made tore me apart,
How can you break an already darkened heart?
You ruined me beyond repair,
The love you gave was never there,
You promised me,
you'd heal the pain I bleed.
WHY?!

I NEVER WANT TO GO THROUGH HELL,
I NEVER THOUGHT IT END THIS WELL,
I NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS,
I DO NOT WANT TO FEEL LIKE SHIT!
IS THIS HOW I WILL FEEL FOR LIVE,
IS THIS THE WAY I WANT TO DIE,
IS THIS THE PAIN I WANT TO FIGHT,
THERE IS NO HOPE, THERE IS NO LIGHT!

No surgery can heal this pain,
No love for me can remove this stain,
The scars you made tore me apart,
How can you break an already darkened heart?
You ruined me beyond repair,
The love you gave was never there,
You promised me,
you'd heal the pain I bleed!

Darkened Heart

Have you ever felt so messed up in the head that you can't take control of life anymore? This song tells a story about a fox who lost everything, no longer safe in his home because of inner demons constantly controlling him every single second of his life.

Lyrics:

I never realized how much I'll lose
until my life was taken away,
I swore that it would never be true
but here I am, my freedom gone astray.

My therapist says that I can't be helped;
that I am too far gone, that I'm too insane,
Why do I try when I can't save myself?
Last time I tried I failed in vain.

I am no longer safe in my den,
My demons take me all over again.

I'm a fucked up fox,
One who Went through too much pain,
My demon still talks,
Saying I will never be the same.
This den is cold,
Like a soul that never breathes,
These scars have told,
of the life you've given me!

I never knew how much it hurts,
until you made my life a hell,
You dug a hole, dropped me in it,
You took my heart and threw me in a cell.

I'd never thought you'd fuck me up,
Never thought you'd kill my love,
But thanks to you, I'm not the pup,
that anyone thinks I'm enough.

I am not the fox I see,
Is it worth the air I breathe?

I'm a fucked up fox,
One who Went through too much pain,
My demon still talks,
Saying I will never be the same.
This den is cold,
Like a soul that never breathes,
These scars have told,
of the life you've given me!

Is it now that I'm to far gone?
Or is it that did you did me wrong?
Where do I go now you took my life?
What can I do now to end this fight?

I'm a fucked up fox,
One who Went through too much pain,
My demon still talks,
Saying I will never be the same.
This den is cold,
Like a soul that never breathes,
These scars have told,
of the life you've given me!
OF THE LIFE YOU'VE GIVEN ME!


F***ed Up Fox

After dealing with some mental battles today, I needed a change of pace, so I made this song rather quickly. Enjoy this change of motivation! This will be part of another album called "It's Never Over"

Lyrics:
In this den,
It's cold and dark at night.
In this den,
I cannot take this life.
In this den,
I cannot make it through,
No matter what the battle,
I cannot see the truth.

I want to give up all I have,
No one to see me when I'm sad,
I cannot take this anymore,
The more I think, the more I'm torn.
Maybe it's time I give it up,
maybe it's time I end my life,
Or maybe I should take my time,
To realize I'm worth the fight.

Silence fills this darkened home,
No one to help me, let me know,
That I am not a burden,
That I am not alone.
But now the truth is found,
I am the one who should be sound!
No more thoughts,
No more end,
There won't be death here in the den!

I realized,
I'm more than just a waste,
I realized,
I'm more than just a weight.
I realize,
I can make it through the night,
No matter how hard it gets,
I can always win this fight!

I want to live the life I have,
There's help for me even when I'm sad,
I can take this life of mine,
and make it whole if I just try.
So hear me now it's time to shine!
No matter what, I'll make it fine!
It's not to late, for me to see,
I'm more than what I find in me!

Silence fills this darkened home,
No one to help me, let me know,
That I am not a burden,
That I am not alone.
But now the truth is found,
I am the one who should be sound!
No more thoughts,
No more end,
There won't be death here in the den!

So if you hear this song,
Just know you're not alone!
If you sing along,
You'll make it through all on your own!
Just hear me out,
You can make it through the fight!
Through the pain,
through the day,
even through the darkened night!

Silence fills this darkened home,
No one to help me, let me know,
That I am not a burden,
That I am not alone.
But now the truth is found,
I am the one who should be sound!
No more thoughts,
No more end,
There won't be death here in the den!


Death in This Den

Have you ever felt your sleep paralysis demon haunt you? We all had a moment when we couldn't sleep because of emotional distress and hopes of wanting to die. Enjoy this lullaby of heartbreak!

Lyrics:
Now I lay me down to sleep,
my heart is broken, my soul to weep,
I hope to die before I wake,
My demons scream MY SOUL TO TAKE!

it's hard to sleep from the pain you caused,
it's hard to rest from the love I lost,
sometimes I wish that I could die,
instead I sing this lullaby.
It's the only thing that let's me rest,
But sometimes demons make me depressed,
Telling me I should have died,
Instead I lay my head and cry!

So let me sleep my life away,
for I have nothing left to stay!

Heartbreaks and lullabies,
are telling me to say goodbye,
To a life that I once lived,
telling me that I should die.
How can I keep what I once lost?
How can I love when I was tossed?
How can you move on when I am stuck,
How can you sleep when I am fucked.
I can't sleep,
So I will cry,
TO HEARTBREAKS AND LULLABIES!

The blankets cuddle me tonight,
The ceiling talks to me at night,
The pillow helps me clear my head,
But I can't fall asleep in bed.
My thoughts trample me at night,
Always lets my demons fight,
They are screaming out my pain,
Always DRIVING ME INSANE!

Please let me die at night,
I can't fucking take this fight!

Heartbreaks and lullabies,
are telling me to say goodbye,
To a life that I once lived,
telling me that I should die.
How can I keep what I once lost?
How can I love when I was tossed?
How can you move on when I am stuck,
How can you sleep when I am fucked.
I can't sleep,
So I will cry,
TO HEARTBREAKS AND LULLABIES!

So let me lay my head to sleep!
My heart is broken, I want to weep!
I want to die, my life's abrupt,
The demons screaming, keeping me up!!

I never knew what heartbreak was,
until you came into my life,
you made it hard for me to sleep,
so now I sing, my heartbreak lullaby.

Heartbreaks and lullabies,
are telling me to say goodbye,
To a life that I once lived,
telling me that I should die.
How can I keep what I once lost?
How can I love when I was tossed?
How can you move on when I am stuck,
How can you sleep when I am fucked.
I can't sleep,
So I will cry,
TO HEARTBREAKS AND LULLABIES!

Heartbreaks and Lullabies

Glass breaks, and so does a broken heart. Have you ever had your heart broken to pieces? This song demonstrates the pain of having your heart so broken, it feels like the fragments are stabbing into your chest, like a pain that you can never get rid of.

Lyrics:
Cutting deep from edges sharp,
The heart I had has broke apart,
Bled inside from all the pain,
You gave me when you went away.

You didn't care that you hurt me,
You only wanted what you see,
Not what's deep inside my chest,
Hoping that we'd live the best.

I never thought this heart would break,
Sharp pains I feel just makes me ache,
The heart I had shattered today,
Never thought you'd cause this pain.

Shattered, broken, shred to sand,
A pain that's sharp cuts deep again,
Hearts always break when torn apart,
But what I have cracked from the start.
No glue can fix the damage made,
The more I try, I cry in pain,
The shattered pieces make me bleed,
I cannot fix what's left of me.

How can I fix the broken parts,
of this shattered glass heart?

A puzzle with pieces thrown out,
Just like you did to me just now,
You hated me for what I was,
You broke me down, just because.

A fragile heart breaks under stress,
You hated me when I'm depressed,
This heart of mine already cracked,
The love you had was just an act!

I wanted love, you wanted hate,
Now thanks to you, it is too late,
To fix the pain you left inside,
Nothing left for me to cry!

Shattered, broken, shred to sand,
A pain that's sharp cuts deep again,
Hearts always break when torn apart,
But what I have cracked from the start.
No glue can fix the damage made,
The more I try, I cry in pain,
The shattered pieces make me bleed,
I cannot fix what's left of me.

How can I fix the broken parts,
of this shattered glass heart?

Too shattered,
Too broken,
I can't fix,
No one can,
So destroyed,
So fallen,
You can't fix what's hurting!
Too shattered,
Too broken,
I can't fix,
No one can,
So destroyed,
So fallen,
You can't fix what's hurting!
Too shattered,
Too broken,
I can't fix,
No one can,
So destroyed,
So fallen,
I can't fix what's hurting!!!!!


Shattered, broken, shred to sand,
A pain that's sharp cuts deep again,
Hearts always break when torn apart,
But what I have cracked from the start.
No glue can fix the damage made,
The more I try, I cry in pain,
The shattered pieces make me bleed,
I cannot fix what's left of me.

How can I fix the broken parts,
of this shattered glass heart?


Glass Heart

Have you ever felt so lost and alone that the only thing you have to keep you safe and comfortable is your comfort plush? Fluttershy is mine, but aside that, a comfort plush is what gives you comfort during distraught times. Some may find it weird that you have a plush that you cuddle, but no one understands the reason for having it. Anyways, who else has a comfort plush?!

Lyrics:
Without your care,
Life's never been the same.
You're never there,
When I'm going insane.

The nights are tough,
I cannot rest my eyes,
You did me rough,
So I hold tight to what helps my cries.

It's the only thing,
That helps me sleep at night,
All the warmth I cling,
A plush I hold to tight.

It's a love I feel,
That you never had for me.
It's a warmth that's sealed,
Comfort that sets me free!

I'm laying here in bed,
My comfort plush is what calms my head,
The warmth, the love,
The feelings that you never gave up.

Embedded in this plush of mine,
I can rest at ease when I hold it tight,
It's the only thing that helps me sleep,
As I think of what you did to hurt me.

Some find it weird,
That I cuddle a plush,
It helps my fears,
From losing all my touch.

If you could see,
The pain I have inside,
You'll know the pain in me
And know I cannot hide.

That it's the only thing,
That helps me sleep at night,
All the warmth I cling,
A plush I hold to tight.

It's a love I feel,
That you never had for me.
It's a warmth that's sealed,
Comfort that sets me free!

I'm laying here in bed,
My comfort plush is what calms my head,
The warmth, the love,
The feelings that you never gave up.

Embedded in this plush of mine,
I can rest at ease when I hold it tight,
It's the only thing that helps me sleep,
As I think of what you did to hurt me.

It's hard for me to go on like this,
You made me feel like I'm not worth a shit,
So instead I hold onto what makes me happy,
Because I know, this comfort plush won't hurt, me badly!!!

I'm laying here in bed,
My comfort plush is what calms my head,
The warmth, the love,
The feelings that you never gave up.

Embedded in this plush of mine,
I can rest at ease when I hold it tight,
It's the only thing that helps me sleep,
As I think of what you did to hurt me.


Comfort Plush

Sorry for not uploading for a while, I've been "overwhelmed" with work. Which brought me this song idea. Have you ever been so overwhelmed that you cannot take it anymore? Everyone deserves a break, everyone deserves rest, but sometimes we cannot get that. Whether it is being overwhelmed with work, relationships, or life in general, everyone gets that feeling.

Btw sorry for the strange vocal glitches. Idk why my AI program did that
Lyrics:
[chorus]
I'm overwhelmed,
And I suffer each day,
I'm so tired,
I can't go on this way,
I want to cry,
but tears ran out,
I want to scream,
But I cannot shout,
I need a break,
From all the pain,
When I try,
I suffer more than I can take.


[verse 1]
Please just give me a break,
Please just let me rest,
I can't take this fight anymore,
But they say it's for the best.

I just want to lay down,
Let my mind at ease,
Wish they knew what I felt,
But no one sees,

[Pre-chorus]
How tired I am,
How stressed I feel,
It's hard to go on,
ALL THE PAIN I HAVE IS REAL!

[chorus]
I'm overwhelmed,
And I suffer each day,
I'm so tired,
I can't go on this way,
I want to cry,
but tears ran out,
I want to scream,
But I cannot shout.
I need a break,
From all the pain,
When I try,
I suffer more than I can take.

[Verse 2]
How long will this take?
How much harder will this get?
How much more will I fight?
How much longer till I'm set?
I'm overworked,
My mind's in overdrive,
It's hard to see,
What is running in my mind.

[Pre-chorus]
I need a break,
I need some time,
to myself,
BUT EVERYONE ASKS WHY!

[chorus]
I'm overwhelmed,
And I suffer each day,
I'm so tired,
I can't go on this way,
I want to cry,
but tears ran out,
I want to scream,
But the pain won't let me shout,
I need a break,
From all the pain,
When I try,
I suffer more than I can take.

[pre-chorus, soft]
If only everyone knew what I felt,
they'd know everything, all the pain I felt.
If they just let me stop, let me catch my breath,
I won't be overwhelmed, I can finally rest!

[chorus]
I'm overwhelmed,
And I suffer each day,
I'm so tired,
I can't go on this way,
I want to cry,
but tears ran out,
I want to scream,
But the pain won't let me shout,
I need a break,
From all the pain,
When I try,
I suffer more than I can take.

Overwhelmed

ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE ALBUM, "IT'S NEVER OVER"

(Don't worry, I will be working on the End of Me cover soon. Please be patient. I've been working a lot)

If you're going through something so badly it makes you want to off yourself, this song is for you! You're not alone in this battle, and that gun, whether it is a physical or symbolic gun, won't be enough to take you away from your precious life! You are enough, you are strong! Just don't give up and remember that you are loved and you are not alone!

Lyrics:
I know it's hard,
To see you all in pain.
I know it's tough,
When you're standing in the rain.
You want to die,
You want this all to end.
You wish that all is gone,
Wish you can stop playing pretend.

But even in the darkest fall,
You can make it through it all!

I see you,
Standing over there,
Wondering,
When will life be fair?
But don't give up,
Life's only just begun,
While all seems tough,
You can make it through the barrel of your gun!

You beg for help,
The suffering is too much.
You ask yourself,
Why you're dealing with so much.
The demons inside,
Telling you to end your pain,
It goes on for life,
Makes you go so insane.

But even in the harshest night,
You can make it, you'll survive!

I see you,
Standing over there,
Wondering,
When will life be fair?
But don't give up,
Life's only just begun,
While all seems tough,
You can make it through the barrel of your gun!

You can make it through the pain!
You can make it through the rain!
You can make it through this hell!
You can make it, oh so well!
If you're hearing this song!
It's your revival, you belong!
This is your sign for you to live!
That life of yours, it is a gift!

While life may be tough today,
Just know soon, you'll say.

I see me,
Standing over there,
Knowing that,
My life will soon be fair
I won't give up,
Life's only just begun,
While it seems tough,
I can make it through the barrel of my gun!

It's Never Over

Barrel of Your Gun

Have you ever been so heartbroken that you cannot love anyone anymore? That's my situation. It's hard to love someone when you've been completely destroyed by the one who you thought you could trust.

This is the 9th track of End of Me! Hard to believe we've come that far! 6 more tracks to go until the release of an official album!

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
It's hard for me to find someone,
Who won't damage my heart.
It's hard for me to trust anyone,
Who won't make my life so hard.
I cannot feel romance in life,
That I used to have before,
The numbing pain makes me want to die,
I can't take this anymore.

[Pre-Chorus]
Why is it hard for me to find,
A love that won't break me inside?!

[Chorus]
I cannot love anymore,
The pain you gave when you slammed the door,
I am not who I am before,
Now I'm crying on this concrete floor.

How can you make me feel?!
All alone, fate forever sealed,
All the love that we had wasn't real.
Now the pain that I have won't heal.

The pain you gave me left me sore,
I can't,
I cannot love anymore.

[Verse 2]
You promised that you'll never leave,
So what made you change your mind?
You said you'd never ruin me,
So what made you say that lie?

You say you'd care for all my pain,
But why did you add to it?
So why is it when I'm stuck in chains,
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT?!

[Pre-Chorus]
What makes me feel so alone inside,
I CAN'T FEEL LOVE SO WHY FUCKING TRY?!

[Chorus]
I cannot love anymore,
The pain you gave when you slammed the door,
I am not who I am before,
Now I'm crying on this concrete floor.

How can you make me feel?!
All alone, fate forever sealed,
All the love that we had wasn't real.
Now the pain that I have won't heal.

The pain you gave me left me sore,
I can't,
I cannot love anymore.

[Hook]
I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE,
I CAN'T HAVE ANY FUN,
WITHOUT FEELING THIS PAIN,
YOU MADE ME GO INSANE,
I TRUSTED YOU TO CARE,
INSTEAD YOU MADE ME BARE,
THE PAIN INSIDE MY HEART,
YOU TORE IT APART!!!!!!!

[Pre-Chorus]
Thanks to you I cannot hide,
THE FACT I WANT TO FUCKING DIE!

[Chorus]
I cannot love anymore,
The pain you gave when you slammed the door,
I am not who I am before,
Now I'm crying on this concrete floor.

How can you make me feel?!
All alone, fate forever sealed,
All the love that we had wasn't real.
Now the pain that I have won't heal.

The pain you gave me left me sore,
I can't,
I cannot love anymore.

I can't,
I cannot love anymore.


I Cannot Love Anymore

Do you? A question always asked when someone destroys our hearts, mortality, and mental health. It's a question that will never be answered or answered in a way we least want it. This is an anthem to those who were left on unanswered questions.

Also sorry for not uploading lately. Been in a terrible mental state lately.
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I can't believe, how you moved on so fast,
I can't believe, that you would be my last,
I can't survive, because you took the joy I had,
So numb inside, because you hurt me oh so bad.

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't move on from this pain,
Maybe I should fade away?!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of life, but you're living everyday,
I cannot fight, but you're stronger than the pain,
I cannot love, but you're fast to find another,
I want to die, and you wish I could just suffer!

[Pre-Chorus]
I want to move on from your spite,
Maybe I should fucking die!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?

[Hook]
You fucking lied, when you said you wouldn't hurt me!
You fucking lied, when you said you wouldn't break me!
You fucking hate, when I wanted to move on!
You sealed my fate, now you wish that I was gone!!!!!!

[Interlude]

[Pre-Chorus]
I want, to end, my life,
You don't care I want to die!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?
Do you?!

Do You?!

DO YOU?

No matter what, you are not alone! An uplifting song for the hurt, the broken, the lost, and even the messed up! You don't need to fight these battles alone! Remember that!

This is the third track for the album, "It's Never Over." Thought I'd start making more tracks for the second album since I'm almost done with the first one.

Lyrics:
You deal with enough already,
You need someone to guide you through,
I'll be the angel,
That you prayed to guard you daily,
Because I feel all your pain too.

You're not alone,
You don't have to fight this war,
I'll be your shield,
When no armor can cover your sores!

No matter what you doubt,
No matter what you feel,
No matter what you shout,
I'll be with you as you heal,
No matter all the hurt,
No matter all the pain,
Just know I'll be the first,
To shield you from the rain.

Don't overthink,
Just let me carry all your burdens,
Don't hide your pain,
Don't hide your shame,
Let me heal you from the hurting.

I'm by your side,
when you need someone to help,
Call anytime,
when you cannot save yourself

No matter what you doubt,
No matter what you feel,
No matter what you shout,
I'll be with you as you heal,
No matter all the hurt,
No matter all the pain,
Just know I'll be the first,
To shield you from the rain.

It's okay to cry sometimes,
It's okay just let it flow away,
You're not alone,
Just know,
You can vent to me, any time, any day!

No matter what you doubt,
No matter what you feel,
No matter what you shout,
I'll be with you as you heal,
No matter all the hurt,
No matter all the pain,
Just know I'll be the first,
To shield you from the rain.
To shield you from the rain.

No Matter

I made a rough call tonight. My mental health got so bad, with no one else to reach out to, I called 988. I'm glad I did. It helped me out quite a bit, having someone to talk to, that will actually listen to me and give me advice. You can do so too. Do not be afraid to call 988. Just remember, no matter what you're going through, it's never too late. Real professionals are available 24/7 who are ready to speak with you and talk to you through any mental health crisis you're dealing with. Do not hesitate, and dial 988. Your life is worth every second. Don't throw it away.

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I never thought that I'd be making this call,
I never thought that I would suffer through it all,
Someone told me, that I should die tonight,
that I shouldn't be alive, that I'm not worth this fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
I realized, that I need some help,
And tonight, someone listened, and saved me from myself!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything may seem too late,
Pick up that phone and dial 988.

[Verse 2]
I was told, it will all be okay,
I was told, that's I'm not all insane,
They let me vent, let me speak, and now I don't want to quit,
They let me cry, they let me breathe, and now I feel I'm worth it,

[Pre-Chorus]
I needed that, after all I gone through,
I found someone who can help me feel true!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything is not so great,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

[Hook]
I know it's scary to speak to someone you don't know,
I know it's scary to speak to someone you can't see,
I know it's weary to speak to someone you don't trust,
But once you call,
You will see,
They can help you through the fall!!!

[Instrumental]
Just know, you're not alone, in the pain,
Make the call, they will help you through the rain!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

Just know that it's not too late,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

988 (Suicide Hotline)

Have you ever reached a point where you have officially given up hope? Whether it is actual suicide or spiritual suicide, we all reach a point where we all wish we were gone.

And that's a wrap on this album! Be sure to follow for more releases on the next set of albums, such as "It's Never Over," "Hellfox," and the concept album, "Kitsunica!"

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
They always say,
If I end my life then I will be missed,
If I died tonight then who will remember this,
I've got no one left,
No one cares if I would end it all,
So tonight,
I will take my final step and fall

[Pre-Chorus]
Down the cliff,
off the roof,
From the bridge,
I have no proof,
To be alive,
To just survive,
Maybe it's best if I just die.

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Verse 2]
I want to die,
They all say that eventually I will be fine,
But that eventually may never come on by,
I've got nothing left,
All I have is misery and debt,
If I can't try,
I should get out of this hell of mine,


[Pre-Chorus]
Torn and bruised
Been abused,
Meant for failure,
All a ruse,
I was told,
It's all okay,
But everyday,
I go insane.

Meant for none,
Lost in hope,
No more doors,
For me to go,
It seems to me,
I'm at my end,
Maybe it's best,
That I am dead,

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Hook]
What's the point in even trying,
When all I want is dying,
When all I do is crying,
When I'm no longer surviving.
What's the point of moving on,
From the pain that stays so long,
From the past that follows me,
When all I am is su-ffer-ing!

[Pre-Chorus, Softer]
Broken heart,
Torn apart,
Lost from love and
Found in scars,
I can't go on,
I can't survive,
Wish I was gone,
wish I could die.

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.
[Short Instrumental]
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

GONE

Tengoku, the kitsune of Heaven, has come down tonight to save those who are lost, broken, and hurt. Just know, whenever you're struggling or suffering, a higher power is always there with you, watching and protecting you. 

Here is a taste of the first track from the album, Kitsunica. Hope you enjoy it. It's a bit different than what I usually upload (I actually got chills from this!).

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Verse 1]
I need your comfort with me,
I need to see the stars,
They guide me through the darkened nights,
The skies, they guide my heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the sorrow deep inside,
I can see the broken in your eyes,
I can hear the cries inside your soul,
Oh Tengoku, where are you tonight?

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Verse 2]
konya anata no tokoro ni ikiba
I am going to your place tonight,
watashi wa anata wa kono tatakai kara sukui
I will save you from this fight.
Don't be afraid, your time will come.
sore wa jikkou sa re masu (It is being done)

[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the sorrow deep inside,
I can see the broken in your eyes,
I can hear the cries inside your soul,
Oh Tengoku, where are you tonight?

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

[Instrumental, Choir Orchestra for 15 seconds]

[Chorus]
Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

Tengoku,
Where are you?
Save me from this Earthly place.
Tengoku,
I need you,
Praise your Celestial Embrace.

Kitsunica

Tengoku (Celestial Embrace)

Don't let your emotions get to Kukan. He feeds off of those and takes you as his prey. Have you ever had someone feed off of your negative emotions?

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 1]
He hunts from day to night,
He doesn't want your joy,
He feeds on anger and strife,
Your emotions are his toy.

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 2]
Don't give him what he wants,
For he will prey on your life,
Don't let him see your doubts,
For he will take it like a knife.
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Instrumental, Choir Orchestra for 15 seconds]

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

for it is all I have with me.


Kukan (Into The Void)

Oh broken spirit, where did you go? All of us have broken spirits, much like broken hearts.

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Verse 1]
I need someone to save me,
For my spirit is broken,
I can't find the hope you see,
I'm lost in my sin.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Brief instrumental]

[Verse 2]
My heart is still crying,
My faith is still trying,
My tears are still flowing,
My fears are still growing.
My spirit can't hold on,
My spirit is still gone,
Still broken, still hurting,
It's not worth deserving.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin,
kibou no naka de ushinawa re te
tasuke ni rai te kudasai,
watashi wa taisho deki mase n.
Koware Ta Seishin,
watashi ga motsu te iru subete no mono
fukai itami no naka de
ushinak te kanashii.

[15-second instrumental]

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.


Seishin (Broken Spirits)

The soul of the Kitsune calls out through the Kaze (wind), but sometimes it is gone like the wind. Kitsunes can be mysterious sometimes.

 Enjoy these nice flute instrumentals and traditional Japenese folk beats.


[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Verse 1]
It is heard, the storm has brewed in me,
It is seen, the thunder's pounding down,
You will know, when I'll be gone from here,
The kaze, will sing in the town.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Verse 1]
It is loud, the thunder's calling sound,
It is dark, the skies cannot be found,
You will see, my soul is breaking through,
Through the Kaze, it speaks it all so true.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Chorus, no music for first half]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.


Kaze (Gone Like The Wind)

Ah yes, a burning soul, a burning desire. The Kasai will always live in our souls!

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Verse 1]
I can feel it burn inside of me,
I can hear the crackling of my pain,
I can smell the smoke that's burnt my soul,
I can see the Kasai, its embers made me whole.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you see the ember's glowing?
Can you see the light?
Can you feel the heat that's burning,
From the sky that's burning bright!

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
All the forest's beauty,
Has burnt to ashes,
My soul inside is burning,
Like a box of matches.
Its flame burning brighter,
The embers glow,
The smoke goes high and higher,
The skies no more.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you see the ember's glowing?
Can you see the light?
Can you feel the heat that's burning,
From the sky that's burning bright!

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.


Kasai

A green fox who dealt with a ton of pain

Music is AI generated. Lyrics written from my own inspiration and my life experiences

MikeyTheGreenFox

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